GothicDoll

2009-11-08T20:53:00.001+08:00

IM SO LAZY TO UPDATE AND ANYWAY THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS TO UPDATE AND IM LAZY TO UPDATE ANYTHING SO BYEBYE!

Blogger's a biatch.

Aikido

2009-10-12T22:14:00.004+08:00

I survived the monday class :D super duper happy. Though the attendance of the class shocked me = = think 10 ppl tops? But it was more fun, less rest, no warm up.. got to partner with kor for a few times. Den invited kor got dinner at home, and now blogging. Maple still down :<

And the techniques were wow, advanced. But I love the techniques, though I nearly died doing them. Still think that Aikido is so much more fun when I was a kid. Like primary 5.

#1. NO PERIOD. Dont have to worry about staining the pants or anything. Classes are damn carefree.

#2. Dont have to act my age, I just had to BE my age. Play around, fool around. Cool, discipline is always the bottom of my list in the past.

#3. I never had to be stressed over reaching any standards. Which I have now lah, cant help bt feel disappointed over my slow learning rate nowadays..

#4. Pri5, chest still flat. It was so much easier to fall and do lock techniques. Now it hurts like damn.............!

#5. Didnt have to care about pimples so face to floor I wont care. But now...

Yea, I much rather to train as a kid in Aikido. :3 Fun-er. Somemore then I had Daddy and Jie to pei train. I never appreciate having Daddy and Jie peiing me for training cos.. Dad is always pulling me for extra training when I wanted to rest and they both were extremes! Daddy is always hard going &Jie is like a tofu.. But now I realise it actually helped me alot cos I had more training in and out of the dojo than anyone else. And that prob helped me speed up my training. Now.. No one do that anymore. And I feel awkward when I have to drag others to train with me. And I dont want to disturb kor out of his usual rountine in the dojo so its kinda hard to ask him also. Bahs.

Si erzi, I gonna quit GLP le now he going cosplay! Roars!!

This guy is cuteee!!! KYAAAAAAAAA~

2009-10-03T17:49:00.001+08:00

Hold your dreams
Don't ever let it go
Be yourself
And let the world take notice

You'll find strength
When people bring you down
They will see
If you will only, only believe.

PS with Erzi ; First ride in Kor's car

2009-10-02T12:20:00.003+08:00

Went out with Liew Yung in the afternoon :> Train-ed to Plaza Sing. I didnt even realized it changed that much, especially the top floor. Otaku house!!!

Erzi changed alot also. At least I didnt know him that much during sec school days. Should dye blonde!! That stupid Cloud fan.

Brought zanpakutos! I brought Ichigo's bankai! Now hanging on my phone hehs, Erzi brought (my moolahs) Grimmjow's & Uqiorra (have no idea how to spell). He zai lorhs, PSP hang one, bag hang 2, phone also hang. All swords lol.

Cant believe Erzi dont have GF, muahas. Better find one by the end of this year! I want a daughter-in-law ardy. Life so boring nowadays.. Why so many guys afraid of rejections?! Feel like boxing him, ardy got obvious hints ardy still dont make the move. TSK!! Disappointed uh! Something that COULD have happen during his China trip, but didnt. haiyo, disappointed in Erzi tsk!

Whole outing watch Erzi played some Bleach fighting game (Aizen sucks), but he was really pro at it. & listened to all his china jokes. Why cant my friends be that interesting huh! 7-up, lol. Ate at Swensens! Maan could have eaten Coit tower de, but we brough the movie tickets already and there wasnt enough time to eat ice cream. :< Had to void my ice cream. Erzi la! Spend so much time at the sword shop.

Watched Fame at cathay, Very nice!! The dances and music were great! But the plot SUCKS! Didnt even understand anything lorhs, like abit here abit there den the years keeps going by so fast. The last scene is FABFABFABFABFABFAB

Xfered cash to Pris and left Erzi at Cityhall. Thnks Erzi for the outing (: Great to catch up abit. EOY huh!!

Brought my hp strap and went for home, changed and rushed to Aikido. Kor went straight from school lol, hope he didnt rush. Or was too tired. Hate his school's timetable. Where got school start at 2pm one!! So late.

Aikido was... I duno = = Hit Adzizul on the nose once, whack in my mouth by a shodan and got molested by Audrey 83927401times haha! Walao. Xin shao rao. Glad I got to prac Ni-kyo though. Very few people :D Got to partner up instead of lines. Which is GOOD! Though tiring.

Ah whatever, Aikido not the main story for today.

IT WAS MY FIRST RIDE IN KOR'S CAR! Parent's car whatever, Kor was the driver anyway :D Very pro, and really no joke! Give it a 11 out out a scale of 1 to 10. Muahas. Lucky me (: Jie didnt allow me to sit at the front wth, and they both like kids la! Bickering non-stop from the start to the end of the ride. And that's like 3 4 hours(?) straight can. But it's not bad, having the backseat for urself.

Went to Bedok for dinner (Stupid hawker center close)
Went to Changi Airport for what I also dont know. Go there go in T3 carpark 5 mins come out.
Went back to Tampines via some stupid ulu road cos Jie directed kor off the wrong exit route. Changi Business Park wth.
Went to Hougang to find 7-11, but stopped at Cheers instead. Brought snacks and drinks :>
Went to Pasir Ris, some ulu road again, on the way stopped at some petrol kiosk buy drinks again.
Went by Sunplaza park..
Went to Kor's old house, saw some super pink Beetle car with eyelash painted headlights. LOL
And last stop was kor's new house. It near :D happiness, seems like so long ago since i worried about Kor moving to some stupid far place like Ang Mo Kio or something.

Jie spoiler! Bahs, no beach no playgrounds. We practically stayed in the car the whole ride!! :<

Cool. It was rather stupid though like what is the point of driving the car when we're still hanging out in the East?!?! But we had geographical limits. Maaaan! But considering it was kor's first time driving out without any supervision(wouldnt consider Jie a good guardian haha! Maybe a good commentator.) Think it's normal his mum will worry bah. Mummys are all the best lol. At least kor got a chance to run the expressway :>

Pretty fun (: like with them two fighting over the radio stations and everything. Think Jie was trying to train kor or something, going up multi storey carparks, running expressways..

Back home by 3plus, Thnks kor for the ride again :D Was really a fab day. Hope kor can get the car more often!
And I said I wont give up.

Kor's PT

2009-09-30T17:16:00.002+08:00

MMM This is like 3 days after kor's test anyway. Date adjusted.

Pei-ed kor for his PT test. Had to wake up damn early but I just woke up, like not purposely or anything. Lucky me (: Zoomed out of the house and met kor at the busstop, took 15 since it was faster. Had half a mind to drop by aljunied to see my shifu after kor's test but end up didnt. Reach CDDC way early. Den kor had to go to some place, sat outside the office and waited. Thnks for the psp kor (: though i didnt play LOL abit too noob for this kinda games. Anyway I had no idea how to play. Kor hands were cold LOL too nervous I guess, though he keeps saying it hadnt kick in. Saw his sec school fren. mm kor's tester was fierce looking! The rest I saw was rather easy going looking de lorhs. hehs, but have faith in kor's ability LOL. Saw Kor drove pass after doing the circuit. Anyway He passed :D First try somemore! See! Now still got who on earth so zai pass manual in first try LOL. Kor still gave me a mock grimace as supposedly to bluff me that he failed I guess, so fake!! 12pts! hehs. Up to the office to register den down to watch some safety video, stoned again. Den back up to the office to get back kor's IC and out of CDDC! Didnt find dao Kor's instructor though.

Didnt go aljunied cos I was lazy to climb the stupid bridges! :<
Went to Pasir Ris to celebrate Kor's success! And he didnt let me pay again wth, should have given him the order slip. Ate at White sands one of the noodle store :D Not baaad~ Talked abit, laughed alot, brought bubble tea and went back home.

Then again, this is 3days after that happy day. Nothing is happy now. As dated 3rd october 5:36PM.
KIRAPOH IS NOT HAPPY. Damn it. I have no idea how things changed to this way. Warped thinking and stupid directions. Brilliant. I have no idea what I done, nothing good apparently. I dont get it, I dont know anything anymore. Stop thanking me, stop apologising. I done nothing to deserve it.

New Moon Trailer

2009-09-28T18:49:00.001+08:00

New moon 3rd trailer, Love it!!! Bella's chioer, Jake gets cuter and Edward is more macho! (though he's face is still nothing to shout about..)

:>

Once Upon a Time...

2009-09-27T15:26:00.004+08:00

... I died!

Dont feel like blogging anything. So many things happen, happened, happening. And I'm lazy! :<
But I'm happy! Blogger has stopped being a bitch! And apparently I can post pics already :D

This will be my last post linked to facebook, gonna remove that ardy.

Whose the shrew who took my KiraP in twitter AND blog! Damn you!
Hope you fall down 867401flights of stairs!

Mugging is such a chore

2009-08-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

2009-08-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

HIATUS til exams over. Will be twitting though (:

Deathbed

2009-08-12T09:47:00.000+08:00

Been sleeping the hole day off yesterday. LIKE SOME PIG CAN. Such a waste of time, Wish I can back up soon so I can mug for exams.

Kill the person who gave me this stupid virus. GO DIE! GRrr. Visited the doctor yesterday, like finally. Rarely see the doctor, unless I need MC to pon class, last time, or when I'm really sick. I didnt have fever, 37.3, yet the nurse sent me to the fever clinic = = piang swae la. Everyone coughing, sneezing. Virus flying everywhere. Anyway I waited 1hour + to see the doc.

Go in,

Doc : Are you allergic to any medication?
Me : nop
Doc : How long have you been sick for?
Me : On and off for about a week.
Doc : Have you been eating any medicine during this period of time?
Me : No.. oh I ate pi pao gao
Doc : *smirk Thats not a medicine
me : = =..

Piang kan bu qi chinese medi arhs! At least it taste 182370123times better than the shyt you gave me ok! Considering I have block nose and everything taste tasteless to me. Your prescription tasted bitter! YUCKS!

Everyone has been making a fuss over me, like in a bad way. I know I've been coughing my lungs out like really serious but it's because I cant get the flam out. So sick of coughing, feel like vomiting everytime I cough. BAHS! And Daddy keep saying I'm weak and all shyt, like do I need to hear that? I'm not a 3yr old kid mans. So annoying.

Think I accumulated a mountain of used tissues liao haha! Like Mt.Everest

Mum : Wa! Got this kua zhang ma?
Me : What what kua zhang?
Mum : This.. *holds up a big bag of tissues
Me : = = Not as kua zhang as this can..
*points to all the tissue rolls I used in substitute of facial tissues.

Our house like completely ran out of facial tissues la! All we left are like some toilet rolls and the pack of jasmine tissues which in no way I'm gonna use it. So gross = = So bo bian had to use the toilet rolls. Thnk god mummy just brought some facial tissues.

Missed excel ICA yesterday. So sian. Better do my SOA now, hahs. later.

Swae day

2009-08-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

This is my #401 post!! :D I've came a long long way!

(Blogger is so out of it. Still not letting me post pictures!)

Yesterday, we went to celebrate Xinxin's birthday at Causeway point. Ate sakae. We had presentation before that, so all of us were wearing formal haha! So weird. Presentation was... oh well, I had only 5 mins to write my script cos I was rushing everything else. If the report gets a low grade it'll be all my fault T_T

Not only that, my group insisted that they want to take the first slot. Like wth I had bearly 3 mins to burn and dirnk down my script. So you guess it. My first presentation I went with my legs shaking like some hula dancer.

We got through anyway (: Manish was great! Putting him for conclusion is the best!

So .. ate alot. XinXin treated us. My poly peeps have abit of thiking weird from mine. Whr got birthday girl treat one? It was always the other way round.. Oh well now I have to start saving for my birthday de. After that we went to watch G.I joe! Was gonna watch orphan de but.. Nah, I've watched Stay Alive flick 3 days back and I'm still quaking over it.

(I only watched like 10mins of the total movie cos youtube was being a bastard and refuse to load properly)

G.I JOE IS FABULOUS! CHIOBU'S! THEIR FIGURES ARE LIKE ZOMG *DROOL LOL, ahem back to the show. Alot of fighting and action. Love the animation, the poise very nice! I dont mind watching again :D

I want to watch Gamer also. Love the action.

So cool! "This is Simon, I'm playing you" and I love the 1.42 part. I think, pop & lock?

Hmm and I think alot of us fell sick after the movie. Which was funny. Duno is eat too much sushi. I hao bu rong yi, after one week recover liao, now sick again.
zzz! = =

Today school, Jenice, Jiaping and Tseing didnt go school. Which is stupid la! only left Melissa, Xinxin and me. They two immune system best liao. JL came back school. Spend the whole stats lesson watching 命中注定我愛你 :D! Den lunch was abit weird also hehs. Jenice came by for POA.

37.5/40 for POA TEST! IM SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF!! :D *flaunts LOL. But stupid zh get 39.5. That freak!

Home ate dinner, den slept til 6.40 and rushed out to meet Adzizul. That pig fell asleep and didnt meet me eariler! ohwell. Fist time in ages he went so early for class. Haha! Kor had his new gi on. But not too happy with it. NVM still look shuai in it kor!

Forgot how to tie belt agn = = cant wait for hakama mans, den dont need to care about the belt haha!

AND THEN. SOME MARVELOUS GUY. When I was doing backroll he stepped on my ponytail and just nice I yank my head out. Sudden pain on my head and I saw my hair on the floor. Like on a normal day we drop about 100 hair I heard? I'm dropping thousands WTH! Xin Tong sia! Like my hair. z. Bench suddenly dont seem as bad with the prospect of going bald lorhs. I just stare at the floor den look up at the guy. Ang uh his name. Den he goes sorry sorry sorry. But time to roll again. Pain can! Head was pounding like mad yet I knew it was just an accident. So. iyah. Kor slow haha, Didnt realise that there were a commotion going about. Then I saw kor's jaw dropped haha! literally. Like He knew something happened but he didnt see my hair on the floor LOL til some girl pointed it out to him. Den he went to threw them away. lol thnks kor. I'll prob just leave them there to make that stupid guy feel guilty. BAH! My hair!! I'm going bald T_T

family came by to fetch me home later (: Which is abit conflict since I told tthe people that Jie was working so she didnt go for classes. .... Walked home and now! dinner again :D:D

I take it back

2009-08-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

Stupid blogger still refuses to allow me to upload pictures. :/

Christians

2009-08-03T22:48:00.001+08:00

Blogger is back to normal (: Today is gonna be posts galore cos I simply have alot of things I guess. haha alot of craps.

One thing I dont understand about christians are. If there are good things that happened, OH PRAISE THE LORD~ it's the work of the god. If there are bad things, God must have his reasons for doing so.

??? Why?

Why does all good things credited under him? God help those who help themselves. So... If I work hard for my exam and I get an A. The credit belongs to the Lord? I dont think so.. I think it goes to my hardwork.

No I dont dig.

Let's say a christian is on a plane. And the plane crashed, and this christian unfortunately loses his life. And let's just say he prayed damn hard before and during the flight too have a safe trip.
Does thi s mean he didnt pray enough.. Or God has his reasons again. But no one will ever know, and probably put it off as him not being a devoted christian blahblah.

BUT! miraculously if this christian survived the crash. People go, Hallejuah God saved him praise the lord~

~.~ what's this sia.

So be it.

2009-08-03T21:34:00.001+08:00

I dont twist my words. I know what I want to do, and I hate giving empty promises. Because I know very well, if I cant do it, I wont say I can do it. If there is a glimipse of hope that I could accomplish the task, I will also not give the first hope. Unless I am confident that I could meet the expectations, else no way.

Thats me.

Whenever Daddy asks us if Jie and me are going church on Sunday morning, I never/rarely promises him I'm going. Cos I know, there is a rather fat chance I cant wake up the next day to attend church. So most of the time I'll disappoint him by saying I'm not going first. Instead, Jie will always say, ya she's going. End up it's the same, we overslept. Who is the one who would disappoint Dad the most, at the end of the day. Daddy would just say, "dont give me just lip service, empty promises."

Sorry but I dont see any sense in it. If I cant wake up the next day, I cant attend church. So why make that promise even. It's not as if I dont try to wake up on time. If I do, it'll be a bonus, I'll go church. If I overslept, too bad then. Just because I dont say out aloud or my thinking process is different, it dont mean that I'm trying any lesser. (although the trying part only I will know, and God)

SO. Whats wrong with my planning yesterday. After interview I had around 2 3 hours to find the others before making it back in time for church. At least I dont miss anything. So I choose to say I'm not going for church. Afterall if I'm late for church service there is always the dinner afterwards. Am I wrong? No what, church is utterly volunteerily, God knows what I'm thinking, I see no reason to attend church every week just to show I'm a devoted arse christian. I'm not btw, but I do believe in him.

There are always two sides to things.

Scenerio 1: I promise that I'll go.
And unfortunately I miscued the timing and arrive late for church. So I stone outside the church waiting for my family to finish their service. They come out and feel, why I'm late for church/didnt join them for church etc. And they are angry.

Scenerio 2: I dont make that empty promise.
I miscue the timing, still arrive late for church. Wait outside for them. When they see me, their reaction will be, *shock ehh why are you here you're suppose to be at orchard!!

Isnt the mood difference a drastic contrast? Which scenerio will I choose. Obviously the latter right? Prudence!!

If everyone thinks the same way, we'll be robots. Please nail it down that not everyone thinks like you. AND I AM NOT BLOODY SATAN ALTHOUGH MY FAVOURITE COLOURS ARE COLOURS OF THE DEVIL. Satan satan, I'm not a fcuking snake.

Empty promises. One very good example. Aikido. Putting aside all the undecisiveness and dilema I had previously between aikido and dance. Who was the one who promised to return to aikido "the next month" and who is still not back in yet. You know the best who. You know yourself if you realy want to join back or not and you know the best.

In my opnion, I dont think that's any better than me. *shrug.

I really hate making empty promises and then to see people getting disappointed over my poor performance. I much rather disappoint them first, then I follow through it'll be a bonus, if not.. Well at last they cant be disappointed again. To this, part of the decision to join back aikido was cos I saw Daddy's and Kor's disappointment to my decision to stop aikido forever. I can choose to be heartless at times, but to follow through it, I cant really. Bah.

Another thing, my temper. Is this short, *thumb to little finger. I know my fault pretty well. I'm irrational, I said that ten thousands of times. I never deny. Act like a kid, make decisions like a kid, think like one... maybe maybe not, sometimes.

(People who hang around me abit more, will know I use sissors paper stone to make decisions.)

My temper goes even shorter when Im facing people who acts stupid/act cute or what-they have that annoys me greatly. Especially people who acts/being stupid I cant stand them. Having to repeat over and over again, or having to explain some no-brainer stuffs tires me. So sorry but I have no patience or time to deal with you, go grow some smarts before talking to me.

It's so weird to spend so much energy to change your attitude for people to not even appreciate it. In the past when I got pissed off I'll just scold like fcuk and vulgarities and everything. Which is a disaster la cos whenever I quarrel with Jie she'll pick on it then asked me what I said, like some deaf cos obviously she heard it, she'll ask me to repeat again. When I did she'll go all over and start scolding me for it. Like heck, I'm pissed off ardy?

Now I've ardy cut that down. When I'm pissed I would just say, forget it/drop it. Or just stay quiet cos I know when I'm angry I do things rashly and on impulse, which is no help at all. It takes me so much just to shut up and try to stay calm. I haven work on the face yet, so I'll be standing there quiet, with a kp face.

And my all too brilliant sister (mostly her), would be like, provoking me again. Either with the "whats with that face", or "why dont talk liao" something in this context. We end up quarreling again.

Its even more wtf la. Hello. If I let her choose. Will she want me to scold vulgars instead? I doubt so. So whats wrong sia. It's not like I'm not trying. But this is not a habit I can get rid of immediately mans. I'm so tired of even trying already. This temper prob, I've ardy gave up trying after realising no one even appreciated my effort.

Spoiled. I think, maybe in certain areas. And sometimes I feel wrongly accused.

Family likes to say that.. The things I want I must have.
I have expectations dont I. And it definately wasnt everything I want I must have. It's the things I mentioned are the things I really want, so it creates the impression that I must have. What about the things I dont mention? I dont ask for it doesnt mean I dont want, but did I mus thave it? I dont. It's jsut those that I mention are either those I feel it's impt at that point of time, or I really wanted it for a very long time. My choice may be right, may be wrong, but hey, it's still my choice.

