I'm feeling lazy again..

wish I could remember what happened this week but my memory is failing me as usual. Shall just write some crap along the way luhs. And I if remember I shall repost it with the correct dates.

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This is what had sparked up my long post of rantings.

While we were at Far east, Jie was thinking about attaching extensions. Of course, i secretly wish she went ahead with it. I even voiced that out aloud. Cos she she had extensions, it'll mean a whole new overdo for me.

I'll be able to get extensions and probably push the limits further for dye-ing my hair. But jie will probably get scolded real badly by dad. Being the older sibling sucks big time :x

Anyway jie didnt get extensions, she decided to ask mum first. Afterall mummy allow means most probably 99% daddy will allow too.

Conclusion, mummy didnt give us the Go-Ahead. I was damn pissed off that time. Not really cause im desperate for extensions but i cant believe that there are this narrow minded parents living. At least to the extend of my small knowledge of the world la.

Parents who dont allow coloured contacts, because he thinks that putting on coloured contacts would somehow miraculously give you the ability to see things. If that is so true, these coloured contact lenses would be a big hit with ghost-busters and god-know-who-else insteads of normal beings who wishes to look different from the other 6989827419274 singaporeans out there. (I wanted red contact lenses so dont accuse me of trying to act ang moh.)These very same parents are not superstitious. Very ironic.

I mean i respect their advice that not touching all those supernatural stuffs are better. I never join my friends for haunted house outings although I was tempted to. I never join all those weird summoning kinda groups. But i think i can safely draw a line with those and that of wearing coloured contact lenses right? where are all their basis to these? none! I just abide all of it just cause they are my parents. (along with some complaining and unsuccessful whining).

Parents who dont allow dyed hair simply cos. Just realised why. Daddy claims that the chemical from dye will harm my head. And I dont see why when i'm 21 maybe I'll have a stronger head that can withstand the chemicals? I highly doubt so. Might as well stop shampoo and whilst I'm at that I can stop using the water available from my house and go down to Bedok reservoir for a bath. (ok i'm being stupid here.) Have yet probe into the issue of extensions. But they'll probably give me the same freaking reason as they do all the time.

"when you're 21 and old enough to think for yourself, you can do whatever you want."

But by then I'll be OLD. OLD GODDAMNNIT.

Will I be able to fool around like i do now, NO.
Will I be able to enter bunk as old as I will be then, NO I probably dont even have the time for audition.

I'll be freaking busy in university or working. why on earth would I want to put on red contact lenses then?! To scare my boss out of his daylights so I can be boss? weak humor.

21 and old enough to think for myself, means I wont have the excuse of being a immature teenager who can fool around.

I'll be wear red lenses then (finally), and people who walks past me will go like, OMG SHE'S A FREAKING 21 ADULT AND STILL ACT LIKE A TEENAGER?! BHB!

I cant dye white-blonde / pink hair and have the luxury to hang around at bunk with audition-ers asking me.

Guy : Hey Dollfie, im at bunk too see, but I see a punk girl playing your character. So you're a girl or guy?

Me : girl, I just like playing guy characters can?

*after an hour of flirting*

Guy : How old are you?

Me : 21

Guy : OMFG YOU'RE SO OLD! still play audition!

*then proceeds to make a hasty exit while muttering something about old girls should be ban in bunk*

And oh, I cant continue wearing GLP clothes, although i dont have the financial capabilty to continue now but thats NOT the point.

*grits teeth and curse infintely

There are things you can do while in your teens, but there are limited things you can do when you reach 21.
for me, what i think is that there are things that you can do only when you're still a teenager. When i reach 21 i'll probably i have to take up a job or something. Not part-time lah bodoh full-time. How will it look on my resume if i have red eyes and blonde/pink hair. Not a good impression i must say.

Furthermore i'm a extremeist, much thanks to my dad since he was one too :D
The limits of being mature is freaking saddening for me lorhs! The things i consider fun, the things i consider far out, I wont be able to do them to the full extent.

Like GLP, another step i could take from this is cosplay. Which im freaking unable to, financially and how on earth can i cosplay without proper hair. i cant dye, and i hate wigs (too bad). so conclusion I had to drop cosplay, and im dropping GLP now.

BUT my dad dont seem to be allowing me to fully enjoy being a teenager until Im 21. And note this. my birthday is on 23 december. It'll be 1 week to the next year, and hooray im 22 after that 1 week. I feel damn old with all this counting. zz!

Imagine!

When im married and have a kid, maybe when my kid reaches his or her teens life they bound to be curious about their parents past de lah. I mean parents were young once surely they will be curious de mah!

My teenager kid : mummy, how was your teenager life like? Did you do anything interesting then?

Me : hmm, I got a fascination for japanese stuff then and was very interested in GLP fashion. I even wore waloli to my grad nite. Want to see the pics?

My teenager kid : ee, mummy never wear make-up of dye hair one?

Me : no, your grandpa didnt encourage mummy to wear make up then, and dye hair was a NO in his book.

*grits teeth to prevent vulagarities from escaping my mouth.

My teenager kid : huh.. then your teenage life must be very boring lorhs. no excitement one.

Me : ya lah! %$^&$#&$

I guess in years to come many kids would be saying the same thing about their parents. But a typical brainwashed singaporean would probably not answer as i did. rather they would be saying

TBS teenager kid : huh.. then your teenage life must be very boring lorhs. no excitement one.

TBS : no.. mummy's teenage life was very enriching! I learnt many things! ... Want me to tell you about Faraday's law? or ..

wth.

To end my hallucation conversation

My teenager kid : But daddy said when he first met mummy mummy got dye hair?

Me : yah that was after my teenage years mah, your grandpa want ppl 21 liao den can dye hair. If not why you think mummy is jobless? Lucky mummy find dao daddy this kind of rich guy!


No sense no logic, Not really. I have no idea why this post turn out to be so long lol. Seems that i crapped alot. Alot of incoherent stuffs. But there are still things that are not nonsense okay! And im hoping that i'll be able to dye hair soon. And maybe i will just do it lah. kp!

Oh and for those people who are about to run off printing my few-weeks old post about extensions and slap it into my face. Extensions now have a different method of attaching, which is like braiding and not medieval-old clipping!