this post is gonna be about my family. its gonna be reli boring so you can just skip it.
maybe my close frens noe, or dun even noe it at all. my dad is now driving a cab for a living. i duno wtf is going on, but he's damn stressed up about it and all cos he's a newbie and duno the roads well, actually is more like he duno the small streets well. he avoids waiting in taxi stands and onli pick up ppl if he couldnt avoid it. he's earning but not earning enough to cover our household bills and wadeva there is. debts and all.
den comes this uncle who gave my dad this GPRS thingy which is not updated. i seriously duno why ppl needs GPRS, cos in my opinion its completely sissy and ppl will over rely on it. its like better for you to just rmb it in ur head rite. wad if that thing corks up? so ohkays my dad wans me to help me find this website called marsiling, or something and asked me to play around with the name to find it, that can free download the updated map of singapore. i found it. http://www.malsingmaps.com and its exactly the web he wanted me to find. i wrote it down and put it on his desk. somethings happen and i duno wad, but he couldnt download it. kay fine, he pays $120 bucks to get it updated and i guess the blame is placed on my head. like wtf? and now he's blowing temper and tell's jie. den jie comes in tears and stutters to me about it.
FCUK.
somemore you know that kind or feeling u get when someone tells you about things which are impt. you get nervous and jittery. that jie stutters and cry everything which i cant hear. it makes me feel bloody more freaked out. and she turns around and scolds me.
FCUK.
heard from jie that dad got scolded or wad by a passenger who wanted to get to someplace. but dad didnt noe how to go so he scolded dad for habving the GPRS and yet not using it. arghs that GPRS is a total ZZZZ.
i reli had enough of this fucking situation lorhs. debts all this. if my teenagey life is gonna be filled with all this nonsense. thnk god you are REALLY being generous with me. wtf have i done to u sial. i just wanna have a normal peaceful life, work with ease and all. dad has been blaming me behind my back that im not working at all.
sure i could work macdonald. $3.50/hr is so befitting me man. no brainer.
i dont wish to stay at home the whole day infront of the comp. these days i just feel sad whenever i enter maple. and i duno why. games are supposed to be fun aint it. hais.
feels like i got a pretty sad life here. no money=sad life. im not surprise if i ever do something bad for money.
and worse is its not the money that caused my life to be sad directly.
no money=parents quarrel=children oso quarrel=family not united=sad life. see the link.
zz just so sad.

just noticed wad i type is not coherrent at all. just like my thots.
ah wadeva.
thinking of buying a jap-english book.
went down to popular eariler on, saw this jap-english two way book. is mostly for tourist use.
and i flip abit. and i saw this "conversation on bed/sex" one!! haha so funny.

hais so mani to buy, so little to spent. LIFE IS FRUSTRATING!$!#$
someone asked me what will be my christmas wish.
"just let money come down from the sky"
yea i need it. lols.

ok enough of sad things. gonna talk about happy things.
my birthday is coming! yea although im not reli looking forward. im quite scared of unexpected expected things..
sakae with leric kor next next saturday.
badminton with the girls.
my pay has came.
maybe getting job soon. although *ugh* its gonna be with the aunties.

and i wanna go shopping. [:
i wanna buy a bag, wallet, and for i duno wad reason, alot of girly stuff. er, make that Gothic.Lolita.Punk girly stuff. i feel so weird lately. i even brought a -.-.. mirror. LOL how random! pics next time.

btw, NO ONE HAS SENT ME ANY GRAD PICS YET WTF?! its like 1month ardy.
maybe they sent but i delete it away :x