Dont think that's being unreasonable. So SORRY for not being all smily faces and dealing with my disappointments like some angel. I'm only human ):

When expectations are not met, there is disappointment and within all humane reasons to feel upset right. I'm irrational rmb. I dont kick that much of a fuss but my expressions shows clearly on my face that I'm not happy. Guess that's why family always say I must have the things I want.

In terms of materialisticly(another invented term!) spoiled, NO way. I'm the only person in the house who is still sleeping without aircon, until ytd cos I'm abit afraid the aircon in my room will really spoil if I dont let it do some work soon. Unlike ahemahem, cant survive without aircon still nvm, still switch it on for so long. NVM!

I cant comprehend the reason that she set an alarm with the aircon. Like to make it auto switched off at 8AM in the morning. Which is a pretty good attempt to save electricity bills and to "force her awake" when there is no aircon. No diff lehs, not only did she continue sleeping til noon. She nearly made me suffocate the last few times I bunked into her room. No aircon, door close, windows close. She dont feel a single thing and she felt it was alright. Like omg, when the aircon stopped I could already feel the air so still it was suffocating. So zzz. Dont know how she survive one sia.

Gonna cut things short. Phone, I dont even want to compare how many phone she has changed and how many I changed. My 6280 is gonna be officially 3years old in... 2 more months. Jie had the same phone the same day as when I got mine. Since then she had changed.. W910i and her current samsung phone F480. Considering my next targetted phone is E71. She is also aiming for it also. So by the time we both get E71..

Phone changes for Me : 1 Phone changes for Jie : 3

SEE! Sigh, love numbers, cant lie. Truthful things.

Still it's rather true we hadnt talk for very long. But hey when I have things troubling me I'll just say it straight, find you in your room and say. Cant you do the same? need 2 hands to clap man. And I dont mean this in a way that its not my fault.

Very very angry

2009-08-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

I'm suppose to get my new phone, today, now. And yet my WHOLE FAMILY IS ASLEEP. It's just as I conclude. Family day starts only after church during dinner. Before that everyone is busy doing their own things or sleeping. Wth? whr got gathering. And later it's gonna be deja vu agian like months ago. Gona tell me later that there's not enough time and leave me to wallow in my dissapointment that I cant get a new phone again. 80%.

My antique dinosuar phone :D But still loves. 6280, but it's too bulky and the batt is a fake one haha,, anytime can blow up one LOL. And it's breaking apart ): poor thing. It remains the best phone I ever had! Never regret it. Even this E phone I'm buying does not tell me "buy me!!". So yea 6280 is the best.

Some people can be so unappreciative.

Friday!

2009-07-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

an update on my not so monotone life, and blogger is bitch. Still giving me problems!

Friday, went for stats cos I simply cant miss anymore lessons. Head pounding like mad, I rarely get headache, and that was terrible. It felt as if my brain shrunk so whenever I shake my head my brain will rattle like nobody's business inside ):

Tried not to cough too much also, tried to cough with my mouth close and everything. Then really bth I wore mask haha! Den it got better wth = =. After stats I ate lunch with clique and went to AMK to meet kor. Got stopped by some insurance company wth? Did a darn survey and listened to the guy rubbish cos apparently he's a noob and he's upper head is watching him work soooooo oook, treated it as if I was helping him out.

Met kor, went to foodcourt to eat. Well kor ate anyway, I scanned the newspaper. And talk! Talked about kor's new problems blahblah, I'm so outdated haha. Den went to play pool for an hour. Which, I got thrashed ): no wins at all. I conclude, I'm still trumatized by the game I played with kor 4 5 years ago. Also got thrashed. Either that or kor hid a pool table in his room and secretly practising everyday instead of his supposedly last game of pool "cant remember when".

Hmph.

22 back to Tampines, talked alot more. Brought pink dolphin! Home, went straight to sleep. Woke up late for dinner, so ate half a dinner and rushed off to Aikido. Was early anyways. Changed and I forgot how to tie the belt haha. Properly at least, asked small boy to teach me, failed and a uncle offered to teach me. Finally got it right. woo!

Damn joke, uh. First irimitenkan, (forget the spelling) I half sneeze/cough when I was doing halfway and I completely forgot what I doing. Think I did a half whirl = = And thnk god I dont think anyone notice it. Saw Nicholas came into dojo halfway through warmup and my jaw totally dropped. Didnt expect to see him back after so long. Andy came back also. Ah finally more familiar faces :D Stupid Adzizul was late again.

Practise was great, but I was still using strength I guess. Difficult techniques ): And It felt weird to be the only person without hakama in the senior section hahaha. Plain weird and abit naked bah!

Think in total, in Aikido I already zhao geng 8274918247013 times ardy la. Might decide to wear hakama faster then I expect.

Kor, his dad and Ben had a black belt free-exercise demo. Damn nice uh! I'll prob need another 5years to reach that standard. Kor threw alot of slams haha. And Kor always get pulled up for demo. It's amazing can it's like he can follow the movements like some pro arse. And I mean experienced pro. Feel's like watching a video and anytime you can pause and replay and everything. I meant like when Sensei stops the technique to highlight some points Kor follows up. Which if it was me I'll probably knock straight into her hand uh hahahahaha! Yea thats my pro kor :D Must hurry up train ardy hoho.

A rather swae lesson. Got shomen straight on my head by Jin Wei, poked straight into my eye by Andy (idiot = = ), injured my arm with another guy.

After class...... follow the guys to busstop. Then most of us took 21 home. Ps Adzizul, next time den send me home uh hah. Since Kor was there. Some drama king, + liar! Say what cant see bus no. Ate dinner again, Kor came for dinner also. Then I got really sleepy, couldnt even wait for kor to reach home I already sleep liao hahaa!

Weirdest thing of the year. So many people saying I look white :O! And I seriously thot I look tan cos comparing my upper arm and bottom it's totally 2 contrasting colours. First Andy said I look white = = On the bus, I completely mistaken and thot he was referring to my belt? I kept telling him cos I'm noob and he had to repeat his sentence again. Was I that tan last time? wo? And some random auntie in the lift mentioned that also. She mentioned kor was fair also hahaha!

I HOPE. No one has to remodule & Ms fever kuai dian shoo!
(Why fever is miss huh, cos I sexist :D)

DOWN WITH FEVER.

2009-07-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

Um something is wrong with my blogger again. So irritating what's wrong with this thing. wanted to upload pics de. Guess I cant now.

today is quite an impt day for Daddy. Wish I could tell GFs, but as much as I like to deny it. We have definately drifted apart. As in, under all the humongous load of workshyt, we never have time to meet and timings were never cordinated. What makes me even more sadded is we cant even celebrate Bong's birthday. Maybe I can make this clear uh, for my birthday, 23rd for family/kor, if there is a possible decent time GFs comes next on the actual day. Poly peeps the day before or after. Yea.

My humongous workpile is like, if ever possible, shrunk by an inch :D finito with econs presentation and report. Next will be EWS's, then comes exam. Nowadays I dont have time to do anything else. OKOK I admit I was at facebook. Stoning abit, chat abit. No blogging. So you can see~ No posts~ I forgot to include twitter in. I'm actually using twitter alot now. Since it's directly linked to my fb status. (Jun babe please make a fb acc)

Sorry to family. I never attend church for like 826489123y481 weeks already, partly cos the favourite part of the bible is preached finish and I aint interested. And another is I had projects in and out, last sunday I actually slept through the evening. So it's a no go also. Then I couldnt go for alot of family outings, cos of meeting meeting meetings. POM was actually the worst cos I had to sacrifice my weekends, for a week. iya, jiu shi alot of projects.

For econs, I acutally ton for 3 nights, 2 hours of sleep in between. And now im down with fever. Haha maybe tml I cant even get through the screening and asked to go back home. Econs was, well let's just put it that at least we werent the worst group. Eng chee is so weird can, so diff when he's in a meeting and out of meeting. Siao one. Scary somemore. I screwed up the presentation :2

Sorry to Kor, I feel we have distanced quite alot since all my uncompleted work rained on me, like we used to go out so often in a week and now it's like a fortnight once. At least nowadays there is aikido. Not like we can talk much uh haha, teaching styles changed. If it kept to last time's style I could prob have alot of chance to talk in class hahahaha! Yea hope to make it up to you kor! Holidays. Bo bian. Still have kbox to go! So sorry nowadays so busy that I cant even catch up with anyone. It's so hard, and after kor enrol into school it'll probably be even worse. Duno what's wrong with me LOL. I can fb but I cant chat abit more. Tsk I'm a terrible sister.

Poly is so scary. It's work after work after work after work after work after work and after more work and you can imagine the list goes on. I'm so worn out, drained. I jsut wish time to stop where it is. Give me a break, give me some space to breathe. The struggle for excellent work here is like. Suffocating me? I'm getting Bs recently, and I know pretty well it's not gonna bring me to uni. But I still want to play. I still want to fool around, like a normal teenager. Dad is so right. You can play like your friends but you dont know when you're still fooling around at home they're mugging their butts off. Something in that context uh.

Hais, really need to mug, but where to find the time? Fridays and tuesdays are down. Ugh thinking of this makes my head whirl. Exams are less than a month away. So nervous. My body is already failing, I actually cramped 3 times while shopping just now. I have never cramp in my foot before and now it's thrice in a go. Something is awfully wrong and I dont wish to know what went wrong.

Fb quizzes are so unaccu, I might die early instead of living to 100+ (piff~ who wants to live that long anyway. Wrinkles bah!)

GFs, I miss you babes like heck. One day is prob not enough to update you guys on everything. prob need 2 weeks? But I know myself well, my mind goes blank when I see you guys and all I can think of is how happy I am to see you guys again whenever I meet up with you all. Although it doesnt show on my face haha. Instinct is to hide my emotions with a solemn expression.

Ok I suck in expressing myself.

Moving on. Alot of people know I shi lian ardy haha! My dan lian. Yea it failed. I'm giving up. So sian uh hahah! Jenice knows best, most and everything. Im glad there is someone I can confess and open up with, not the rest cant, just they are not facing the same prob. uh. Yea mum's the word. Of cos my dearest 2 siblings know of my problem also. <3 I feel stupid that.. it's not GF's who I can talk to. Not that Im there for them uh. I FEEL TERRIBLE. But there is nothing cos, we're on differnt FMs now and.. Just cant communicate you know. tsk.

Im just going to thank God that my class has alot of nice people, especially my table of people. Yea, and some others. Just hoep there is more bonding bah. (:

Feeling really awful now. Gonna finish up tutorial and sleep. Umm. Thnks jun babe, I will cut down on vulgars and be more femalish :P but will that be me?

P/S : Hi Adzizul.
P/P/S : I rarely say this, love family.
P/P/P/S : Even more rare, love kor.
P/P/P/P/S : Not too rare, love GFs.
P/P/P/P/P/S : Words cant express my feelings now.
P/P/P/P/P/P/S : I just noticed my previous html didnt include Eunice's link, so ps! And my twitter is gone GRRRR!
P/P/P/P/P/P/S : I could start a new para with all this sentences LOL

2009-07-25T01:50:00.001+08:00

you're a bit ~~moody and sullen~~, and don't like people too much. once you make a good friend, though, you open up and are very likeable. people come to you for advice cuz they know you won't give them bullshit.
I love this one! This is so freaking accu!

lazy to blog now huh. buais!

F U IS MY SURNAME

2009-07-23T00:12:00.004+08:00

The thin line between leadership & bossinesss.

That was randomness LOL.

FEELING IRRITATED NOW COS OF A COUPLE OF IDIOTS. GUYS NATURALLY. 1 THAT DONE NOTHING AND 1 THAT DONE SOMETHING.

NOW YOU'RE ASKING. IS SHE MAD? DONE NOTHING ALSO OFFEND DAO HER. SIAOEH. PRECISELY HE DONE NOTHING WHAT MAKES ME EVEN MORE PISSED OFF! ROAR!!

I WILL NOT BECOME A FUCKING DOORMAT FOR YOU TO STEP ON. F OFF.

Boi, for 1year 6months I've missed you. Now it's over. I'm forgetting you, competely.

WTH, CAN YOU LIKE IMAGINE I TYPED A LONG PARAGRAPH OF MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS DOWN AND HAD TO DELETE THEM JUST BECAUSE I KNOW THIS WILL BLOW UP THE MATTER EVEN MORE. WTF IS THIS BLOG GOOD FOR. GODDAMN.

Weekends

2009-07-20T15:55:00.005+08:00

BLOODY HELL, KNN COME OUR LIBRARY TAKE TAKE TAKE WHAT SHYT PIC SIA. THESE CHINA REPORTERS OR WHATEVER SHYT PEOPLE. DISTURB PEOPLE STUDYING WITH THEIR NOISY WALKING AND CHATTERING NOT ENOUGH. STILL FLASH FLASH FLASH, as in their camera la. I wont mind if they really did flashed and get kick out of the library anyway. THIS IDIOT CHINA GINA, GO TO EVERY SINGLE STUDYING CUBICLE AND TAKE PIC OF PEOPLE STUDYING LEHS. SO BIAN TAI! HOW MANY PHOTOS HE NEED SIA.

Gave him the kaopeh-est look I can and glared at him til he passed. He didnt take my cubicle here heh hehs! Or maybe because he sees me playing comp so never take :x Iyah whatever la. Hate them, so long liao still exploring our school. GRRRRRR.

Reached school by 7.40 am today. Stoned in koufu for abit, haven finish writing my script and presentation was 2hours away. And some kuku told me just need to print out the report page jiu hao, rest he print. End up none of us printed the appendix LOL. I forgotten the appendix has coloured photos. Arghs, by the time we printed the stuffs we were late for the presentation, 2mins!! I had to ran in heels la! By the time I reached 3rd floor I ardy lao hong liao..

BUT!

Presentation is over! Felt rather confident cos it's the second presentation and I have confidence in my group's work. Which sadly I didnt contribute alot LOL, the guys were great. Though didnt practise the speech alot but I still managed to look up from the script to deliver the stupid presentation. Not like the teacher care larhs! She's like look up once then started flipping through the report. Or is her multi task very good. Took a class pic after the whole presentation (: Abit sad POM ended so soon uh, cos only the last few meetings when I started really talking to my group mates. The previous were all pointy and awkward silence -------

Saturday and sunday were all dedicated into cheonging POM ica. Didnt get to mug poa at all cos everytime I went home I was deadtired. Saturday met in school, played rc for an hour. (Not only me lorhs!) I spend hours doing my tiny portion of the project. Finally finished around 3pm and went for lunch. Cant believe only mac is open, no complains there though. And listened to the guys gossiping and everything. Man can they bitch around LOL. Wont lose to girls de lorh their standard.

For the first time I couldnt finsh my meal, wasted the packet of french fries!! ): And the guys went to put extra cheeses on their big mac. fat die them! :D

Then GJ had to buy his betting thingys so he and junlong left first for AMK. Stoned again at glorias jane with Jupri. He was still editing the report / doing up presentation already. Gave stupid comments again = = I really dui POM cmicmi liao lorhs. So felt damn bad for dragging the group down with my incompetence.

Bused to AMK and got the "ingredients" to make the creative report. The guys decided to draw an Apple and ring it with the report. Forgot to take pic. Ah anyway I had fun, the guys bicker like women (: Worst is they didnt let me pay for anything = =! Bad enough that I had negliable contribution for the project, even money also dont let me fork out. It kinda sucks being a girl sometimes.

Trained to Clarke Quey to meet family (: and aunt ying. Seemed like mummy wanted to visit the Nonya food thingy there. And IT WAS A TOTAL CHEAT! When I walked around I only see 2 stores with Nonya dishes la! The rest were all local foods like chicken rice, hokkien mee, roti prata, brani, mango pudding, and cokes were at 2bucks a can. !!!!!

Jie was funny, the NDP reheasal was nearby and the fireworks went off just as we brought the food and returning to our parents. Jie thot it was raining and quickly went into the tent to chop some seat so we could be under a shelter before the rain came. Honestly I thot it was rain too but I heard some passerbys mentioning the fireworks so it didnt bother me.

Mummy laughed like heck when she knew, at last someone is as blur as her LOL!!

Speaking of NDP, Joel is damn funny.
"During NDP, I would always cry when the fireworks were set off. It's not because of patriotism but because it was my income tax"

Love my cargo pants!! Brought them in Malaysia :D Like finally! I've been finding them ever since I made dollfie wear it.

Sunday was project meeting again. Didnt realised it was Sunday until when daddy and jie left for church = = Daddy was still teaching me how to use the printer blah blah blah for at least 30mins and I was wondering why he was telling me that LOL. I needed the printer to print the project stuffs and I forgot! The day not the project!

Went to junlong's house cos we thought the school wasnt open, which it was! Just had to tap our cards to unlock the gate and we didnt thought of it. How kuku. Junlong's house is damn big la! no wait, his parent's house lols. Like twice barb's house! Actually I turn up is just to give them the report, cos after that I had nothing to do la! Watched them drew the apple and everything = = loped side lol.

Forgotten to bring my lappy's adaptor somemore, cant even play games or watch show. Ended up sitting in one corner eating crackers. Sad sia. Cant say I was bored though, guys are good entertainers.

But! I think JL's class photos were the most entertaining one la. Can spend forever and still cant find him. Looked so different la his primary days and now. Fatty (: but there's abit of his eyebrows still there. Forever fierce looking.

After completing the work, Jupri wanted to play pool. Then Junlong's father offered to drive us to YCK mrt. Bused to AMK again. Played 3hours of pool la! Thrashed and tio thrashed haha! Both of them were pros lorhs zzz! My concentration span was 3 games so after that all played like shyt. The guys are like damn practical la, have chio bu's come that time suddenly become damn pro. The bill came up to like 27bucks $_$ They didnt let me pay again = = Jupri teated us to drinks somemore. Like arghs?!?! Make me feel more bad nia. :l

POA ICA2 IN 18HOURS TIME!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-18T15:48:00.003+08:00

Watched Harry Potter after school yesterday. The front was damn nice! The animation and everything, but the ending seems abit rushed and bah~ Thank you xinxin!! :D She had something on so she gave her ticket to me.

Played abit of pool yesterday too, with the girls this time. Maan toally different la, I played til a point where I'm just smacking the balls around and not aiming lol. No cute guys ): Shared popcorn with Jenice, though I didnt fork a cent on it. Pok liao lol, thisweek spent too much on cab fares.

Home by 11, damn tired. Hoho. Later then update. I might update twitter though. easier!

Im back!

2009-07-17T23:41:00.004+08:00

BACK IN AIKIDO! wooo!

Very short post though.

Just made up my mind to join back aikido, maybe try for a shodan this time :D hehs. But I'm still afraid of slamming. Sounds painful, and I've never never never NEVER slam before ever last time la!!!

Today after school, POM meeting. The guys have ardy finished their Ps and I'm still murking around in mine Place ): z I suck at POM la, I admit. Jiaping and Jupri were helping me out with my very vague short report. I'm amazed la! All the hindrances I met, they just whiz through it so easily. Makes me look so noob = = had to leave after a while cos I wanted to reach Safra in time. PS my group again, so sorry. Tml meeting iwll stick til the end de!

The bus moved so slow la! I kept bouncing on the seat wishing it'll faster reach tampines so I can faster get into my gi! Still, the journey was an hour and 13 minutes long z? so long! Took 23 to safra. By then it was already 7+. Luckily I still had time to buy my gi and change into it.

I LOOKED FREAKING WEIRD IN DOGI LA! The dogi was like swimming around me = = so big! But I think it'll shrink abit? Anyway I dont think nor wish I'll continue growing anymore uh. One uncle in class said I stopped growing at primary schoool .,... .....

Kept asking everyone who came into toilet if I looked weird, cos Jie didnt come with me. First was JiaQi I guess, she said it was alright, since everyone in the dojo looks same same also, all big gis haha.

After the paranoid period, went in dojo to tidy my stuffs. Kor came to join me. Thanks for welcoming me back!! (: all the worrying cam eback uh, what happens if I rolled like a pancake, if i forget this that ~~~

Started warm up everything. It felt so weird to sit at the most lowest ranking in the class. :/ I'm so used to sitting at the right side. z! Although thats years ago hehs. Not bad, I remebered quite a few stuffs. Then came rolling = = I was shaking like mad, but I got through hahaha! But backroll I kept hitting my head.

Time passes when you're having fun, the class ended so fast! Need to get used to the jap terms though, those I really throw into the bin liao :x

Like coooooooooool! It's almost as if I've ever left, if it wasnt for the unfamilar faces and the white belt.

