Had many heart to heart talk with many people these days. First was with kor, den today..

Digress! Went to aikido dojo today. Watch the grading. In my opinion the standard has dropped greatly since when i I left aikido. A little tempted to join back, but I'm not ready to join back. Financially and physically. Remembered when I quitted, it was because of financial reasons and that it came to a point where I felt I wasnt learning anything and it was a waste of time. :/

Saw Azizul, Andy, and Tricia. People from my batch, so nostalgic! But they's all brown belt ardy :( felt noob.

Dinner with Jie & kor later at Tampines1 (which reminds me, stupid stupid LiYing!) Had BBQ chicken. Kor's treat :D Then walked abit to Mos burger to slack.

Heated discussions. Many topics can! From kor's prob, to mine, christianity, Aikido politics, and some other stuff like our past LOL.

Kor's moving house soon ): Hope he wont move la, red line leh piang! * shakes head. Rather kor stay in the East side!

When at home, at the kitchen, I suddenly told mummy "If I have children next time..." *mummy put down everything she was doing* "when they tell me that they have bgr, I will never tell them that their too young for rs all that. Cos it's all 废话"

And I left the kitchen to have my dinner. Abit sot ah. Think mummy was shocked. Maybe think I was pregnant or what LOL.

Then she came out later. I continued my conversation. Telling her my dilemma and everything. But first I told her I didnt want to hear any bullshyt like I'm too young for bgr all that. LOL. No diff la, she ended her talk with that exact sentence -___-"

Thats all for today. Mug Mug!


I wish I can ask you this. But I have yet get the nerves too. What Jie said is right. What makes me think that you wont be close with your ex too. But I rather smack the wall than to regret anyway. Let's just see how it turns out. It hurts when I know you're upset.

Special request by liying to strikeoff the word before her name