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Jie once commented that my writing has become more and more like Xiaxue. Maybe some of you people agree with her too. Nonetheless I'm accused of trying to imitate Xiaxue,

*roll eyes

I'm not seriously. I'm no more than a blogder of Xiaxue than Xiaxue is to Maddox. I'm not trying to imitate her, I'm not trying to follow her paths.

I never liked branded stuffs in my life, branded as in LV or Juicy Couture etcetc, not Converse kind. I dont even know what Juicy Couture is until Xiaxue mentioned it in some post years ago. She liked pink, so do I. Anyway which girl doesnt like pink? It's a plain girl colour. I had just recently took a likeing to Juicy Couture cos most of it's stuffs are pink & thats it's theme. I like cannot?

Just weeks ago Jie pointed out that Burberry also had pink themes yada yada, like pink & brownish kind. I like! But I cant afford LOL not the point but I'll probably like Juicy Couture better cos it's charms are omfg chio! Plus the pink theme is always there, unlike Burberry. Mundane black white..

I'm somewhat influenced by her writing though, in a good way, now I'll capitalise my "i"s, type with commas, paragraph my writing. If anyone had like read through my archives it's a whole bullshyt of posts with no commas at all, or they're all short sentences with no content in them or ends with... . But isnt it for the good?

Now my writing seems more sacarstic, thats because it's really what I feel, what I think. I no longer need to hide or edit my words for fear of offending people. I admit I'm always in awe when others can openly blog about things happening around them. I cant, I have to edit, think over twice thrice before publishing the post. All cause I wanted to avoid trouble. Now that I dont care what others think of me, it's much better to blog truthfully.

Since I'm on this topic, I'm gonna blog about everything that I had edited away in the past, whatever I can think of. Next post though.

Why would I want to be someone I'm not. Why would I want to imitate Xiaxue? My IQ is just 130, not her 148 *quivers in terror at her high IQ , I have my own life. So I blog about things that happen in my life, things I think, my own opinions and my own liking.

What I learnt from her is plainly to blog truthfully. If I ever have a plastic surgery and have fake boobs, I would admit it right here in my blog. (which will never happen since I'll never do PS.) The sacarsm in my words has been here since eons ago. It's just because of editing, re-editing and more-editing that makes the words look innocent AND crappy.

I use more bombastic words now as compared to posts from like sec2 or so but it's because I'm trying to learn new words everyday here. Banking & finance lehs! Cant fool around sia, words cannot have loopholes. Plus can you imagine? My manager shall have a worse vocabulary than me, so he will come to ask me what on earth is all the long long alien language I wrote in the report. Then I shall throw him the dictionary and ask him to find out himself! Muahahaha! like I'll dare -__-

Bottom line, I'm myself, I blog as myself and not as xiaxue. She's like a full time blogger and I'm not even considered one. (You can swim, or rather, flop around the shallow pool for a few feets but you're not a swimmer. Right?) So please get that fact right.

*grumbles

If one day I start whining about wanting a chihuahua I'll probably be accused of trying to imitate Paris Hilton. Serious!