Cant wait to nail down my basics and start wearing back my hakama!!! Yay~!! Then start climbing for shodan.

Originally thought I could keep a "low" profile since I planned to start as a white belt. But I duno which ahemahem mentioned that I was a retiree = so now is join back not just join. Tsk!!

Afew recognized me, a still unknown guy whom we went for a group aikido movie outing last time, kor's father, and a younger-than-me-4-years girl who said she had to physically look up to me last time in children class. Guess what Angeline is now TALLER than me la! Like really tall omg. And of course kor, sensei and Adzizul.

Made new friends, Jin wei, a purple belt guy and a girl whose name I still cant spell, but roughly sounds like zen... That time had to partner so we didnt finish our conversation.

Jie came and visit me! :D With Phoebe, and Adzizul was late LOL. And I get to pair up with kor once. yupp thats all! Thnks for the 100-plus! Gotta do my POM ardy or Jupri is really going to murder haha.

End of my now-not-so-short-post.

Bunny frenzzy!!

2009-07-14T23:00:00.005+08:00

Doesnt this looks like a miniture lion?!?!

AGREE! OR ELSE!

Just found out that T1's pet shop has brought in pets also! Damn happy, now no need to run to Simei to look at rabbits ardy :D:D There's this breed called LionHead, so cute!! Especially the panda looking ones!!! By panda I meant they have black lines lining their eyes.

The one I saw was a white lionhead with black ears and a black stripe down it's back, AND IT'S EYES! OMG IT LOOKED LIKE IT HAD EYELINER ON! So Aaron-ish!! Something liddat. From xx blog btw.

This one lack the black stripe down it's back. Still~ It's so adorable!!!

I miss Fluffy. ):

Digressing, I'm going Malaysia tomorrow!! So happy! Maybe I'll be in a super mood to shop, and shop, and shop, and shop, and shop, and shop!! Heh hehhhh.

Life is monotone nowadays. Too peaceful! Tsk.

GFs! MissDieYou <3

MIA

2009-07-13T13:13:00.005+08:00

My poor blog. Neglected again lols. I haven been blogging or msning for quite long, been in fb though, you people can find me there :D

In school library now with Tse Ing, have to cheong project again, so sian! Life is zzzz and more Zs nowadays. I'm still in holiday mood! Ahh screw school. But it's one month and it'll be holiday again. So this last term of S1 is really hectic, so many things to cram and do.

Need to do up notes for
. POM notes
. POE notes
. Stats notes
. POA notes

Need to print all the tutorials for revision
. POM tutorial
. POE tutorial
. Stats tutorial
. POA tutorial

Feeling a teeny bit stress now cos POM project we're just beginning to start, though surveys are done (thank god), and deadline is next monday. ONE WEEK TO CHEONG THE PROJECT HOWHOWHOW! Jupri is gonna kill me lorhs, Ihave only managed to pick out the points for my segment.

Econs, though deadline is slightly longer than POM, still! It didnt feel like our group made any progress at all. In fact, we were all on hiatus for a week!

Last project is EWS, dont think i have much to worry about that since EWS is rather easy to complete compared to the rest of the modules.

Presentation last friday, was crap. Our group was supposed to be the second to present but the group before us were LATE, so we had to go first. Shook like mad, could bear make out the script I wrote. But we got through. Our brilliant tutor was playing his handphone all the way through the presenttation la! So rude! He wasnt even listening to the whole presentation at all! / Acted like he was listening. The whole class he was fiddling with his phone etcetc. Even during the Q&A he asked frivolous questions like he didnt attend the presentation at all.

So bangable, time for a cut soon. AGAIN.

:D The only few people I hang out with in school.
The rest are more or less still classmates :/

Ugh.

Exams are coming ): I fear for my POM, cos all the while it was projects and projects, there were no test to guage where we actually stand in the module, business software.. I hope I wont flunk! I dont want to remodule and I dont want to becoe what fppt ccppt student. Whatever name they come up with for students that have to remodule.

POA is another concern cos I totally blank out at special journals. Opposite leg or not blah blah wth. So chim!

In fact I'm worried for every module la! (what the hell im toking w/e) Basing on my ICA1 results..... Ugh, I dont wish to think that NYP standard is low. AABBF.

The As werent high ones, and Bs were borderline and the F is total F la. z.

HAPPY! But uncontent. Shall mug hard for all this rubbish, then it'll be holiday! And I shall find some stupid job.

Cant wait to learn some stock module so I can really understand adult's conversation. Yesterday, dad's side relatives came for a visit. I gave up attempting to listen to their conversation in 10secs, cos their hokkien is really fast And I could hardly catch.

At night, aunt ying from mummy's side came for dinner. Ah sheng cousin came back from aust for a holiday. Can see the diff between him and his older bro uh. He's really socialable and damn willing to learn. He could even discuss with his father about stock issues, though not on par. I tried hard to take in what they were discussing, like woah. There were so many things I didnt know about the market lorhs. External factors. And Jie kept breaking my concentration = = Ah jie cousin more quiet haha, like hardly talked at all.

*snore* gtg :D

Project unsuccessful!!! Roar?!

2009-06-26T16:17:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling depressed. Iya mixed feelings.

Just debated with Tse Ing about my 2nd top-of-hate-list issue. Yes, she knew MeiHui. Fcuking small world!!!!!!!!!!! At least Tse Ing said some comforting things to me (: made me feel much better. We concluded that that biatch is just an average looking.. biatch.

Ok! GFs have been hearing me whine about that biatch for eons of times already. Probably rolling their eyes now :x But I still cant let go of the grudge lorhs. Even when I want to I cant. She continues to irk me every now and then. Close ones will know. She offended me real bad. HAIS!

I want to go for some enhancement classes!!! Before 18 I wish to accomplish some things.

Anyway Econs group discussion was a complete washout. Nothing done. Just come here to reallocate work. Hahs, now eating with Jenice, Meihui(not that biatch), Tse Ing and Melissa. Then home sweet home.

Hopefully I can stick to this planning, home - stadium - home - dinner - rest - bathe - econs.

Happy Birthday Kor ; etcetc

2009-06-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy -- Birthday kor
Shall I say the age? hohohoho.
I'll give you a hint (: is

Anyway today went to kor's house to "surprise" him. Morning somemore. Had to quarrel with Jie cos she refused to wake up and insist that she was awake blahblah. Which is obviously bullshyt la cos if I left her alone lying on the bed she sure is fall back to sleep de right! Woke up at 6AM, left the house about 8 lorhs wth!!!

Anyway kor just wokeup/just bath finish. Hahaha, his date was at 10, E!hub somemore! So sorry had to rush rush abit. Initally we called his house hoping his mum or dad was at home to open the door. End up only kor at home hahaha. So wasted that part of the plan.

The celebration was quite quiet ah. --candles!! I specially asked the cake shop Auntie to give me all small candles (small ones are 1yr, big ones represent 10yrs). Light up like siao. The cake ended up covered with the candle wax lorhs. Ate abit of the cake, then put the rest in the fridge. Gave Kor his present, then we had to rush off. Kor to E!hub and I went with jie to her school.

Glad kor like his present (: and we shall celebrate more thoroughly next week!

no pics though! camera still haven call yet! HAH! Dad is gonna kill me.
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This is so stupid, I just realized that..... Tse Ing was Kaiting's elder sister's classmate in secondary school!

Freakshow la!

I was flipping through Tseing's lappy pictures when I saw this punk girl in one of her pic. And just nice her laptop's battery decided to quit on me so I only got a 1 second glimpse.

*after stun-ning for 20secs.
"That girl?"
"Ya my friend"
"Live near Tampines JC.."
"Mmm ya, 300+ ah" *wide eyes
"Two younger sisters, one name kaiting"
"EHHH how you know!!!"

The world is so bloody small. So she knows my top-of-the-hate-list person.

Not bad Tse Ing, you probably even know my top 2nd person on that same list. Wont take much to guess, Meihui. As in, that wushu biatch. She's in FS also = =

HOW FCUKING SMALL CAN THE WORLD BE?

So many thoughts now, even more uncomplished workload. Sometimes I think I live in my own world, a fantasy world. 17 isnt really young for a girl aint it.. I've been living one day by a day, not doing anything, I'm practically wasting my life away.

And there are so many things I want to do, yet they are impossible! Mostly it's because of the financial situation of our family. I'm not blaming my parents or anything, but one cant help but to feel resentful right?

If I was born in a rich family.. Jap family. Rich heir. Those kinda things will run through the mind. Human nature! I'm only human lorhs. So many things I want, want to do.

First, Cosplay :D Or that might have to wait til I get to dye my hair..

Throw every single thing in my room, furnitures. And I want to renovate it lolita-ish.

A change in my entire wardrobe, 70% punk 29% normal-beans clothes and 1% sleepwear. Probably import some of G.L.P's shoe in also

Removal of the air con aka shrieking banshee in my room, probably fix a new one that is NOT going to be at the window. It freaking sucks to have a window aircon, cos it covers like 15% of my already short window. And the curtains look stupid hanging like one at the end and another in the middle..

Buy make up (: then bribe my way into M.U.A hohoho.

Repaint my room. Or get some professionals to do it this time = =

Get a blackberry. Or whatever phone that catch my eye la. Nokia phones are getting suckier lorhs! Design-wise.

Go for a shopping spree with Jie, spending frivolously for once. Carefree. Maybe I could try spa LOL.

Dance classes, drum classes and lastly go back to Aikido. Aikido is actually damn low in my list cos, I scared my stamina bth hahahahaha! I wont last 10mins this time round ):

Then again I should earn my own money. But how sia! work from home? data entry seems.. ok.. Or sall I ask Tse ing to bring me to one of her agencies hohoho.

whatever = =

Joey is actually capable of such imbecility. Spastic.

Thinking about my future makes my head go booom~ But the way I'm going with my life is getting me nowhere, I really need a wake up call. BUT I STILL WANT TO PLAY AND FOOL AROUND~

woooo. I'm not even excelling in my hmwk lol. Heck. I haven gotten a CCA, and I have not done my econs project. I want a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want moolahs!!! F5F5F5
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BTH LIAO I WANT TO SLEEP, hopefully later I can wake up at like 5AM and start doing my econs. Meihui is sooo gonna get angry with me ):

So much to update. dont start yawning! I know I say this alot of times but it really takes mood to blog ok. ): Things just keep piling everyday. Hais. Haven get to meet Liying.

Weiyang how's your hand! Haha, that time went out still play the..... what game was that? The hitting game, like test the strength kinda game. Hit high score somemore woots (: 910+ I bet I couldnt even reach 200.

I want to testify, for all of the love that you have give me.
I want to live my life, to see you glorify.

2009-06-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

My poor blog is being neglected again. Kolians.

Some randomness again. I hate people who cant sing yet geigei sing, somemore so loudy into my ear! Gak! Last Last sunday I went to church, after missing 3 sessions :x Sorry lord. Anyway jiu shi this woman cannot sing! Her voice is ok, just she geigei sing using those shaky tune, like make your voice tremble kind, and she did it so lousily.......

*chokes

Thats not all, if she had sung normally, she would have keep up with the pace lorhs. Problem is she sing so retardardly.... People at phrase #2 she was still at phrase #1, Den she kept skipping the verse. Hai me singing (mentally) keep stuttering = =

You know how she sing!?! HOH!

In my home Lord, be glorified, be glorified.
In my home Lord, be glorified today.

Her version :
Innnnnnnnnnnnnn myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmme LordddDDddDddDDddd, bee glorified... glorified todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy.

Now you get my grief.. I kept st-stuttering zzZz

Oh mans, pastor rony is finishing revelation soon ): That's like the mos tinteresting part of the Bible la, I dont know why some people dislike being preached about how the world is going to end. I'm damn curious hahaha. 4 horsemans.

Holidays started (: ok im damn slow in updating. it's ardy a week into my holidays hoho. Still haven plan a date with liying and nicholas. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Job interview on Tuesday, not too sure if i can nab the job, cos the HR manager said I'm yet 17. Just 16+, ohwell. Just hope I can work arhs, the pay is good :D But not too sure if Jie wanna work or not. Kor..... hohoho, if parents dont allow dont go arhs :D

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

2009-06-12T05:15:00.002+08:00

Holiday is tml! or Monday, whatever. IM SUPER HAPPY! Cant wait :D:D

Just one thing to ruin the happy feelings, STUPID STATS ICA. I just fcuking realize that topic B is included!! ahhhhhhh *faint

Grats kor for passing his basic theory AND colour blind test. Had to repeat a row of colours after he said one of it wrong, but at least he was confidently wrong hahahaha. jk. grats grats!

update later. back to mug woo

Flash mob

2009-06-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

They're so cool omg!
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Benched

2009-06-08T20:55:00.010+08:00

People, I got benched ): Lop-side benched infact..

Was planning to cut hair, since presentation coming and all. I thought I'll get a more presentable hairstyle. Wanted to go to my usual, but a new auntie there kp me, so I left. Went to Storm to cut = =

Damn funny, I'm not used to guys cutting my hair, even more not used to guys helping me to wash my hair. Guessed my hairdresser had a tough time servicing me cos I kept sitting up after every spray, dry, shampoo and everything la. So paiseh!!

He still commented (like thousands before him), that my hair was dry. Fine la I'm not camel I dont drink water often can. He even ask what shampoo I was using. Told him Silkpro, which is their shop de brand la LOL. He LL hahahahahahahaha.

I swear my hair is shorten by at least 5inch, so sad can, my long hair!! Now it's freaking thick and everything. But at least in a year when it's long again I can perm it already. Muaha.

Me, trying vainly to savage the stupid bench, pomping it up. Gonna ask Jie to help me cut off the lop side.

And the back length. FCUKING SHORT!

It used to reach my small back de lorhs!! T_T Now it's barely reaching my shoulder. Xin tong!!

The only people who are happy about my new hairdo is my father, mother and sister la can. Anything that doesnt cover half of my face is considered good to them. zzz.

Now I cant roll my eyes in public anymore, not without my fringe shielding me.

Feel I look like geisha, or Jie's yuuko. ARGHS! I'm not gonna online today, Gonna pia my 2 icas for tml. :D I'm strongly tempted to go for hair extension. Now. Who wants to sponser

Haircut?

2009-06-08T02:13:00.002+08:00

Yes or no?

Yes. Back to bangs? ): I've ardy forgotten how I look like with bangs. But I suppose a trim is neccessery. The sides no longer are of the same length LOL. And the ends are so thin.

HOW. goddamn!

Yesterday's church was funny. They introduced a new progam "Stretch and praise" or the other way round. Whichever ah, Anyway jiu shi target people who requires less vigourous exercise. More straight forward is aim oldies ah.

Stretch and praise. I imagined all the oldies stretching, and their bones go crik crak. And they'll be stuck in that position shouting OMG! LOL what a way to praise the Lord.

Irritated

2009-06-07T01:10:00.001+08:00

Annoyed? Rather pissed off with some people in my class. I suppose our class would be less noisy considerably without them. That's like 4.4 without Roy, Freddy, or Samuel that group. At least they were nice people who, lame but construcive in their response(?).

This guy is like, thick skin. Yes GFs, thicker than wt's. He thinks he's above everyone and thinks that all the girls like him. Iya, immature.

I know Kira this name is childish. But since it originated from my maple days i thought I would just keep it. I'm used to people calling me that. Why am I even bothering to explain lol. Maybe I just dislike both of my names. Worst nickname I got was, doctor baby kangaroo wtfish. I remember whacking the people who called me that in primary school. Still had to chase them all over the classroom.

Long story. Back then maple had this crazy fads, ign with z y zzz ooo xxx whatever we kids can think of. Cos by the time Maple hit my batch most of the original names were taken up.

My first ign was damn arsed, xiaojoeyz I think. Maybe neville can help me to clarify. Duno why I play ice wiz la, seems cool then maybe and verr jie was playing ice wiz too.

Later on, ice wiz seems very hard to lvl. And Jie was jumping chnls. Cass just came out then. And we both jump chnls ah, from Aqulia to cass. There I played sin, xbabydevil(ii) cheonged lvl like crazy. lvl 36 in a day. AND MY VERY ZAI SISTER, went to jump back to Aqulila. Cos we felt cass was too quiet.

Wth right? xbabydevil was taken up. so bo bian, I was abit too addicted la I admit. I wanted to create a sin in aqulia asap. That day I went to watch Deathnote I guess. Still rmbed I told Jerome (then my kor), "OH! Got it, xbabykira muahahaha. Brb" So, xbabykira la! Then everyone started to call me kira.

I've grown rather attached to that name.

Back to the topic, so what if it's childish, I dont find it more childish than your half-arsed attitude. it's not for you to comment anyway, who the hell are you to comment. Nothing maaans. Small prick.

Cant imagine there are way more childish people on Earth than pepsi.

Above is edited drastically cos, like before bah. 大事化小, 小事化无. Hopefully. 3yrs girl! And it'll be all over~!

Hehs I feel very inky. It means 有墨水 lah bodoh.

Been writing emails to jun gf one actually, hope she received it though. I have lots to complain. Hais, miss them lots.

Slacked yesterday again, kor stayed over at our house til around 3 bah. Think he walked home. Next time! Must buy board games liao haha, or better, get a Wii Watched K.O 3 guo, like only jie watching la can! lOL poor kor and me were just, seeing maybe. Hmmm, and I brought McSpicy! Didnt eat for a week le hohos. But I'm not gonna eat it anymore. Kinda sian, and I need to save up money.

MY CAMERA IS STILL WORKABLE!!! Just the battery needs some replacement. How happy can one be maans!!

Oks, Happy birthday cousin(Ah Girl Jiejie)!

Have to go back to pom lerhs, later!

Rojak

2009-06-04T23:34:00.009+08:00

Haven been posting for quite awhile, im hardly even touching blogger. ohwell. tired nowadays. And the events are just piling ontop of each other waiting for me to blog them out.

I'll probably be squeezed dry by the end of the post. Mentally.

All in random, might be in order. Might! no promises man none.

Speed record - I made my room messy again within 2 days from the day mummy helped me pack my room.

I typed a half an hour long email to gf, only to backspace once and for it to disappear. COMPLETELY. I'll probably be typing back that email after this post.. half anhour! wasted! like so gheik xim! 7 paragraphs...

Been meeting kor mani times lately, almost every saturday I'll see him. Like family day :D Then Jie, Kor and me will be hanging around somewhere, with me nagging where to go next next next................ last was tuesday? I think? We went to food expo, eat til damn full. Then cabbed down to Elias there to watch kor train aikido. Uncle john was damn nice (: Although he forgotten our name = =

"sensei still remember our name?" *point point
"errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..." *5secs* "POH!"

Yea, so sad. If I'm still in aikido now, I'll probably be like 6 years in there. Joined during primary 5 :D:D:D

All the best for kor's theory test! wednesday && thursday!

Saw kor teaching the kids. Can die haha! Rmbed I couldnt stand the kids when I was in children class last time also. Ben was exagerating it also la! Saying what he rather have more wednesday class than tuesday classes.

Jie was saying kor cant control the kids, like they are all screaming shouting giggling, in a mess. But if kor shout at them that'll be so LOL so un-kor-ish.

After training was Mac, then walked down to the not-so-near busstop. Bussed home. Cram the whole night of economics into my head. Slept at 5.

Woke up late for school on wednesday, which is the next day. Can you believe it, i woke up like at 7, normally i'll be out of the house by 7.30. And I still thought i was early.

"10 start school" *count backwards* "hmm still have 1 hour to sleep"

I WOKE UP AT 8 CAN! piang! had to take cab to school. zzz

Economics is easy, though i didnt finish drawing the circular flow. Shoulddnt be a prob, a B maybe.

EWS.. ok la, but what on earth is stipulate and emulate? = = Finished like damn early. No use trying to rephrase a word that I dont even understand anyway.

Mummy drowned my newly brought camera. It's now like hanging on the window, all hoping for the water inside to dry out. But it's touch screen! cmi le lorhs!! 500bucks = = gone gone..

It just happened that mummy was taking out my laundry, then my camera was on the floor, so she accidentally picked it up with the laundry and....... bye bis! She's blaming herself, bu it's not her fault. It's all my fault, should have packed my room more.

Moving on, Yes I know im disgressing alot without even bothering to explain anything further but! too bad! those are like eon ago things. :/

There was once our family + dennis kor went up to mount faber there. for fun :D went to some bridge nearby and dad got some wood poked into his hand. There were squirrals :D!! and kor scaled the wall there, have the pic but, blogger upload damn slow. Jie drove us there~ woohoo. That was when god-dad lent us his car hehs, now no more car. we were due to go malaysia that day, but because of the swine flu............ I would happily go if I need to be quaarrentined back in singapore (can skip school):D But mummy refused to go because of her old chang kee.~

Class BBQ next next friday! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!! WOOHOO! And i want kahfai's red glove. You cant believe just how cold nyp's rooms are. majiam free one the aircon. 12degrees ina tutorial room leh! I swear when i breath there were smoke coming out. Jokin nia, if really i die lo.

But still, I need gloves/mittens badly. My jacket sleeves are already pulled to the max already and still stretching lorhs when i attempt to pull them longer to cover my hands.

GIRLFRIENDS WHEN CAN BRING ME OUT GO SHOPPING?!?!?!

miss them badly, like fcuk.
Miss liying, jess, wy, nicholas, jing yuen, ben, barbara, Irene, gerald, erzi, kaijie, and mani others la. mostly 4.4 .

speaking of gerlad & erzi. Once! I was bugging Melissa, as usual, on the bus back home. If I should treat mmyself to a McSpicy. Iya It was a useless debate, since I will buy it anyway LOL. So came down the bus and walked to the inter mac. I heard someone called me.

Saw Nadiah, erzi & Fiona sitting there, waving to me LOL. Will you believe that it wasnt planned? Such a coincidence! A mini renuion :D Was happy the whole day after that. Like erzi meet with Fiona to collect back his CD, then he met Nadiah at mac. Then I came. After that we saw gerald :D Busstop mates!! Very long nvr take bus together le LOL. Then we saw leonard's friend, duno what's his name. Erzi said he saw Theresa after that.

Hais so cute. Miss tms alot. NYP is still far from TMS lorhs, warmness-wise. My clique were a little upset when I ask "na ji zhi lehs?". Those who are close to me will know that I use zhi as collective noun for friends de ma. It's like, used to it. And I wish they tell me straight instead of complaining behind me = = so...

Many to learn ah, 3ICAs over, 2 more to go? I'm already hoping for term break to come! wee! Then can meet up with alot of ppl :D 4.4 , GFs, liying, wy, nicholas. I AM SUCH A HAPPY GIRL! hahahaha.

Many ppl are saying that I'm damn fierce in school. And seriously I dont know why. AP maybe haha! Haven warm up to them bah, I never been high after orientation already. WA and the guys = = bhb, noisy, big mouth, ah beng, and mostly, comp game addict like me :D ALL HAVE! Majiam rojak. Cant stand bhb ppl.
Hate them!

Junlong even say I have a blackier face than baogong. LOL? Is there any darker colour than baogong's?

I still think it's damn cool can. To have a face that states "get outta my way", "dont tok to me" LOL. At least I know when I can be warm to others and cold when I feel like it. Too bad, you're not in the catagory. Speech is another prob arghs! My family is so not the type that goes intimate and caring, i mean not in the obvious way ah just care in another subtle way. So when I try to express my concern for others it always comes out dao-ish LOL. So oppo.

I try my best to adapt, but you know how different are poly ppl? GF's used to gossip and yak about taiwan shows/ gossip shows. Here de ppl is like, dont have de lorhs. Maybe is age gap de problem bah.

Poly life is good, no complains about my hair :D But the wardrobe is a big problem. I wish I can wear uniform to school. Which I am now la, tees and shorts majiam uniform. BUT BUTBUT! I decided to change my wardobe by next semester to punkish! hahahaha glp! get ready to welcome me back!!

Lastly, I dont know why I haven even join any cca? Jap club like the cosplay section suddenly died off. Was tempted to join adventure club but now I have a new idea. I shall join back aikido =3= uesheidu or what that name is lehs. howhow? I scared auntie penny would feel offended if I join back both.. my Thinking was to get my basics back in school, so when I join back aikido I wont feel too lag ah in a sense. Thnks kor for having confidence in me :D But slamming is still...................................................................... hahaha

Haiya I dont even know what I'm typing now. Rubbish.
Unsociable. Bah.

Nice songs!
Thumbelina - Let me be your wings
Britney spears - Radar
Taufik Batisah - I dream

Know where to dl them? Tell me!!

-

2009-06-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

:Friend eating with mouth full

shout " EH WHAT THE FUCK CHEEBYE YOU DONT HAVE PARENTS TO TEACH YOU TO CLOSE YOUR MOTHERFKN PUA CHEEBYE MOUTH WHEN YOU EATING AH? KNN ROTIPRATA HONG GAN SEE YOUR KANPUA BIG MOUTH OPEN REMIND ME OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND NENG TEH BAH CHEEBYE"

http://apps.facebook.com/cheebyekia/quiz/questions

I can totally imagine some people I know shouting the exact same words. (not to me) But still. I laughed for 5mins non-stop on this.

2009-05-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

I REGRET...

2009-05-22T03:41:00.004+08:00

...DOING LAST MINUTE WORKS. I swear never to do it again. PIANG I have to hand in a POM ICA in 8 hours. And I'm still rushing to churn this damn ass out.

AND I WENT TO CHOOSE JUICY COUTURE omfg. How cute can I be mans, just because I love pink so much during the 2nd week of school, I got so engrossed with Juicy Couture til I actually went to gamble my GPA results on Juicy Couture. zzz And I'm sick of typing this "Juicy Couture" name already!

At least I'm progressing.. Last question!!

So nice right! I'm in love with their designs, and the pink...

I'm really starting to miss Mr Lim's econs lesson. Today econs lecture, about business cycles and the lecturer showed us this video. A little sadistic but I was expecting some freaky accident and people dropped down and died or something. But no, no accidents. SAFE! But the way the guy scream damn funny. Iya we're a whole sadist course, we laughed at people's agony heh hehs.

From outsiders view dont look scary but when you're on it it's so diff!

Chatted with daddy on msn today. Yes my real life dad, so cool right! But typing must change abit. Didnt really like to type formal with him, so I typed like normal, way informal and I complained to him about the bursary ppl kp-ing me blahblah.
Thought better about it and deleted away the kaopeh.
Daddy asked me whats ppl LOL. So cute.
Wanted to type wth, reversed and typed what the hell.

But rare ah to chat with Daddy on msn (:

I would blog

2009-05-19T21:25:00.001+08:00

And which I will, in another 2937462734601387481740134901 mins.

WHAT! I said I'm buried under alot of work right! I have to rush and churn out a econs presentation now! Later later!

I actually slept at 8 yesterday wtf? There goes my study time.

T_T

2009-05-18T17:24:00.004+08:00

SI JENICE RAN OFF WITH MY SLIPPERS, NOW IM STUCK IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!! IM HUNGRY AND I WANT TO EAT MCSPICY ):

Many things to do, so little time.

2009-05-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

IM BURIED UNDER A MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK ICAS AND PROJECTS.

PIANG! I've been scolding alot of vulgar lately. Okok I scold alot even during normal days. More vulgar ok?! So petty tsk.

There's like 2 tutorial class today and naturally 2 homework. I didnt do, didnt know. You ask me, what was I doing during the one hour early in school, I was watching Mr Bean (:D) waiting for the girls to come. Had to cramp stats homework in class and POA homework during break. Lucky it's only 5pages.

Now it's economics group tutorial, POM ICA -enough to bury me already.

Im starting to love POA, I'm finally getting the hang of things, thanks to Melissa lots! She taught me, almost puke all her blood out hehs hehs. I asked her why DR is debit and credit is CR when debit dont have a "R" ; Why heading must be centralized ; Why Why Why ; and finally mixing up capital with cash.

"Hehs, I'm like asking those why the earth is round questions horhs."
"I send you up to outer space for you to see ah"
"Ask me ask me, why the earth is round"
"Why the earth is round?"
"Cos it's not square"

LOL I'm getting lame these days.

God doesnt fcuk right! But why so many people says omfg. Sounds so wrong. But I guess fucking to them/me just means a higher level, so omfg is more exaggerate than just omg. Just like holy cow! Cows arent holy (:

Oks, manga out today~ byebi~

P/S : I never been able to see Joel in school, and yet he always see me. wth!

Too early for school

2009-05-15T09:21:00.005+08:00

My god! I'm actually like 1 hour too early for school = = And on the way here I was thinking that I was gonna be late for school and I hate people staring at me when I arrive late in class blahblahblah.

School starts at 1010 today, and I woke up at 7. Duno lah! Piang why so today disorientated de! I was rushing around the house cos I thought I was late for school. Reach inter at 7.50, and for I-dunno-what reason I still thought I was late and was considering taking taxi .__.

End up I took bus, ok, replied kor & melissa's msg. I still told Melissa that I was gonna be just on time for school. (8 take bus, 1 hour ride, 9 reach school.) With that calculation I still duno why I can think that I was gonna be late for school. It was until I reach ang mo kio that I realised that I was an hour too early for school.

DIAOS. Ok, I go watch X-family liao hehs.

This song still sends chill down my spine lol. Like the high note part.

Addicted

2009-05-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

School is.. LOL been saying alot of school is.. these days. Oh well, thats just it. No life again. Did I ever mention? In secondary school I love it when teachers take MC or classes are cancelled. In poly, it's not a happy event. There are always make-up lessons ):

And it's always on wednesday, coincidentally the only day when school is dismissed at 1.

HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Rained heavily today, like heaaaavy! It's those kind like even if you bring an umbrella out you'll still get drenched those kind. Met Tse Ing at inter (: and went to school together.

Today is kinda boring, EWS and econs just bore me. ZzzzZz. But thnkfully both modules dismissed us early :D like 30mins early, so I got to go out with Jie and kor. Ate at Billy Bombers, something like that. Ate fish and chips & cookies n cream milkshake, kor's treat :D thnks kor! Kor had some some chicken dish & chocolate shake. I thought he's was nicer and vice versa lol. Jie ate my coleslaw. :D rabbit.

Wanted to watch movies, but the timing wasnt right. So we headed home and everything. Went down again to tapao food for daddy. Back home again to watch online movie. Then Jie had some fun playing with kor's msn. I had alot of laughs. Two kids!

And kor just head off to some place with his band junior. hohos.

Maybe I'll update later?

Hellos all!

2009-05-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

IM BLOGGING! yays~

Kor just ORD yesterday :D Hohos, was so sorry I couldnt go cck to fetch him home for the last time. But when I reached home my whole family was napping = =

ANYWAY~ Kor is a free man liao hohohohos. Shall celebrate on saturday (Sunday going malaysia).

Recently got addicted to a private maple again. xDreamerMS~! I can almost hear many people going "aiyo........." BUT! I have limited myself. Like 2 hours ago. The freaking server keeps crashing and I kept suffering rollbacks. *roll eyes. I rolled 30+ lvls already and still counting! Just rolled another 4 lvls and I was at lvl 170. Piang the exp is .. Shall just take it easy from now on and play like 2 lvls a day suan le.

Keep waking up late for school recently. Like this week I was nearly late twice. All maple's fault maaan. :x Now I hang out with Melissa more than the rest. It's great! She's a real motivator. Always stressed up over work, and it kinda rubbed off me too.

Last year jun & bong are like reminding me about homework everyday. Jun even made me a homework planner hahahahahaa.

I HATE KOUFU. Godamnit. The food is not nice at all! And the stall owners are so kpish. Z. But it's the only air-con canteen in school.

Then again poly, go everywhere also aircon. Somemore is like no need money de can! 15 degrees leh the tutorial rooms. Freeze to death ah. Somemore it's so comfy to sleep in... Secondary school always wished for air-con. I take that back. Too much isnt good, it becomes too comfy. AND I always need to carry lip balm with me.

mugmugmug! =3=

It's saturday!

2009-05-09T18:13:00.002+08:00

IM SO HAPPY! finally a break from everyday. But I just thought back, and realise that I've been living a day by one. From the first week on I wasnt studying already.
PIANG!

And I played back maple. xDreamer maple :x

I'll try to limit the usage of my lappy. It has a name ok! it's call HEARTHEART- (:(:

Dunno if my method is wrong leh. If I try to study first, I'll feel restless and cant concentrate. If I play first, I'll play the whole day away. Also, I only the the mood to study when it's nighttime.

IYA! Dunno how leh. Thank god have Melissa in school, she's very........ How to say leh, mature and sensible ah. Study is first for her lol. Can see she keeps chasing after the lecturers.

OK feel a little bit motivated to study le. LATER! Dinner at Bedok :D

Sorry for dragging u out so late kor!

Met up with kor at 10.30PM yesterday, all cos Jie felt depress and wanted to destress. Slacked at Mac & coffee bean til 3 leh! So LOL. Jie and me brought laptops down. Mac is cheap! They blocked up the sockets lorh wth! So slacked at coffee bean til closing, then ran to Mac to slack again.

I think we used the comp more than we talk. Jie was watching her Jiro videos, Kor and me played Mystery case files. Hit the high score board lol.

Then we played FB's spot the diff, high score for kor also! 3 pair of eyes is always better den solo hoho.

Played this too! Jie intro-ed to me http://www.tubegame.com/receptionists_revenge.html very fun! My highest was 1k nia, Jie's the best 3k+ and kor hit 2969. Hais all so zai. My reaction seemed to slow down already, never play audi for so long..

Hope Kor dont need to move ah! Or else cant go out slack til late late le. But things dont seem to look favourable. Maybe I should go spread rumors that Kor's house have ghost! Then no one will buy haha!

Horrors and horrors

2009-05-07T15:47:00.005+08:00

Damn!

Remember my previous post I mentioned that my lecturer pangseh-ed us in school and verything. Ended up our class were slacking in the cafe and everything. We had decided to go catch a movie at AMKhub.

Initially I didnt want to go, waste of money and I wanted to go home. But end up go la. We watched the horsemen.

FUCKING SCARED ME OUT OF MY SOUL.

I feel damn 冤枉 cos I only found out that we were watching a gruesome show when we were heading for the show. zzz

SPOILERS ***
Started with this old man and his dog. He was cutting down some tree for firewood I guess. Was at least. His dog started to bark at something. The old man walked towards his dog and saw a diner tray on a platform in the centre of some trees. The trees had red "COME AND SEE"s written on it. He walked forward and open the tray.

Scene changes and go to this Breslin main character guy. Specialize in forensic studies, father of 2 boys and a widower. He was called and went down to the old man place to investigate. The old man's body wasnt found, only his teeths that were now on the diner tray. The policeman could only assume that he was dead. Breslin said one of the tooth was chipped and that it was plucked when the old man was struggling.

At church, this Breslin abandoned his children there when another body was found, threw 20 bucks at his teenager son, Alex and ran off.

4 more COME AND SEEs, this time a mother of 3 was the victim. Hung naked and suspended on a rig and some suspensions strings. AND THE HOOKS WTF straight into the skin lorh! And it's not those hooks that will like tear through your meat one leh, is those meat hook you see at those pork stalls.......... Anyway she died in a red room and was pregnent, foetus missing. Scary lorh! And she had a sword necklace on her.
Breslin found marks of a tripod stand in the room, as if the process was filmed down.

2nd victim was some 2nd grade school teacher, hung on a rig and suspensions again. Black room this time. Had a scales necklace on him.

By this time the investigators found out that the victims died when the murderer pierced some unknown weapon thats long and sharp, pierced straight into the 2 pipes of the lungs with accuracy, causing blood to flow into the lungs and through the windpipe. Victims bleed to death. So they started targeting doctors and people who studies medience or something like that.

They found out the person who made the rigs, a tattoo parlour guy who had not seen the person who ordered it before. But mentioned that he made 4 rigs.

Breslin drove his son home from school, probably had made Alex waited like ten thousand years because of some urgent call. Passed an auditorium which was where Breslin and his wife first met, blah blah blah told his son for the 8629348203th time. They talked about when is wife died, why Berlins wasnt beside her deathbed and rushed off due to an urgent call instead of being with her til the end. Only Alex was beside her til her end. blahblah, Alex asked his dad if he had time to go for some ball game cos he had brought the season tickets from his friend, money was from everytime his father ditched them to cab home. Breslin agreed but didnt manage to make it cos of another urgent call. Alex and his younger brother was disappointed again. *so sad can!

3rd victim was at a hotel, no rigs but same method of murder. This time there were only 3 COME AND SEEs. The security tapes were also rigged, video of the murderer was clipped.

Back at home, Breslin still trying to solve the case. His younger son came and looked at the photos, father shoo-ed him away and told him not to touch the photos. But his son was curious and looked again, then wondered aloud "Come and see. What's come and see"

Breslin remembered something and pulled out a book of famous phrases or something. "come and see" was from revelation chapter 6(?)

Pulled out the bible, it was about the 4 horsemans.

So, 1 white with bow, 1 red with sword, 1 black with scales and a pale green with death as the rider.

About this time. The first victim's daughter, who was the person who found the body and coincidentally Zhang Zi Yi, called Beslin up for a talk. All seemed innocent until she said "I'm sorry"
"Sorry for?"
"I didnt know this was inside her"
she suddenly pulled out a clear bag with a foetus inside.

Got interrogated and everything,she didnt repent. Blabbered alot of rubbish like a total psychotic. Saying she was adopted cos the mother was said to be infertile, but due to some miracles a year after she was adopted the mother had 2 more daughters. Kristen (zzy) felt neglected and everything."4 horseman, 4 sacrifices" & Finally saying that Beslin had not found it yet.

So Beslin and his friend/colleague went to her room and found some CDs. With names of the victims on it. The content was the process of how the victims died, with blood coming out of their mouth -____- Beslin went to find a bible in the house and saw many drawings in it's pages. Finally aat the revelation part found some photos of the victim's husband raping kristen. Just nice this time the husband rammed Beslin and blahblahblah, jailed.

Another scene, a guy(younger brother) opening a bottle of white something and tips it into a cup of coffee. Another guy (older brother) walks into a diner, bumps into another guy (stupid person) cos of the narrow corridor,, and settled into a booth with his younger brother opposite him.

Younger brother starts mumbling something about his brother not supporting him when their parents dont mind it at all. Older bro gets hysteric and accidentally said too loud that he mind that his brother was a ghey, and that he cant go out in public when everyone was saying that his bro was a ghey. Younger brother gets moody and blah blah, so anyway the older brother drank the coffee and feels dizzy. Asked his brother to drive him home. Stupid person followed them into the carpark.

Because the younger brother was walking behind his brother, the stupid person pulled out a knife and asked him to give him all his money. Younger brother sees the older brother blurly walking towards the car and falls down cos too dizzy. He pulled out a long metal thingy and stabs the stupid person, saying something like death follows me...(?) telling him not to worry cos he delibrately missed his important organ.

Stupid person didnt die,and could describe the younger brother's face perfectly. So Berlins sent out the pic to every medical instituation. Finally getting a reply from a school. Gotten the address and went off to stop to murder.

Meanwhile the younger brother was in a green room, injecting something into his body. Whilst in some other green room/basement, his older brother was on a rig and suspended in a sitting position (very scary), there were some metal things in between his eyelids, forcing them to be kept open. Younger brother comes into the room with a rolling tray of many dangerous metal objects. Older brother starts panicking and asked to be put down. Saying that he was sorry and he took back about not supporting his ghey brother.

DIGRESS! wth a real life person lorhs! on the rig! so ......... I would have not been so scared if I could put it off as a dead mannequin. But it's not! The older brother even peed in his pants!

Younger brother said that it was too late, too late. Switches on a electric drill/saw. The grinding sound was just plain scary, and loud!

By the time Berlins found them, the older brother was still alive. While his brother was dead, sitted on the chair right infront of his older brother. The older one was forced to wach his brother drive the drill into his own chest. The doctor said "this is the closest I ever saw someone cutting up their own heart"

OMG! SCARY RIGHT! Ok moving on.

Forgotten a little here, but there was a miniSD card thingy found in one of the victim's stomach, as if he was forced to swallow it before he died. The card traced to a house. Berlins saw a computer screen with "The end is nothing"(?) webpage before the room blew up. He managed to save a hard drive and found the webpage. But the page was changed when he found it. The password entry box was then changed to "End on 21 Jan", and the webpage had ten thousands over members.

Kristen said it wasnt over, although there were 4 victims, one of them wasnt rigged, meaning one more victim ah. The guy who died without rigs was one of the horseman. Killed by the others cos he led them to kill the 2nd grade teacher who was innocent and didnt deserve to die. So there were only 3 come and sees.

After abit of brainstorming, Berlins found out that the target of this horseman case had always been his family. EG: The first victim, only the tooths was found because the mastermind wanted him to be planted into this case ; Alex was in the same project group as the younger brother.

Allow me to digress again, (like i care if you allow or not :D ) Berlins had buried himself in work eversince his wife died, thus always neglecting his family. Kristen had mention that the horseman came together, all from families that didnt give them any support. Muahaha I actually guess that Alex was the white horse.

He called his friend to go over to his house to check things up while he go to Alex's school to pick him up. But his friend was knocked out so Berlins changed course and went back home first instead. He entered Alex's room and found out, for the first time cos he has not set foot into Alex's room for ages, that the room was pure white. From the Laptop to the bed all white.

This part I was hiding behind my fringes so I didnt see anything. But Alex left something to lead his father to the auditorium where his father and mother first met. Berlins got knocked out and locked down to a chair on the front row. When he gain conscious, he sees Alex rigged and suspended in the air at the stage. His rig damn special one no stands, kinda look like a cross. And he was bleeding slowly. His faather struggles to break the lock, while Alex turns pale and says something like it'll be all over when he die. The camera in the auditorium was pointed to him, so I guess the members of the web was watching?

Berlins breaks the lock and grabs his gun on the stage and started firing the rig. Then hugs his son telling him that he would change (as he promised after he finished this horseman case), begs him not to die and everything.

Shit ending! It ended when Berlins went home and woked up his younger son, whom had a bad dream and asked where's Alex. Then Berlins replied that he'll be fine. (?)

SHYT ENDING RIGHT?! so he died or not?! roar!

The story is about familes neglecting their kids, and that the 4 horsemens unveils the coming of the end. So......... -________-?

END SPOILERS ***

I highly doubt anyone would want to watch it la! So gruesome.... But the story is in bits and pieces, I think it's due to the screening

"Sad to say though that the distributors preferred to appeal to a wider audience for this, and some scenes were clearly butchered for its language, conversational content as well as snipping off some of the more gory moments of annihilation. I guess even the horsemen themselves are powerless when up against the censors' scissors, which is the more potent weapon here." -Dicksteel

Iya anyway I'm still scared and I had to bunk in with Jie eversince I watch the movie. I even needed Jie to come down to AMkhub to fetch me home (detoured abit to her school for abit). LOL! Ok! Scardy-cat whatever!

If you watch it's trailer you might get an idea of the rigs.

Oh the most zz thing is, the day before I watched this show was sunday and it's CHURCH DAY! Love going to church nowadays cos Pastor Rony is going through revelation now. And that sunday was on the horseman and that video I posted up there was shown, part II not out though, and I kept telling Jie I love the 4 horseman part, especially the 4th one. AND PIANG MONDAY WATCH THAT SHOW. zZZzz

Shall end here it's such a long post ardy.

Same old, same old

2009-05-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

A backwards post.

Today, wake up damn early, like 5am. Didnt dare to wake up and bath, so forced myself to sleep again til mummy wakes up. Out of house by 7, school by 8. Saw Boonhong sitting at Gloria's jane or what-that-cafe-name is at my school's entrance. Joined him for abit. Was too early for my 9 o clock class anyway. Went for screening, (stupid procedure) and slacked for like 10mins at Macs = = . Left bh with his friends and went to find Jenice they all, Jiaping late as usual, Tse Ing pon as usual.

Photocopied O lvl cert and got my student card (like finally). Stupid people that gave me wrong instructions again and again. Dragged from last thursday and finally got the card today. I freaking look like ghost. Used my ic photo and I wasnt too happy about the no-fringe part, so face quite resemble bao-gong.

Mac's for lunch again, I swear I'm getting fatter by the day! 3 mac's a week. lol.

Met family at Toa Payoh for dinner. Sweet potato porridge -__- 63 bucks. Dont know how we ran up that bill. Walked abit more and bused home.

WALAO

2009-05-04T09:31:00.001+08:00

WHERE GOT LECTURERS 9.30AM THEN INFORM THE CLASS THAT SHE'S NOT COMING WHEN THE CLASS STARTS AT 10AM?! SHE THINKS EVERYONE COMES OUT OF HOUSE AT 9.30 ISIT?! LAONIANG 7.30AM COME OUT OF HOUSE RUSH TO TAKE BUS GO SCHOOL LIAO LEH.. NOW IN SCHOOL THEN TELL ME SHE NOT COMING CLASS CANCELLED. SOMEMORE SWAAE SWAE TODAY ALL HER CLASS. PIANG?!

IM TYPING THIS IN CAPS COS IM SUPER PISSED OFF OF THE SUDDEN CANCELLATION OF THE CLASS AND THIS FREAKING SCHOOL DOESNT ALLOW ME TO PLAY MAPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROAR!

Today, is 26 April

2009-04-26T23:42:00.005+08:00

Had many heart to heart talk with many people these days. First was with kor, den today..

Digress! Went to aikido dojo today. Watch the grading. In my opinion the standard has dropped greatly since when i I left aikido. A little tempted to join back, but I'm not ready to join back. Financially and physically. Remembered when I quitted, it was because of financial reasons and that it came to a point where I felt I wasnt learning anything and it was a waste of time. :/

Saw Azizul, Andy, and Tricia. People from my batch, so nostalgic! But they's all brown belt ardy :( felt noob.

Dinner with Jie & kor later at Tampines1 (which reminds me, stupid ~~stupid~~ LiYing!) Had BBQ chicken. Kor's treat :D Then walked abit to Mos burger to slack.

Heated discussions. Many topics can! From kor's prob, to mine, christianity, Aikido politics, and some other stuff like our past LOL.

Kor's moving house soon ): Hope he wont move la, red line leh piang! * shakes head. Rather kor stay in the East side!

When at home, at the kitchen, I suddenly told mummy "If I have children next time..." *mummy put down everything she was doing* "when they tell me that they have bgr, I will never tell them that their too young for rs all that. Cos it's all 废话"

And I left the kitchen to have my dinner. Abit sot ah. Think mummy was shocked. Maybe think I was pregnant or what LOL.

Then she came out later. I continued my conversation. Telling her my dilemma and everything. But first I told her I didnt want to hear any bullshyt like I'm too young for bgr all that. LOL. No diff la, she ended her talk with that exact sentence -___-"

Thats all for today. Mug Mug!

I wish I can ask you this. But I have yet get the nerves too. What Jie said is right. What makes me think that you wont be close with your ex too. But I rather smack the wall than to regret anyway. Let's just see how it turns out. It hurts when I know you're upset.

Special request by liying to strikeoff the word before her name

-

2009-04-25T12:47:00.005+08:00

This post is gonna be all random stuffs, thus no title (:

First week of school, as I told many, is tiring! School too big, get lost easily, thick lecture notes, heavy lappy and everything. Ok, hopefully I can fit into the school momentum soon. I'm really used to exams and everything.

From primary school til secondary. It's always the same few subjects, taught from the sstarting of the year, finished with SA1 & 2 and we finished the whole year. Done, gone, dont neeed to think about it anymore. O lvl's were abit harder, we had to study 2 years worth of stuff to complete O lvls.

BUT POLY IS A FREAKING ACCMULATION OF 3 YEARS for the GPA leh! Piang I dont know if I have the stamina to do it. ): And the subjects are not basic, comes in courses and modules that last only for a semester. One exam 2 ICAs and thats it. Whatever you get sticks with you for 3 years.

maaan!!

Luckily my class has many many good influences, with the exception of Jia Ping. LOL keep telling me want to sleep want to sleep. No stop leh! From the day of orientation til yesterday, 7 days non stop telling me that she wanted to sleep. Haha, asked her to change her phrasing next week.

- - -

I never intend to allow anyone in NYP to know my blog. But it seems that someone has found out. Quite stupid of me actually since I am in Sgcafe. And that guy knows someone in my class. I had written both pleasant & unpleasant things about my school, class, coursemates in my blog. So I had to lock it up. My blog is also linked to facebook. So I never exchange emails with anyone till yesterday. Ok now that it's out, I'll unlock my blog after I finished with this post. The previous post will have to be edited.

Had told Melissa about my dilema yesterday. What she said was true, what I wrote I must stay true to my words. If I had dare to write it I should not hide la. I dont give two hoots about my image in school, I just didnt want to ruin the class bond in the class. I never put down my post before, not even during the wy era, and I wont la. Piang it'll just have to suffer some major editing.

): man I hate this. Restricted again. ARGHS I'm really tempted to create a seccret blog BUT it defeats the point of having a public one right. Like you dont dare to write this, must hide and place it in another blog.

It's almost hypocrite! I dont like being fake to people, even to people I dislike. I'm freaking irrational. Dont like you, AP and fcuk signs all out. And I dont care if I'm a girl. LOL siao liao siao liao.

Daddy is constently telling me to be more tolerating and everything. Cos he was like me in the past. But he had more smarts and knew how to see people ah. Auntie Jane is another example of my character. At least thats what Daddy said. She had suffer much misunderstandings before she became what she is today, and she's my favourite aunt!

Anyway it'll be a blue moon before I'll change my character la.

- - -

2 days ago, just when I settled down comfortably and decided that OK it was time to mug! Jie told me to download msn and online. -___- I didnt know so many people miss me in msn sia LOL was flooded. Surprisingly, Ter & wy talked to me also. HE LANDED IN SP WTF! I was expecting him to go NYP lorh. Really no fate!

Talked some things. Cant believed I got backstabbed out of nowhere from a biatch that I DONT EVEN KNOW! What's more irritating is that he believed them. And yes that biatch was his gan(mixed up). She better not cross my path man I'll make sure her mum cant recognize her. What the heck have I even done to her. Nothing lorh. Biatch.

Yes I am aware that every friend in facebook will be able to see this. I DONT CARE. BIATCH, suck it up.

- - -

Kids nowadays in Singapore are not only growing shorter, they're also growing more PJ can! You know kids of like 5 or 6 years old, they're of exact height of my ahem. (complained to Jie & liying about this before) It's rritating enough to that I'm carry a realy heavy laptop and peacefully walking my own lane. And a kid pops out of nowhere, scream and running in nowhere in particular and bump into me. It's much worse when I have my period cos I'll become freaking more sensitive and out of nowhere they just ...

Gross but yes I had like had it with these dwarfs. I have to constantly watch out for them in the past la. But it's becoming like they expect people to move out of their lane and everything. PIANG ROADS YOUR FATHER OWN THE HUH.

First encounter, Feb (I think), my PMS week. I was in the lift, and when I wanted to step out, there was this kid happily playing with the lift buttons outside! While his parents were tugging him and trying to get into the lift quick to get a space. I was flushed to the right side so I can only go out from there ma. The kid was still there happily playing with the buttons like what. Hellos people dont need get out of lift isit. I really wished I'm a bulldozer lorh, just WHAM and flatten the kid. But I'm not ): Annoying!

The last encounter I had was yesterday, carry my laptop and outside the MRT station. This kid, pajiao one leh! I walked straight, his mum saw me and shifted her lane, the kid still blindly walked straight. He didnt even realized that he was staring straight at my shorts la. Piang! I was staring at him irritatably until he moved to another lane, coincidentally Liying was behind him LOL. Such fate (: She's gross lorh! I was complaining about kids nowadays about them being blind and everything, she tells me "because they like soft soft things ma" -____________-

So far I had only see one really smart kid, at TM yesterday. I guessed I had these really irritated aura around me, and a really peik chiek face cos I had to double back to the MRT station to meet jie. This kid was running straight towards me when he looked up and saw this really pissed off giant staring at him with eyes that told him "freaking get out of my way if you dont want to get flatten" He scurried away can! HAHAHAHAHA so funny.

- - -

Love msn, get to chat with Bong (: Thats really rare lorh cos we hardly talk. Had heart to heart talk with kor yesterday. At least, he was doing all the talking. So touched can, I was speechless like 85% of the time. No wonder he's my favourite kor. And he's the only surviving gan I have. The world should have more people like kor.

I have just made 2 people play Restaurant city!! What an achievement! Now I have 2 less bangalas in my restaurant :D Kor & wy. Now it's only GN who's a bangala, but I guess it's alright since she is one in rl. HAHAHA. Ok. Kor's addicted now. LOL!! So cute all of them.

Have to mug now. Shall unlock my blog! yay!

Nice song (:

:(

2009-04-23T02:33:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling fcuking sad and depress right now.

:(

Oh ya I've got my lappy. It's freaking good la! Like the RAM and processor everything is so much better than my PC. Way better! Except the screen kinda suck and I cant play audi here cos the keyboard is too flat for me to slide. Planning to buy a kb for my lappy (:

School has been wonderful, except that I have to sit 72 bus everyday, that is if I wake up on time to sit the bus.

That's probably so why I'm sad, again for the people who know. 72 bus is the bus I used to sit when I go to Hougang to find my ex last time. So kinda give me sad memory. Piang I just remembered when I first sat 72 bus to school. Then I kinda forced myself to sleep before I reach old tampines road so I wont have to see Hougang. 3 days of that and now I just sleep my way to Yio Chu Kang LOL. Or back to Tampines I'll sleep before reaching Hougang.

Iya damnit. Want to transfer school now but it seems.. impossible.. Besides I should move on!

Anyway, 3 days into school and I'M WORN OUT! Everyday have to wake up early to chiong for bus. Ever since I've gotten my laptop I have to heave it to school also. It's no joke can! Plus the lecture notes are like 26482 pages each for each module and we have to pay for them. (wth!) Besides the notes there is also a textbook complusory for almost each class leh piang! On average the cost of each book is like 30 bucks! Where on earth I can spit out that moolahs sia!!!

PIANG!

Janice helped me to configure the internet for me today! Happies! Now I can play Restaurant City in school! But the internet isnt strong enough for me to play audition :( JIAN sia the school!

2 days of Mac's McSpicy! (: NYP's mac is cheaper than outside ones can! Must eat more (:

Had macro-economics yesterday, and later. The teacher said the exact same thing as Mr Lim (secondary school econs teacher) can! Miss Mr lim so much! As well as the rest of the teachers..

Saw Boon Hong many times in school :D and hopefully can go to the CCA fair tml also ah. If's I'm not too lazy to do so lol.

I know 'm typing alot of crap here. But I'm getting sleepy and my work isnt coherent anymore. Later!

Wont be bring lappy later MUAHAHAHA ditch the heavy lappy!

Orientation I & II

2009-04-18T16:25:00.006+08:00

Day 1

Took bus 72 to school. Stopped one stop too early and ended up on the side gate. Walked a damn damn long way to find the Atrium. That was about 7.30?

Orientation starts at 8. Stone for very long. I was so guai can! Jeans & giordano shirt, ala typical work uniform. Other girls were like wearing NF shorts and I was whacking myself why I even bothered to abide the rules. Zz. Smsed Joel if he was reaching and everything. Thank god man. I would have freaked out if there were no one I knew there.

My class is BF0901! Cool yes (: 4 classes in total. 27 in my class! But only 24 turned up. Second day was worst! Only 15 turned up and 3 left midway. There are like 6 courses(?) in SBM.

Speeches after speeches in the auditorium. Sat beside Si Yi, the first person I talked to. Thank god for the skits and dances. I would have been bored to death. Hate the cheers, so noisy -__-" At lunch I knew more people, Jenice, Jia Ping, Xin Mei, Xin Xin, Melissa (DaJie cos she's the oldest lol). Other names I forgot :x I have a terrible memory. Lunch was horrible. I couldnt even finish it. Too bland and it just sucked, gave to Si Yi to finish.

Mani chio bu's (got competition liao :[ ) and very little shuai ge's in my class. We 6 always going crazy over the half naked guys at the swimming pool for no reason at all. Typical girls (: I swear I'm going bimbo -.-..

The lockers had chargers for us to charge laptops lorh! How cool is that! We all decided to just get a big locker and spilt cost. (: Many events. Nissa was our OGL and she was freaking enthu can.

Think poison ball was our first game. Played with another class. Not much fun since everyone was 17 or older, no one wished to play such "childish" game and just allow the ball to hit them so they can go out. Lol. Table football next, literally us being the players. So lame, had to hold onto the bamboo poles. And my aim was always..........................................................

Oh and the school is freak big! I didnt even know which block I was at and everything. Like you could just walk and get lost easily.

Self introduction next. Fruitless la! We all sat in one circle and you know, self intro la! It's like you try to remember this guy's name and forget the previous one. In the end I only remember the 5 girls name that I already knew. ~.~

-Edited for the better- ):

AND THAT FREAKING TURNED ME OFF. But I wasnt too sure so I just let it go. He kept making sick jokes and offending ones also that WERENT FUNNY AT ALL. OK I refuse to think of it, I dont hate him, I'm not obsess with him I just dislike him.

Went to see our tutorial rooms and lecture halls, NYP's goodies bag was undescridable. Sucky looking bag, thermometer(for what?), notebook, leaflets, bookmarks, a NYP laptop bag, orientation tee, and a 5% absorbant towel -___- Yea I guess thats all. Threw the outer bag away :x So fugly! Jenice became our class rep, CK and me were choosen to be Mr & Miss Freshie, elvin was the performer. Saw our course-in-charge, & form teacher I guess. Really cant understand what the angmoh was talking lorhs! He just blabber on and on like a battery commercial like he dont need to breathe one!

Had Ice breaker games again, then back to sports hall for briefing for the next day. By then it was already 6.30 and the orientation was to end at 6. Piang somemore my phone was down and I had no sense of time already. Towards the end of the briefing the Mr & ms freshies had to go for some crummy interview. Wanted to back out, CK was neutral la.

I left the hall without my bag, cos I saw CK didnt carry his bag along too. We were the only ones who didnt bring along our bags can. WTH! I didnt know we had to go to some room damn far away from the hall. And I was panicking cos I didnt have my phone with me also. We decided to make a run for it, and skip the interview, by using the excuse that we left our bags in the hall.

Damn suay can! By the time we reached the sports hall, the OGL told us that our bags had been sent up already.

-________-

How can we missed that?! There goes our excuse lorhs, like we cant zhao already. It's all his fault man! He didnt bring his bag along! Somemore on the way we kept talking and talking so we didnt even see our bags. Could have smacked him! Went back to the room to get our interview. Lol we were still debating if we ought to interview or not. But we just went for it cos the OGLs took in our excuse that we had no time to wait and everything, so they sent us in first. Hoho. (:

The interview was stupid.
1. Use 3 words to describe yourself
2. One word about your partner
3. what's your talent
4. A random question.

Mine was "If you could ask your partner one question now, what will it be?" Piang! Ask me about current affairs la those are so much easier! And I couldnt believe myself when I just shot out "Why you dont have a GF?"

LOL right?! The whole room stun *laugh Ok maybe half the room. Stupid question yes, but that's like the most impressionable thing I knew about CK. Given maybe he was lying to me, but when we chatted along the way up and down he told me he didnt even have a GF in his whole life so it kinda stuck onto my head for quite a long time.

That was around 8 we left the room, CK dropped me off at the main entrance since I was too blur to find my way out. Nice guy (:

I managed to find my way out of the main entrance. My first time ok! First time into the school was by the side entrance so.. Went to Yio Chu Kang interchange. THE LINE FOR 72 WAS LONGER THAN THE MACDONALD HELLO KITTY SEASON QUEUES CAN! And I'm not joking. By then I was so hot and sweaty and tired I just wanted to shove everyone off the queue loh.

Waited for the second bus, suay suay tio a single deck one. And that was really really suay can. There are like 793481740139 double deck 72 bus in Singapore to 2 single decks 72 bus! Why so suay tio single deck! My goodness! Slept on the bus, rather uncomfy, hit my head twice on the windows and once on the back headrest. Damn paiseh! Lucky for me I dont snore or drool in my sleep.

Last note : I became the Gaoning in my class. GFs would probably know what I mean.

Day 2

LAter (: maybe

Woo Aaron!

2009-04-18T16:22:00.002+08:00

Muaha, kop all those pic from yahoo anyway. Very cute (:

A note : I had blog a few days ago. But the autosave didnt kick in when my comp hung. SO all my work is GONE!

Wasted :(

Sumanai

2009-04-14T03:16:00.002+08:00

-RESERVED FOR LATER-

How's that :D I promise to blog later. I swear! I would blog now, but it's very late and I'm afraid that dad would pop by and get his blood pressure up again. So later!

I'm gonna turn this post into a Aaron Yan shrine. Hoho, and to think I laughed at Jie's Jiro shrine.

I'm completely taken in by Aaron's sexiness WOOTS! No more purple hair guy.

IM FUCKING JEALOUS OF THE GIRL! SHE KISSED MY 炎亚纶. Ok not mine, but still!

Rooooar!

Seeing Aaron always gives me adrenaline rush one can! Something that I would have not believed possible 2 days ago. How can anything other than Audition send adrenaline down my bloodstream!

On a closer look, Aaron looks like Nicholas (not wushu one), in 2E one. Damn I cant remember his surname. Was it Tan? Well, I'm certain it wasnt Lee. Whatever, I'm currently catching up KO one now and Aaron's hairstyle freaking look like Nicholas's FB photo!!

Welcome back blog bug (:

The reasons for my long absence, Paris Hilton's my new BFF (I wanted Shelly to win damn!) , FB's new game Restaurant City (must play!), and damn heck lots of photos to host. I'm still debating whether or not to host in photobucket or upload in blogger. Headache mans. And lots more la.

Ok I have no idea why I'm so long winded now. But for the sake of my Dad's health I shall contain my blog bug til I get back from work. If I still have the mood :D

Aaron! Muah ha!

Blogging has become a chore!

2009-04-08T17:45:00.004+08:00

I simply cant blog these days, not that there is nothing to blog about. But I cant find my blog bug that drives me to write lengthy paragraphs anymore :( Maybe later after dinner.

Ripper blogshop follow-up :

THEY HAVE MOVED! Wahaha cowards. Good for them, it's the cow year.

I told you that power of blacklisting from my web. So happy :D!

My blog comes up first if you ever try to find the measley shop again.

Happies! Ok enough haolian-ing. I got tons to blog about and no drive to do so.

Oh, thnks for all concerns. DBS has returned me my money on Monday, plus noting that they are not allowed to withdraw from my account again. (: *smiles!*

Later!

My makan habits

2009-04-06T18:46:00.005+08:00

My eating habits has always been peculiar. I'm always eating the main thingy like rice or noodle before eating the side dishes. Being in school for the last few years, my GFs laugh at me for eating weirdly. I would even eat the bread of the hamburger first before eating the meat, and I laugh at Ng for eating her hamburger upside-down.

My father spanked me into it! Believe it or not. I hate eating. It's completely the parents fault can! I've never seen the need for makan in my childhood years. Cos my dad would drive us to some place to eat, and I would never fail to barf out everything when I get carsick on the way home. -___- So it didnt matter to me if I eat or not.

Somemore everytime, be it breakfast lunch or dinner, due to the uncooperative food (it's the ALL food's fault for not disappearing fast enough) Daddy would be angry, like at least 90% of the time. So you can imagine my childhood life :( ruined by food.

My appetite was small too. It was so bad that I can remember the first time I finish a plate of food by myself. Some day in my pri4 years, after church service, at the kopitiam near church, chicken rice. WOW!

I ended up hating food. With the exception of chocolate (of course).

It didnt help that everytime when I wanted to play, be it the playground, or at Genting, Malaca or wherever, the adults would always insist we ate first. Think I mention this before at some random post way back. So help me, I never felt hungry before when I was a child.

1 plate of rice takes me more than an hour to finish. When the family's mood was good, they would laugh at me and call me a hamster. Cos I would stuff all the food into my mouth, or rather act that I was eating for the sake of daddy, and shove the food to the side of my mouth for storage. I just didnt want to eat it, mostly knowing that I'll puke them up later.

On bad mood days, mostly in hawker centre cos daddy would sweat bullets and get mad every passing min, and I sat there not touching my food at all. Some lucky days(for me) daddy would get so pissed off waiting for me to finish my food that he storms away from the table. And I would be freaking happy cos I didnt need to eat anymore.

Oh and I always did the "oops I dropped my food" routine. Anywhere also good la, on the table, on the floor. Just as long as I dont need to eat the food anymore. Lol. I even stuffed tissue papers.

At home, normally I would just eat as slow as possible so no one would notice that I junk my food afterwards. Dont judge me! Dont tell me you never junk food in your whole life. Anyway there was once I threw a whole bowl of noodles out of the kitchen window.

Stupid. That was the laundry side can! Our neighbour from 1 floor below us came up a little after. Asking if someone threw beehoon on their clothes. -_____- Hais. That was a terrible day. :(

Anyway thats just it. Got a scolding and everything..

Of all foods, I hate seafood the most. Loathe it! Hate the fishy smell and taste. But ironically, my favourite dish is Swensen's Fish & Chips. :D If my parents wanted to cheat me into eating seafood they would bring us to Swensens to eat. Hoho~!

And I would only eat the fish, the fries part I always couldnt finish. Always after eating the best part, (the fish!) I would be full to the max. Stared at the plate and poking the fries wishing that it would just magically disappear~

Sadly, fairytales dont come true, and the french fries remained poked and still on my plate.

About 3 5 years of this, I became smarter! I concluded to myself it was all my mind's work. And I did a test. I ate the french fries first. All of it! So even if I ended up being full beore eating the fish, I would have to make space in my stomach for it either way.

IT WORKED CAN! I finished the whole plate myself! Fish, fries all. :D So pleased with myself lol.

So ya thats why my eating habits are like that. And please lorh! It's still beats eating a hamburger upside-down! :P

Stocktake #567 | Wushu comp | misc

2009-04-04T22:22:00.006+08:00

What I have been procastinating :D

I have decided, to blog!!!!! HAHAHA. -_____- So lazy to blogshop, and no money anyway so.

Stocktake
Jie didnt go with with for North Point & Jurong stocktake, cos daddy was badly sick and we were all too worried to leave him alone at home.

Northpoint was THE BEST(!) can! DIM WAS NOT THERE!!

*laugh insanely*

Can anyone comprehend my feelings then? I highly doubt so. So blissful mans! But Jie wasnt there so there werent anyone to share my joy with :( made friends with Agnes & PeiTing (I have wonderful memory :D ) North point pop was damn small, we all completed like freaking fast, and by 11 give or take we were already wandering around the store.

The freaking head asked us to pluck off the stickers and pull out the rubber bands -__- kp! I wasnt paid to come here pluck off rubber bands one ok?! Why their own staff can stand around and talk then we this tempo staff must do all the low work?! We were paid to stock take nia!

Pissed off but we got to let off early, so happy :D

Called Nicholas, was gonna meet him to go watch the wushu comp. And he was at Paya Lebar already, some church? Anyway made my way there and went to Chueng Cheng High.

Found out that my camera batt had only left 1 bar. WTF! I thought I'd charged it! Must be Jie sneakily took and cam-whore too much, thats why batt flat.

Met up with a few juniors, (Kh, Jy, Irene, Gabs, Shichen, Caleb) and Mrs Lim! I saw YeBiJiao too, she complained about my hair again, until I told her I was OUT OF THE SCHOOL already :D Coach was there too.

Irene

Jiayu

Caleb

ShiChen

Gabriel

Sadly my camera died on me at this point so these videos are taken from jy's phone. :(

KhoonHwa

This all of them did quite well, kh especially 8.16 lol. Could have killed gab, but since he only learnt it for 1month I guess it was........ jy shouted her best..

NO COMMENTS! I'm not allowing any snide remarks on them!

Jian bing, by request of nicholas.

I think my old coach is freaking bias towards JianBing lorhs. It's like so obvious! In the video you can hear she's like always 好好好-ing.

CCH food not nice one can! the jap store is completely fail!!

With the last of my camera batt I managed to take a group pic :D

Shall end with this pic. My comp just hung on me wth!

FUCK DBS

2009-04-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

I was so wondering why my pay has yet to come, cos everyone else has it. Til I realised, my pay was directed to the joint account that I had with my dad. Those who are anyone will know that my dad is ahem. The FCUKING BANK TOOK IT.

SCREW THEM! FCUK THEM! Hello it's like MY pay, cant they differentiate? I gonna fcuk them when they open again on Monday.

So fcuking piss off la can?! Like wth I still need to pay back mummy the money for the camera. My dad already has no moolah liao, now he got the wind of this and wants to pay it back to me.

SCREW YOU DBS. << DIG THIS

"I wish to know why is my salary (given to me by TBC HR CONSULTING) on 31 march 2009 taken away by this 082-063909-8 CASHLINE 0353FR09047705 on 03 Apr 2009.

I demand to have my pay back, it was directed to me, the bank has NO right to withdraw it. What am I suppose to do without my salary?

Since I cannot indicate my account number here. Please give me a call as soon as possible.
Do not patronise me with emails.
Thank you. "

May $113 is not much to you, but to my family this is like much. I so gonna screw the bank. Arghs.

Screw them!

2009-04-04T15:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the absence! I'm a PRO-procrastinator :(
Can you believe I have a shytload of things to blog about?! It's almost my piling lundry basket. Many to blog but I'm gonna continue it at night. This first.

Yesterday, I was feeling a little desperate for moolahs, so I brought The Straits Times. Only needed the classified sections, AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! Of the whole newspaper, the part time/temporary section was only.

CAN?! WTF I paid 90cents for that microsopic section!

And there was only 1 flyer job available, so I chose that.

"DR-TO-DR FLYER DISTRIBUTORS. Students welcome. Bedok. Immed. SMS name & age 9 1 8 4 * * * * "

I smsed them around 1, cos thats when my work ended. I got a reply around 4pm. (Another wtf)

"Can you start tmr sat 1230pm meet at tampines mrt? Pay is 10blocks for $13 - $17. Time taken around 3hrs. Minimum must work 6days in a month- pays aft 6days."

Nvm the broken english. I wasnt thinking about pay per block. I always go by pay per hour de lah can! Anyway 3 hours $13 not too bad for a flyer job. So I took it up.

I smsed the person a bit more, asking about the difference between the 13 & 17 bucks pay. Piang, wait for hours for his reply can, patronising one somemore

"Pls check with the supervisor tmr"

-__-

Just went there, like on the dot 12.30. About 10+ people turned up. Thought I could start asap, but no. We all stood there like idiots while waiting for the 3 leaders infront of all, 1 damn short (I couldnt make out is a he or she) only reached my waist there, 1 nerd & 1 girl (June). Took attendence.

Waited for 30mins! I was like boiling already, both inside and outside can! Half wanted to just turn away and go. Freaking waste my time still say start at 12.30.

A ragged paper was passed around, it had a "distributors rules" heading. Regreted not taking a photo of it.
RULES horh! Mai play play, now want give flyers also must have rules.

And the rules was unreasonable. (says daddy)
I felt it was unreasonable also la, but I dont know much about society see, so I'm a no good judge.

(in this context, and to the best of my memory)
In random orders:
1. letterbox = NO PAY
on the floor = NO PAY

must be on the gates (or stick in between the gate gaps)

2. Blocks with 4 storeys are NOT counted, (call leader to make a block exchange if you have a 4storey block in your list)

3. 1 type of flyer - $1.30 per block
2 types of flyer - $1.70 per block

4. when giving out 2 types of flyer, the flyers must be se parated.
(Cannot stack upon each other and stick into the gate, MUST place one on the left & one on the right side of the gate) wth.

5. 3 blocks, sms leader once to notify that you have completed 3 blocks.
5 blocks, call leader to notify them so they can check your blocks.

6. Pay only given after 6 days of work.

7. Pay only though Bank Transfer.

8. Violation of any rules will mean forfeit 6 days of pay.

Plus during briefing this June told us that the first day must work 5 hours. Scam right?! Only after you work 6 days, would they take your bank account number to transfer the moolah to you.

After another round of calculation, it would mean only 2 or 3 bucks per hour! It's damn scimpy lah! I worked before $5 per block flyer jobs de lorhs! This is TOO cheap!

BUT, what if they run? What if they make you sweat and slough like a cow for them, and on the six day they accuse you of breaking their nonsensical rules? NO PAY!

I backed out anyway, after getting some sympathy from Jie. My resolve to work even with the 4/5 bucks per hour was already wavering when they made me wait for 30mins. So pissed off can! wth *roll eyes So it was the trigger when they told me I had to work for 5 hours + the stupid rules.

So I warn the other poor people out there, dont even bother answering to this ad in the future. (: Then again maybe they're honest I wouldnt know.

Boring boring boring

2009-03-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

My life has been so boring lately. Or not even lately, since holidays started I guess.

BORING!

Maybe I ought to change back to girl character to meet new guys in Audition. Play guy characters all my bl all girls can. Wth.

Been spending 3 days watching All about eve :D Sad show lorhs! It's a korean drama btw, not the 1950 show..

Iya I cant even think of anything to blog. Z So prove my life is boring nowadays.

GFs outing (:

2009-03-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

Not much though, I actually forgotten where to meet can. Saw ex-schoolmate in bus. Forgotten supposed to meet at busstop, I went to walk towards E!hub -__- then doubled back. Ahh!

Eat at Fish & co express. Amazingly I had only 6 bucks and there were things on the menu affordable for me (: Talked abit, hear GFs talk alot. So many gossips can the JC people, like once out of secondary school everyone starts to run their mouth off and all the secrets starts spilling.

All of us were glad that we didnt do anything drastic during secondary school days, Jun & me were all about low-profiling and everything. Can see JC people are all stressed up lol.

Ordered fish & chips :D Jun wrote me a letter, in chinese somemore. Zzz. Took me awhile to decipher the paragraph of greek. And I teared can. Luckily I had a super long fringe to cover half of my face, think only GN saw me teared, kept looking at my direction ><" Then I kept the letter in my bag and was too touched to reply jun anything.

Actually thats all that's important I wanted to say. Miss them so much, seeing them is like, back to school days where I would just sit there and listen to them blabber on and on. * laughs. More tml, took many pics.

And to imagine I wore sloppily to meet them, Jun in school U, GN in just-come-down-from-home clothes, Bong in trendy clothes. The last time I wore smart clothes can! Then they wore causual/ sloppy. Today vice versa *roll eyes. Cant believe I didnt speak alot today, maybe it's cause of jun's letter made me too choke up to say anything.

Love girlfriends. You 3 will always be my girlfriends (:

Blacklist : plagiarism

2009-03-25T19:39:00.013+08:00

!Blog is a little distorted but if the pics were resized you wont be able to see anything. Sorry bout that!

Jie's blog, & blogshop skins are all created by her. 100% original, painstakenly pieced together, HTML by HTML into this pretty template you see before you. 1 week of hard work!

So you can pretty imagine how angry she is when her hard work is lifted off easily, no credits or what-so-ever onto another blogspot. http://www.edition-wholesales.blogspot.com/
I kindly urge you not to go to their shop cos it's full of plagiarism, readers & random passer-bys. Besides, I dont want their hits to go up (: I'm a mucho selfish person.

Best is to not even buy anything from them, despicable people with no hint of integrity. Who knows they might take off with your money? They dont deserve to be a bs owner.

Pictures are all provided here (:

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Look! From our postends.

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Do you know how difficult it is to piece together a complete set of TnCs without loopholes? Yupp, and they just ripped it off like that without even crediting.

As I mentioned, DESPICABLE. How can these people pass off other's work as their own without crediting?! *roll eyes

Thanks to Blogshop owner of Shopping is love for informing us about the no-life shop-owners.

Once again! Dont buy anything from them, there is a 201% chance of you getting cheated of your money! On the other hand, you can buy from us or shopping--islove.bs because we are totally serious blogshop owners with 202% integrity! (:

We're sending them an Email to bomb them now, not to "ask" them to credit Joutique (who wants their name smeared in a Non-authentic web anyway). They will have to take down the whole blogskin and everything they copied from us. HMPF.

Toodles, and see if they would try to copy this.

P/s : We're blacklisting them COS they simply have no integrity (: Much like MIA/dead buyers.

Finally gotten replies from them, lies somemore.

Sad attempt to spite us..

I wanted to send them an email, but Jie wont let me :( scared I blow things out of proportion. BUT this is my blog and I'm happy to blow it way off target. Those people deserve to hang their heads in shame!

"Hello, I'm Joey, the other owner of Joutique. It seems that you have refused our kind warning. I dont give a fart whether your friends has one more hour to live. Take the blogskin down. You can go to blogskins.com and chose any other templates there. Oh and remember to credit them."
Something in this context anyway.

Wished I could threaten them with the knowledge of *drumrolls (:
My first blacklist
http://gothicdolldiary.blogspot.com/2008_09_01_archive.html

The blogshop http://www.spyblogshop.blogspot.com/ is removed (not even available, removed!)! Muahahaha the power of blacklisting.

By meaning of not being able to tweak it properly, it means that she's unable to pull out the codes that should be template and whats not.

For the benefit of blogskins noobs like those airheads.
If you dont have the original template and attempt to reproduce it using the source, you'll have this kinda rubbish.

EG : From my blog
.iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=6288902750218963224&blogName=GothicDoll&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLUE& layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fgothicdolldiary.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fgothicdolldiary.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" title="Blogger Navigation and Search">/iframe>

Something like this would appear, with my url and everything but only in the source. Not in my original template. Even if I had placed a code to hide the navbar.

So, from their blog, we found,

No, I did not plant it there I swear!

There are alot more other holes of course, cant tell all or else they might change it all! Noobs!

Why I know will have this rubbish pop up? After years of admiring Jie's work and trying to reproduce it myself, I notice the repetition lahs! But you didnt need to know that of course. At least I can get her permission any old time I want.

Plus when Jalleria on renovation Jie asked me to use her template, so I knew where the rubbish codes were.

FYI this blogskin is MY own work, simple but I love it. No help from Jie though *waves dramatically.

P/S : I know God wants us to treat our enemies better than they deserve, but I seriously loathe those airheads! Ok la, the next one (: I swear upon all the lives of the cockroaches in my house.

P/S/S : I'm not advertising for the liars, I'm not so kuku to do that. BOYCOTT! You can still buy from them but why risk your money?

Ok thats all :D Singaporeans just cant resist a fresh gossip.

people agree that edition-wholesales.blogspot should be boycott.

UPDATE

It seems that they enjoy treating us like idiots. Simply copying our pics over to their album and rename it as their own. *roll eyes. How stupid can they get?

They are simply changing everything that we told them. Are they retards? Dont they know whats take down the blogskin?
How nice of them, other than further proving themselves as liars, they also placed an appropriate name for themselves. littlebitch, thats right! You female dogs!

17 again trailer

2009-03-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

I want to watch! Damn cute!

I HATE MOSQUITOES

2009-03-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

Little buggers! Dont know why are there so many lately. It's not like they are as nice looking as their blood sucking relatives right?

I mean if there's a mozzie with the face of Edward (not the one in twilight movie, the one I'd imagined while reading the book) I still dont mind can!

Fcuking bug! There was one that bit me 5 times before I even realised that there was one in my room. Not I thick skin la please, I just put it off as I thought it was my hair that made my leg feel itchy. But no lorhs!

5 times!

Finally bth-ed and stared at the spot where I saw the mosquito flew off. Stupidly it flew back to the same spot. Smacked it!

Picked it up by its wings, alive? Good!

Takes scissors and begin to snip of one of it's leg.

Pluck off one of the wing.

Snip off 1/3 of it's nose/mouth (whatever it is lah!)

Snip off the other 5 legs, snip off it's nose/mouth again.

Snip off the whole bugger into two.

And squash it with a tissue!

Flush all it's tweaking remains into the toilet bowl, after peeing of course.

All while cursing it's Father Mother, grandparents, great-grandparents, great-great grandparents , great-great-GREAT grandparents and so on. Serve it right for sucking my blood! NB! If I wanted to waste my blood this way I would have go for blood donation can!

MUAHAHAHA Revenge is sweet (:

Read it, and laugh

2009-03-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

From: Jane Gilles
Date: Wednesday 8 Oct 2008 12.19pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Overdue account

Dear David,
Our records indicate that your account is overdue by the amount of $233.95. If you have already made this payment please contact us within the next 7 days to confirm payment has been applied to your account and is no longer outstanding.

Yours sincerely, Jane Gilles

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From: David Thorne
Date: Wednesday 8 Oct 2008 12.37pm
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Re: Overdue account

Dear Jane,
I do not have any money so am sending you this drawing I did of a spider instead. I value the drawing at $233.95 so trust that this settles the matter.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 10.07am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Overdue account

Dear David,
Thankyou for contacting us. Unfortunately we are unable to accept drawings as payment and your account remains in arrears of $233.95. Please contact us within the next 7 days to confirm payment has been applied to your account and is no longer outstanding.

Yours sincerely, Jane Gilles

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From: David Thorne
Date: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 10.32am
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Re: Overdue account

Dear Jane,
Can I have my drawing of a spider back then please.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 11.42am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Overdue account

Dear David,
You emailed the drawing to me. Do you want me to email it back to you?

Yours sincerely, Jane Gilles

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From: David Thorne
Date: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 11.56am
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Overdue account

Dear Jane,
Yes please.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 12.14pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Overdue account

Attached (spider.gif)

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From: David Thorne
Date: Friday 10 Oct 2008 09.22am
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Whose spider is that?

Dear Jane,
Are you sure this drawing of a spider is the one I sent you? This spider only has seven legs and I do not feel I would have made such an elementary mistake when I drew it.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Friday 10 Oct 2008 11.03am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Whose spider is that?

Dear David,
Yes it is the same drawing. I copied and pasted it from the email you sent me on the 8th.
David your account is still overdue by the amount of $233.95.
Please make this payment as soon as possible.

Yours sincerely, Jane Gilles

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From: David Thorne
Date: Friday 10 Oct 2008 11.05am
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Automated Out of Office Response

Thankyou for contacting me. I am currently away on leave, traveling through time and will be returning last week.

Regards, David.

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From: David Thorne
Date: Friday 10 Oct 2008 11.08am
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Re: Re: Whose spider is that?

Hello, I am back and have read through your emails and accept that despite missing a leg, that drawing of a spider may indeed be the one I sent you. I realise with hindsight that it is possible you rejected the drawing of a spider due to this obvious limb ommission but did not point it out in an effort to avoid hurting my feelings. As such, I am sending you a revised drawing with the correct number of legs as full payment for any amount outstanding. I trust this will bring the matter to a conclusion.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Monday 13 Oct 2008 2.51pm
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Whose spider is that?

Dear David,
As I have stated, we do not accept drawings in lei of money for accounts outstanding.
We accept cheque, bank cheque, money order or cash. Please make a payment this week to avoid incurring any additional fees.

Yours sincerely, Jane Gilles

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From: David Thorne
Date: Monday 13 Oct 2008 3.17pm
To: Jane Gilles
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Whose spider is that?

I understand and will definitely make a payment this week if I remember. As you have not accepted my second drawing as payment, please return the drawing to me as soon as possible. It was silly of me to assume I could provide you with something of completely no value whatsoever, waste your time and then attach such a large amount to it.

Regards, David.

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From: Jane Gilles
Date: Tuesday 14 Oct 2008 11.18am
To: David Thorne
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Whose spider is that?

Attached (spider2.gif)

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© Original website
© Link website

Followup

Accessories for 5bucks each. Excluding the spider.

* Santa hat & the brown brown thing is actually a monk's robe!
© Webby

P/S : I know lah I lifted them directly off the website, but I'm crediting them see.
Ah such plagiarism, I'm ashamed :(

Discharged!

2009-03-22T23:23:00.004+08:00

Daddy has been discharged! Yesterday. :D Happies. Better lah, since he cant really rest in the hospital cos the doctors come in every now and then poking him and taking blood test all.

Thanks for all concerns and well wishes for my Dad! Hearts hearts.

Yesterday damn swae can! My contact lenses for I-dont-know what reason tore into 2 pieces, causing me to wear specs out to bring Daddy back home.

PLUS

As I had mentioned my last last last last post, I was running out of clothes to wear already. Having to wash the clothes every time I went to visit Dad. I ran out of shorts yesterday. All of them! I wore my PJs shorts to hospital can!

Looked like some geek!!!!! GAH! But at least my PJs are cute ok! Hearts and bunny ones.

God-dad & kor came over today. Around the same time. Watched HSM1 & 3, it's surprising that Jie isnt sick of HSM yet. I'm already sick of watching and hearing the songs over and over again. At least Bleach is more exciting.. Kor had wanted to go for the career fair at expo (?) but end up never go arhs. Time constraints and we needed to go to church. He got a new phone! :( I want a change of phone too! Except there isnt any phone that caught my eye yet. Maybe LG prada? HAHAHHA (I wish)

Back to Daddy, he has to really watch his diet lorhs. Mummy & Jie is nagging him to no ends already. So I decided I shall not nag or comment at the topic. Not that I dont care or love, I just didnt think I am in the position to persuade. HAHA! I cant stand veggies.

Really sad lorhs to change a diet so dramatically. From 99% meat to almost vegetarian.. I wont be able to do it. Veggies sucks can! Like totally. Dian Xiao Er's kai lan dish is still not bad. Eatable.. The rest -___-

Ah I'm talking rubbish. Spent so many days in hospital, back home bath blog sleep. So long never touch audition and I HAVE DEPROVED! I actually missed 25 in a 125bpm game. ARGHS! SADNESS!

:(

I realised I'm getting more bimbotic.. Weird ass! And random. Around a week ago (?) On the taxi with family & Kor, I randomly popped a question to my parents.

"Daddy got go before Chinatown the cinemas?"
To more innocent readers. Chinatown cinema shows only those porn porn movies.

HAHA Daddy calmly told me no, in those tone that is impossible to doubt. Mummy answered the same too.

Just now, just coming back from church. I randomly (again, ya) commented that I'm jealous cause Daddy's tits are bigger than mine.

Iya, totally random. Audition has new nice songs!

Quiz Facts

2009-03-21T01:41:00.004+08:00

Your view on yourself :
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
Spot on! Down to the nitty gritty.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for :
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education :
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you :
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of :
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
*gasp Is that why my temper is so short?

Who is your true self:
You are mature (ya right), reasonable (ya right), honest and give good advice (ya right). People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Take the quiz!

Sunny days oh

2009-03-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

My Dad will be fine. Thanks for all concerns. (:

Doctor highlighted to us again that my Dad's heart will stop anytime. *rolleyes. Knew that ardy, like mine wont stop anytime.

Visited Daddy in the afternoon, talked abit on news, and family matters. He most worry is Mummy can, like duh ya ok I know. Mummy always bottled up her feelings then dont know how to destress, so Daddy is like. Dont know what to do if he's gone and all that, not that he can do anything when he's gone lah..

Somemore he cant be discharged tomorrow as scheduled, the big big doctor wants him in til Monday. :( He's miss both church service & miracle service! How can!

See his elbow poke til cannot poke liao, all blue-black bruises. :( All his tenfingers also poke til like puncture already. Still need stay til Monday.

Anyway...

I'm running out of shorts & shirts to wear already can. Not to mention undergarments! Everyday visit Daddy come back must bath. (Hospital is actually the most cleanest & dirtiest place to be in, ironic?) And the clothes worn must go for washing.

Want to bath de, but some stupid bee managed to find it's way to the 10th floor and conveniently flew into my bathroom. Stood there for 10mins wondering if I should enter or not. But decided I'm not brave enough to do so SO I'm here blogging.

Cheese! Sunny days will be here soon!

Thanks & sorry to jun. For worrying over me lol. I'm really touched :D you molester!

Happy news

2009-03-18T16:07:00.003+08:00

My dad is fine already. After another CT scan (I think), it seemed that there was a small vein that bursted in dad's brain, but it's a small vein so the doctor said it will recover. The small veins will grow again I heard.

So now we're in a deep financial shyt, :( just after I got my camera.. Sure tio scold de lorhs.
Luckily NYP has notebook loan *happies. Getting Acer 4937G-9A4G50Mn, dont seem to have it in the market though. But can play games. So even if daddy (choy choy la) tio bankruptcy the laptop cannot take away.

Ok relieve relieve, go play audi now..

Within a year the probability of a second major stroke is 12%, gradually lessen annually. No guarantees.

Edited
Did I mention that it was happy news? I take that back.

Turned out that the stroke was caused by some 4.3 cm blood clot at my Dad's heart, upper left side of it, and a fcuking piece of the clot managed to dislodged it self and traveled by the vein, and got stucked at some small vein in Dad's brain. This little shyt caused my Dad de brain vein burst.

FCUK YOU! Little piece of zzz!

Shortly after we left in the afternoon, the nurse went to remove the drip thingy from daddy's hand. Happily telling him the good news that he no longer needs it, no longer needs to inject the thing on his hand. Only in a few mins time the doctor came in to tell my Dad that was an unexpected twist and she had to re-inject the drip to my Dad's other hand.

-_____-

Different content though, this time it was to pump some thingy in to make the blood clot disappear. Though it will cause more bleeding in the brain.

ah wtfwtfwtf!!!!

If the clot spreads and dislodges more that get stuck at various place, Daddy will have a even higher chance of getting strokes can!

Shall surrender all troubles to God. Started reading the bible already. Such a miracle maybe. Just when I complained to Dad yesterday about the Bible being boring and everything. When I opened the bible yesterday, it fell to John. From there I picked up from what Pastor Rony has said and read on. Quite interesting actually. "The first miracle".

Cured of Stroke #1
Cured of Stroke #2
Cured of Stroke #3

My dad shall be the 4th!

Cured of Diabetes #1
Cured of Diabetes #2
Cured of Diabetes #3
Cured of Diabetes #4
Cured of Diabetes #5

Miracles in Lighthouse :D

No mood to crap today. Ever heard of Maddox? http://maddox.xmission.com/

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=owned is the bestest of all! My opinion though, my blog can!

An experience I never want

2009-03-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today, seemingly, like all other days of the week, actually turned into horror.

6am, heard daddy in my room and banging the air-con, which is wailing out happily like a banshee.

Was suppose to go out with GFs today, to Orchard for sushi, movie and jalan. But GN had something on and could only go out at 2. That was about 8am when Bong smsed me about the problem and we were all up thinking over the plan.

After churning up most of my brain juice (damn hard in the morning somemore), I came up with the most fantastic plan of going to E!hub to play games at Nebo, wait for GN to come and watch movie, bowling and finally dinner at Subway.

Planned to meet jun 11.15 at Simei since she was still a direction-idiot :x and didnt know where E!hub was. By then it was ardy 9(?) No sense for me to continue sleeping so I went to play my comp.

Heard Daddy opened his room door and walk out. And he stood at my doorway mumbling something & hurrying to wear his shirt. I could barely make out what he said "Girl, call an ambulance."

Shock can! I nearly forgot the number for it but luckily I remembered larh, just 3 digits only anyway.
"Hello, what is the emergency?"
"er, my dad has a heart attack"
Something along that context anyway, Daddy never told me what happened, just told me to call. And I was thinking heart attack was that best way to make them send an ambulance asap.

But actually my Dad has a mild stroke in the right side of his face and arms. Followed Daddy out of the house, leaving my comp on and everything. I didnt even have the time to brush my teeth. Waited at the block downstairs, quite fast, about 10 15 mins it came ardy. I was surprisingly calm..

The only time I teared was when Daddy told me something like he cant support us already and everything, and that he tried his best.. Iyah just didnt like listening to thing that suggest that my Dad was weak and all.

After going up the ambulance, Daddy has to suffer a round of questionnaire from the FCUKING TRAINEEs, then daddy was given the oxygen thingy. While the trainees were questioning my dad, the ambulance didnt even move can. Just parked there like some kuku and waiting for I dont know what.

Called Jie to wake her up, told her the situation, or rather I mumbled la, didnt want to speak too loud cos daddy was still being questioned by the trainees. Jie dont know is still sleepy or what, she assumed that my GFs had pangseh-ed me and I was crying Funny she should have that impression. Anyway I was told that we were heading for Changi General Hospital. Moved out after 8 mins, like finally.

Reached CGH, Dad was given a CTC scan and everything. Called Jie again, apparently she didnt know her way around, and I had a fcuking hard time explaining to her where I was. Finally she came and we waited for more than an hour for the doctor to come out. Was told that it was a mini stroke/warning stroke, means maybe there was a major one in the future. BAH. Went in to see Daddy, (still under observation) choked on my words and cried again.

Jie went to buy breakfast for daddy, and he was moved to the observation ward to wait for the reports. I pei-ed daddy, a little awkward cos I didnt know how to comfort him arhs, while he's there acting fine & joking. It was actually more painful to see him act that way. The people next to him was one who suffered AIDS and have problems peeing, the other with full stroke. zzzzz!

Moved again to the ward rooms, which Daddy non-chanlantly keep insisting that he's staying in a 3-star hotel, a little disgruntled cos there were no TV. The wards specially catered for people with acute strokes were, as we were told "class-less", so even though daddy opt-ed for a C ward he got aircon! Je even jokingly asked the nurse if the glucose drip could be changed to Heineken beer.

Had all the normal procedures and everything, but Daddy was already on the road to recovery. He had knew that something was wrong when he woke up and when he suspected that he tio stroke he quickly took aspirins (correct me if I'm wrong) to dilute his blood to allow smooth flow and eased the stroke ardy. Smart! He told me that if he had treated it as nothing wrong and went back to sleep he might not have woken up again. scary!

There was this procedures for stroke patients that the doctor would hold the patients limbs and ask them to push at the opposite directions, the doctor was a pregnant lady can! My dad is still as freaking strong as 10 cows put together, so we all kinda worry for the doctor can.. She for sure cant hold down my Daddy de lorhs.

We didnt tell Mummy what happened to Dad til she finished work, cos Daddy & Jie scared that my mum would be too worried to work and that she'll panic. So when Mummy called to ask why the house was so freaking empty during her lunch break Jie just told her that we were at Simei.

Took Daddy down to 7-11 to buy newspaper, the nurses insisted ona wheelchair cos daddy was attached to a drip and it's not good hold the drip in his hand cos of pressure and blah blah that will cause his blood to leak into the tube.

My dad, in a wheelchair. WTH. He's perfectly capable of walking by himself man, why give him this humilation. Not that I dont want to push the wheelchair, but I would have liked it very much to see my dad walk when he still could. What kind of crummy excuse they come up with such as "yada yada.. Let your daddy be king for once la, you drive a taxi right? Ahh... , always you drive your daughters, now they drive you."

-_____-

I shall say it again with a larger font, WTH. Just get me the stupid wheely drip holder, which seems to be non-existent in the wards.

Finally 2.30 came, Jie went to fetch Mummy and take down Daddy's dvd player and everything. Mummy's face was.. Indescribable, she tsk-ed in a mockingly/serious tone at daddy, den hurried to his side and .. continue the questionnaire by the trainees.

Visiting hours were from 12-2 & 5-9 , but we stayed there from 12 to 7 hoho, Daddy still has some difficulty drinking properly from the cup, and he insist that it was the cup's fault and that he's not used to drinking warm water. All rubbish of course.

Second round of checkup, and a change of doctors. I assumed that the second doctor was a more senior one. She asked questions more thoroughly. Daddy admitted that he never followed his prescriptions of his medicines, of which she gave him a "teacher to a disobeying children" look. But daddy never told her why and I think it's damn unfair for her to nag at my Daddy that way.

The reason why my dad could stop the prescriptions for both his diabetes & heart problems was

1 ) The polyclinic doctor has discharged my Dad from checkup cos my Dad has successfully kept his sugar lvl in control without taking a single medicine prescribed to him by the doctor. The doctor was actually so happy when he thought it was his medicine that has helped my Dad to keep the blood sugar lvl down, until my dad informed him that he has not touched the medicine at all + took out the packet of medicine and literally threw it back to the doctor's face.
When asked by the exasperated doctor in what way he would like the doctor to help him in, since my dad didnt even touch the medicine, my dad just told him that he wants to be discharged and everything.

2 ) When my dad attended the checkup to see if there was any problem with his heart at some heart specialties centre, the doctor couldnt find anything wrong with my father cos my dad has passed all the test and passed with results befitting a normal man, (even though my dad had a few heart attacks before). The doctor actually wanted to cut up my father to see what was right, or wrong. Making my dad damn pissed cos he didnt want to be used as a guinea pig so to speak. So my Dad didnt take in any of the heart medicine unless he feels something amiss.

The power of the brain is so powerful, Dad always tell me this, and I think it works. Thus I always take for granted that my Dad would always recover and stand up again and again despite everything.
When my dad left his printing company like 3 years ago due to a near bankruptcy, he joined my uncle's fueling company where I see him rarely like every few months once. When the stupid rocketing fuel prices hit last year my uncle's company closed down, and my dad chosed another profession, cabby. In a miracle he studied and gotten his licence in a mere 2 weeks, which others would have taken 2 months to do so.

I was very taken aback by this sudden stroke. But I trust that God would bless my Dad (though I still want to behave as a non-believer), and help my family tide over this crisis.

OMG I've digressed so much!

God-father came around 3 4, way after visiting hours but still~ normal adult adult talk, though this time I could tell if they two were joking or not. Dad expected god-pa to bring roasted pork or duck. Unfortunately for daddy, he came empty-handed haha! Talked til 4.45, in the middle God-dad had a phone call from some DIY workers about fixing up the heater I think.. Talked a little too loud for a hospital. And he actually talked that volume for 20mins or so. *laugh Dad said he saw a cockroach packing up it's luggage and leaving his room due to the "noise pollution".

Joking la, have some sense of humor please.

After god-dad left.. Dad's dinner came, kway teow soup. Damn plain lorhs!! I wouldnt have eat it :( but daddy claims that it was appetising. Stayed around for a bit more, left at 7+ pm

Didnt tell Daddy see you tml or whateverelse in that context. I told him,
"I shall see you tomorrow." Hoho, it was an order. Yes, so I shall go bath now, brush my teeth, sleep early today and see my dad tomorrow. I actually spent 9 hours in hospital today. And to think that I always wanted to go see the hospital. What a mockery of that wish. BAH!

Goodnights.

P/S : Sorry for ruining the outing GFs, next time if it's possible! & thanks for the concern.
P/P/S : Hello, saturday's miracle service!

This I want

2009-03-15T14:24:00.003+08:00

*smiles!

Edited

This I get.

Man how can they NOT have the chio pink?!?! *growls with fire But nvm I love my black cam! At least I'm sure of what crystals to bling, It shall be garnet! (thats red bodoh) I'm going to bling it at the slidable part.

Mummy paid for my cam first :/ There goes my DS, cant believe it. I was going to buy my DS lite when I get my popular pay, but I actually went to buy a camera. Byebye my DS lite~ Jie forked out $100. But I'm going to pay $400 de lorhs! The keyword "going". *ahem Anyway, that makes me the 大股东 can! So the camera is going to stay in my room! Still pending though, Jie refuses to let me do that, she wants me to charge it outside in the living room. Saying it's a family camera and blah blah.

:(

It's not like I'm going to camwhore 24/7 right? Wth.. I have yet pay up anyway so I'll just oblige til when my pay comes.. MUAHAHAHAHA. Jie wasn't satisfied LOL. Besides, it's the battery that needs charging not the camera.

SO, the battery charges outside while the camera is with me. Happy happy.

I'm not going to dominate the camera la, when they want the camera they can use it the what. But I'm going to bling it and I dont see why I cant. Afterall it'll be red & black, not too sissy for my dad right? Not that he'll mind.. Jie's freaking against it.

I dont care!!!!! It's so unfair lorhs. In the past I never mind too much about gadgets. So a phone can last me like 2 years like my most hearts hearts N6280, though I'm a little embarassed of it now since it's falling apart like dont know what. Jie had mp3, iPod, and a change of phone almost annually. The most I had was walkman (p6) and a gameboy cos I lost the previous one. So I do find a little unfair. Gadgets-wise. Dad was most supportive of me during my jap-freak days.

Petty nonsense aside.

Went to the IT fair for 2 days. I wanted to ask Gerald to go one, but first time was a sudden decision by my Mum so it's like cant possibly ask Gerald go right.. and today it was with my sister so .. So sorry Gerald! Next one maybe.. If you have something to buy lol.

IT fair 3rd day, I nearly died before I reach lvl6 can. It's worse than being in the sardine can. Seriously! We (Mummy, Jie, Kor & me) took like more than 10mins to walk from one exit to another. Cos we realised we're in the wrong hall to find laptops. It's that bad. They still advertised that it'll be better for this IT fair cos there are like 4m wide corridors blah blah.

IT DOESNT FREAKING HELP ANYTHING.

4m wide corridor means that there can be 2 more stinky smelly BDOM (black dirty old man) standing side by side. Big deal! The promoters werent helping either, standing outside their booth, they disrupt the path can. Like hello, you're given a booth just stick inside lorhs, come out and block other's path they wont paiseh the mehs! Hope they get trampled on.

Oh wait, the fair is over.

Nvm next one then. The promoters for the lappys werent helpful. They cant offer me anything better than what my school offers. If you're gonna roll your eyes and tell me duh, they need to earn money and yada yada. Hell to you & them. There must be a reason that they set the IT fair before the school's IT fair right?

Noticed the laptops that were popular in the school's IT fair werent sold in the IT fair. Super pissed off la. And my school can have lappy that have 4GB ram whilst the IT fair only offer 3GB for the same model. Somemore the 3GB is so-call "free upgrade" from 2GB leh. It's all not worth it can! If you want to buy average laptops ask some poly student to help you mans. IT fair is just for show!

No hitting on my camera! It's because of the ~~free gifts~~ oops, you didnt see that. I just felt that it was the right time that I brought it. Still retail price though, worth it worth it They threw in a free printer along with the camera. $89 leh! Must buy.

Gah! I'm becoming so Ah Soh!

If you didnt know, this is the first digital camera for the Poh family. We're still using the lao kok kok old-time camera. Can sell as antique liao. You can never, and I shall repeat another time NEVER, empathize how I felt when my all-too-innocent mother whips out her antique in the middle of Orchard road, on Christmas eve, under the biggest christmas tree that attracted the most attention, and gestured to Jie and me to take picture two years ago.

Hilarious now sure. But at that moment it was like. Omg can we hurry through and hide the camera pleeeeeeeeeease!

Unfortunately for us, when mummy happily announced to us that she had replaced fresh film in the camera during Jie's birthday and there were still many films left... She's like totally oblivious of the fact that her camera is long past social norms of gadgets.

Ok I shall now digress abruptly.

That day Kor went with us to the IT fair, he had to book in. So the whole outing was quite rushed, with mummy smiling to herself happily (cute!) cos her gan erzi is with us... Inside joke. After the fair Daddy came to fetch us back for dinner at East Coast Park! Rushed through too, poor Kor had to finish the chicken wings we couldnt finish. Sometimes I think he's pressurized to do it. Afterall Kor is too nice to reject others. Mummy was always pushing food around the house (especially Old Chang Kee's food), and we (Daddy Jie & me) are experienced enough to hedge her advances. So you can imagine poor kor always tio-ing the food.

On the way back to Tampines to drop Kor off, it took a little debating but Kor finally agreed for us to drop him off at his camp at Chua chu kang. MUAHAHAHA we never went there before. So we were treating it as a spin, with kor feeling so bad lol. So ulu that place! With 2 tanks in the front. The atmosphere was damn tense? Too much discipline anyway.

And then! Kor sent me a msg "... you all really like my own family (: " OMG so aww! We pretty much already treat kor like family so. Afterall he's my mum's one and only *cough gan erzi mah He's gonna get his wisdom tooth extracted tml. Scary!!

I'm gonna set up my own blogshop!! Maybe..

Me > Xiaxue ?

2009-03-14T00:21:00.004+08:00

There are 2 long posts, please go make a drink and a snack or something (:

Jie once commented that my writing has become more and more like Xiaxue. Maybe some of you people agree with her too. Nonetheless I'm accused of trying to imitate Xiaxue,

*roll eyes

I'm not seriously. I'm no more than a blogder of Xiaxue than Xiaxue is to Maddox. I'm not trying to imitate her, I'm not trying to follow her paths.

I never liked branded stuffs in my life, branded as in LV or Juicy Couture etcetc, not Converse kind. I dont even know what Juicy Couture is until Xiaxue mentioned it in some post years ago. She liked pink, so do I. Anyway which girl doesnt like pink? It's a plain girl colour. I had just recently took a likeing to Juicy Couture cos most of it's stuffs are pink & thats it's theme. I like cannot?

Just weeks ago Jie pointed out that Burberry also had pink themes yada yada, like pink & brownish kind. I like! But I cant afford LOL not the point but I'll probably like Juicy Couture better cos it's charms are omfg chio! Plus the pink theme is always there, unlike Burberry. Mundane black white..

I'm somewhat influenced by her writing though, in a good way, now I'll capitalise my "i"s, type with commas, paragraph my writing. If anyone had like read through my archives it's a whole bullshyt of posts with no commas at all, or they're all short sentences with no content in them or ends with... . But isnt it for the good?

Now my writing seems more sacarstic, thats because it's really what I feel, what I think. I no longer need to hide or edit my words for fear of offending people. I admit I'm always in awe when others can openly blog about things happening around them. I cant, I have to edit, think over twice thrice before publishing the post. All cause I wanted to avoid trouble. Now that I dont care what others think of me, it's much better to blog truthfully.

Since I'm on this topic, I'm gonna blog about everything that I had edited away in the past, whatever I can think of. Next post though.

Why would I want to be someone I'm not. Why would I want to imitate Xiaxue? My IQ is just 130, not her 148 *quivers in terror at her high IQ , I have my own life. So I blog about things that happen in my life, things I think, my own opinions and my own liking.

What I learnt from her is plainly to blog truthfully. If I ever have a plastic surgery and have fake boobs, I would admit it right here in my blog. (which will never happen since I'll never do PS.) The sacarsm in my words has been here since eons ago. It's just because of editing, re-editing and more-editing that makes the words look innocent AND crappy.

I use more bombastic words now as compared to posts from like sec2 or so but it's because I'm trying to learn new words everyday here. Banking & finance lehs! Cant fool around sia, words cannot have loopholes. Plus can you imagine? My manager shall have a worse vocabulary than me, so he will come to ask me what on earth is all the long long alien language I wrote in the report. Then I shall throw him the dictionary and ask him to find out himself! Muahahaha! like I'll dare -__-

Bottom line, I'm myself, I blog as myself and not as xiaxue. She's like a full time blogger and I'm not even considered one. (You can swim, or rather, flop around the shallow pool for a few feets but you're not a swimmer. Right?) So please get that fact right.

*grumbles

If one day I start whining about wanting a chihuahua I'll probably be accused of trying to imitate Paris Hilton. Serious!

Nothing but the truth

2009-03-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Since I'm on this topic, I'm gonna blog about everything that I had edited away in the past, whatever I can think of. Most of them concerns jun, bong they all. I can only assume thoughts around me cos some I never dare to clarify, last time too paiseh la. Who would want to admit herself as an outcast?

Bong didnt sit near jun and me. Being a natural socializable person she is, she quickly settle with shanying & theresa. Being a very unsocialble person I am, (cos I'm damn fickle in choosing friends and dont see the need of having so many, mafan) I cringed away, when spoke to I just ah hmm um. Wont deny I was jealous, and pissed cos I felt neglected la. Everyone has there up & down time de can! Luckily Jun was always there when I need her, well.. most of the time anyway. We both were in the same boat ma.. Things were better for jun cos she was more rational than me, I was more easily controled by my temper. Things were better in sec4 anyway.

4.4 chalet, billie invited weetong that bunch to play bridge with shanying or theresa when I'm like sitting there, feeling stupid cos I have no idea why on earth I'm sitting there looking like I'm not there at all. Maybe cos I couldnt play bridge but that doesnt mean that I'm not willing to learn. I could still depend on my beginner luck right? Feeling somewhat angry I left the room to watch the boys playing some violent game -___- . It's just my opinion but think Jun felt the same way as I did too. Afterall, Jun & me arrived at the chalet at the same time and left bout 2 hours later, give or take. The time we spent with Billie is like 2% of it. *roll eyes. I think we spent more time with the stray cat around the chalet than we had with bong. Imagine that ya. Painful.

I had always imagined Jun, Bong and me as one clique, in class. Outside it includes Gaoning. From sec3 to 4 Shanying has been tagging with bong at almost everything we do. Again, pissed and angry. I just feel protective over my friends la, it's kind of "She's my GF so only I can dominate her can!" feel. So why on earth is shanying hovering around us almost everytime? Doesnt she know we're 1 clique. Call me petty for all I care, but I just didnt like it. It's not majorly because shanying is getting bong's attention all the time.

It more because when there's anything, eg.when shanying wants to go to toilet or something. She would always call Bong, like I'm invisible. Even if bong is busy and refused her, shanying would go alone without even bothering to ask me. wth? Am I that fierce in school or something. Or was there a big bold black font on my forehead that says,
"If you are not Bong, jun or GN please shoo off and dont talk to me."

Nope, I just see alot of pimples I dont see the words.

It's just polite right? I'm not even offensive with shanying. I sit with her during econs so I dont think it's that bad. Sometimes when I really couldnt hold in my temper I would tell bong to like tell shanying that I'm not angry with her. So things were better on the next few days but gradually return to what they were before. I just give up after some time. Really over pissed.

Speaking of this, I must thank Samuel for noticing my presence man. Even though GN bong jun they all didnt took on his invitation to go for some christmas carolling last year, he still asked me if I wanted to go. Though plainly obvious that he only asked me cos I was there, like duh lol if jun bong GN didnt go there was no way Samuel and me would attend anything together alone right. Looks awkward.

My whole secondary school life, GFs were upmost important for me. I try hard to think of surprises for their birthdays. Handful of friends like barb, jingyuen, ben, ivy & gerald. The rest are plainly humans there. Or maybe some I really have time to know them well enough, like Melissa and jaclyn.

I wasnt really as enthu as I looked like in CCA. I have a feeling that my batch people were feeling that I'm flauting my power as the chairman or something. Something I never clarified, but I think they just didnt want to hurt me by telling me that. I wasnt really. But it was kinda expectant for me to be the chairman cos I'd won some crummy bronze award during my sec2 year while my friends failed at it. Must have looked like some pro, truth? Nope I'm not, I just worked harder than the rest of them. Jun could have won me easily if she was serious. It just happened that the number of people in my solo comp had only 9 people while the rest had 10 over people competing for the medal.

Even in sec3, I had been pressuring my batch people to turn up for practice blah blah, it's a bo bian right? Isnt it like a responsibilty to turn up for CCA? I'm gonna contradict but abit of ditching is healthly (: for sake of social welfare(eg. dating)! That year I became chairman, Gerald once gave me a "So what if you're chairman" kinda attitude, cos I had to take over the training when coach wasnt there, so when I was in charge how on earth am I supposed to train with them. Plus that day I've already went for practice an hour early and trained myself. It wasnt like I skipped or anything. I thought I had been all-round fair, a little bias towards sec4s for post-cleaning up, I allowed some fooling around, I even took turns with them all when training cos evidently everyone likes skipping the warmup training.

Yet I was treated with this kinda fcuk-ed attitude from the guy who is also my primary school friend. Okay maybe not friend, schoolmate can? Though he apologized later on, I felt damn hurt, at the very least I had been a good friend to him. Dropped him like a hot charcoal. He still owes me $1.10! :( joking lah, gerald has been a good friend to me, sometimes he just has PMS I guess.

Anyway the point is being the chairman isnt very nice. I kinda pity Jun & GN. Cos even though they wanted to skip CCA it's because of me they couldnt skip. Most of the time yijun even agreed to my many times of selfish request to go CCA early. Thank you yijun! hearts hearts.

I find that yijun and me were very similar, in terms of friends. Once friends friends forever kind. Though sometimes I couldnt get what she's thinking, or comfort her when she's feeling low etcetc. Infact I have no idea to comfort anyone, I cant like lie and tell people that things are good when it isnt. (thats so why I suck at being a promoter)

Sometimes I get piss of of her because of her mum, imagine that. Stupid really, I'm angry at my friend over her mother.

Really stupid.

Cos I cant understand why her mum thinks so strictly and so on, being a very unrational person I am, I aimed my fury at her daughter -__- like it would help anything LOL. Iyah! yijun loves her mummy, I'm nothing compared to her mummy. Too late to realise that now LOL.

Sometimes yijun would ask me to listen to a song she liked then, and wait excitedly for me to show some reaction. *laughs. But most of the time I couldnt dig what she digged and gave her a neutral opinion. My reation very slow so sorry, plus I listen to songs by their tune, not lyrics. Cant blame me mah cos when I play audition I only listen to the tune & beat. Couldnt understand the lyrics anyway..

Ugh I'm digressing again, back to friends terms. I felt thats so why we both stuck ever more closely with each other when we felt bong furthering away from us. I could almost love her as a sister. But I could only have 1 sister so LOL.
Just one thing, I couldnt feel too happy for her when she stead with her *ahem BF(!). Apologises! I mean it's hard to feel happy for someone who has gotten full marks for a test and there you are getting 0 for it right? Same here, I'm single! Yet my GF is eloping somewhere with her new BF and will most likely have even lesser time for me.

*pouts unhappily

Nonetheless I'm happy that she found a worthy BF for her :D Just not 100% happy, maybe 80%? Forgive me ok!

Friends terms again, I feel that bong doesnt treat it as seriously as me, or so I think. Maybe I'm the one who's over-treating it. Cant help it cos my dad was this kinda guy. Being a *cough Gangster he was in the past like my grandpa was before him. Gangsters in the past have way more guts than the sissies ones we have now can. They are like, brothers for life kinda thing, so I've gotten the spirit in my dad!
Anyway, I know Bong doesnt treat our friendship as a come and go thing, I'm happy! I always try to think that it's the way we're brought up that leads to how we treat relationships.

Remembered somewhere in sec3, being a very forgetful person I am, I forgotten to bring my pencil for a MCQ exam. And bong gave me (GAVE ME OK) her mechanic pencil, saying that she has 2 pencils anyway. I was touched can! The mechanical pencil? I took it home and framed it up.

Very sadly, it has met its fateful end when mummy took it, along with my school skirt, and dunked them together into the washing machine.. zz It ended in a mangled mess. I brought another one, though no more sentimental value :/ orange somemore (I never like orange) -__- and brougt a orange eraser to go along with it. HAHA I'm acting like a total bong's fan here.

GN has way too many friends. *LAUGH! not something I can comment on, we're not too close strictly saying. Embarassing to say this but it feels as if the only thing I know about GN is that she likes lime green and knows how to make yummy sushi.

This is all my fault. I admit I had been too nonchanlant in the past. Over caring my gans than my friends around me. Whilst I'm busying looking cool with all my gans, my friends I've neglected had already passed me by miles.

BeautiFOOLS were built on a weak foundation. I'd just realise this. We came together because of our hatred for Kaiting did we not? Irritated by the same person, we came together and ganged up against her. I'm the most grudge-holding one, cos I got wrongly accused by her the longest. Til today I still hate her from the bottom of my guts. She almost tie with Meihui. But I dont see her anymore so I'm forgetting it.

Anyhoo, when the beautiFOOLS started being on friendly terms with kt again there was already no meaning in having the group ardy. This is all my opinion la. But I cant help but think that our friendship were weak cos it was built on hatred for one person. *shrugs

Dont even know why I brought it up. Still remembered in sec3 bong, jun and me gotten the same ring, I craved theONEs on mine, cos we're Yijun, Yishi and Yisen (: Lame? I think not. And we were in the same class ma. Nostelgic

There are so many things I want to say, but I've forgotten most of them and some of them I really cant express them in words.

Just one more. If my memory didnt fail me. A week plus ago, I saw Freddy's comment on jun's LJ. Stating that there will be a march hol outing. Yet I knew nothing of it. Jun replied saying GN confirmed it yada yada. Feeling ridiculously negative again I felt outcast again. Afterall they went to the same JC mah, I wasnt updated in anything and havent even met them since eons ago. 3months? maybe. Cant help these unhappy thoughts can I? YOU cant believe how fcuking relieve I was when I saw Billie's facebook note, which she had tagged me. Of which out of like 10 or so notes that I had 1% of my life ever stumbling across it, there was this "• What would u say to 3(me) : Outing in March Hols girl! :D"
No I dont think there's anyone in this world who could empatize with me then, how pathetic I felt. It was almost ridiculous.

Maybe I was being paranoid cos my GF had actually forgotten to tell me that she was not going to be home on that day I went to collect my disc. I know bong is really sorry for forgetting to mention to me that she had a date with some other people to celebrate someone's birthday, but it's so .. Like i'm halfway there and everything.

Ignorance is bliss really.

Little things like that can actually un-nerve me like siao. I'm being so paranoid! gah! I'm not saying that I'm perfect and that I'm the freaking best friend in the whole world who can like be sensitive to all of her friends, I have my flaws too. A damn long list I'm sure, with short temper ranked at the upmost top.

This post isnt to scold my friends or blaming them or to make them feel guilty or what. It's just a collection of things I had neglected to open up about in the past. Plus they are all over! My GF's are the best and no hitting on my GFs!

Outing during march hols, I'm looking forward to it!

Stocktake again!

2009-03-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

Work! This time at parkway Popular. Woke up late though, like 6.00 suppose to leave house, but woke up at 6.30.

So pissed off can! Somemore daddy chosed that moment to tease me, snapped at him.

Cabbed down, didnt even had time to clip my hair :( ended up being 30mins earlier than the reporting time. Had breakfast at Macs.

Cant believe how swae I was can, tio stomachache and the irritating guy came today *roll eyes Let's just call him Dim. And the worst is I got 13 asterisks can!! That means I have to complete that 13 locations before I can carry on the rest of my duties. 13!! Can you believe it, I only had 5 or 3 ** the previous times.

:( Somemore the astericks means I have to do them slowly and more carefully cos there's the 2nd batch people coming to double check our work.. BAH!

Luckily for me..

Parkway popular has many cute guys! My first partner was this abit-more-handsome than average guy. My first guy partner though, I used to repeat after my partners about the quantity numbers. But I found myself hmm, ok, or nodding in acknowledgement that I heard him. Too old for me though, 19+ going 20.. My dept leader came later telling us that he had to take care of the batch 2 stuffs :(

He gestured his friend to take over him, "不要讲我没给你机会喔, I give you chance to partner with the girl." Looked up and saw a way cuter guy can! It's like zomfg cute! At least to me he is la, Jie dont seem to agree with me. Her perfect standard is only him lah ~.~ About KJ's size though, abit taller than me.. and he gave me the drink. Oh and he looked so shock that I was his friend's partner, my ex-partner had this "you owe me one man" look.

BUT, Fantasies only last that short.

The dept leader took over as my partner , so anti-climax can!! She told the cute guy to cont his work or something. I dont want to remember sad things LOL. Yupps so I got stuck with a dept leader.. so stress! Then changed partner to a girl, Sarah.

Tried to finish my duties fast, but the PDA kept dying on me, and Sarah kept laughing at me when I scolded the stupid PDA and called it a liar. Never trust gadgets I tell you! Not even 2k gadgets are reliable! I placed it in a charger, when I took it out the battery status was 91%. When I finished just 1 location it became 22%, and died on me again when I was submitting my list. WTH! Stupid gadgets!! Wasted alot of time on charging.

To make my day more miserable, this Dim. Kept hovering around me like zz, mind you he is a UNCLE. He for I dont know what reason seems to be paying special attention to jie and me. So zz. When I refused his drink the other day, I told him I prefered popping sweets in my mouth see. Today, he came asking me if I had anything in my mouth and offered me a sweet. TMD I FELT SO IRRITATED. It feels awkward and wrong at the same time. I cant even walk pass him without him finding things to say. Iyah! I totally hate people who I dont like fuss over me. Furthermore, a stranger.

Felt sad when I finished work :( like duh lol, I hardly see cute guys anywhere else see. Finally brought my mirror! Table mirror Jie brought eyeliner that Peiru jiejie recommended & fake eyelashes. She looks chio in them I swear! Even I felt a little inferior :3

Dennis kor came over! Talked abit with Jie about private school and stuff but yet made a decision. 3 months to think over! And he just went off, going to have an evening jog with auntie.

Kor's business joke (:
#2 : What course are you taking now?

#1 : Business course *smile

#2 : Oh really?! which business course?

#1 : none of your business!

Did you watch the 9 o clock show? It sets me thinking mans!

IF I have a husband who uses the excuse of entertaining client everything he returns home drunk. And so happens that I have evidence that he's fooling around. I'll so go to his usual pub and flirt with every single friends of his! But not overboard arhs, make him a fool of himself infront his friends(if they are good looking). Wont slap him, no scolding either. Plainly an eye for an eye.

Which is so unlikely to happen. *frowns I'll probably get him so madly in love with me first so he'll beg me to go out with him everytime to show off to his friends. MUAHAHAHAHA.

I might have a pea-brain but I have more neurons than you! :D

Stocktake #3 ; IMM

2009-03-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

Peiru jiejie came over with Jayden (ps if any spelling error) around evening. As always I didnt know what to say, cos i'm not exactly updated and afraid of saying the wrong things. So I shuddup LOL like 80% of the time. Went to E!hub to eat! Jayden was so restless. And I must admit I lost my appetitie when the 2yr old drooled during dinner. But I managed to eat finish my meal arhs. The maid didnt even have a min of rest time can, until mummy offered to bring my nephew(so weird saying that) out for a walk so the maid could eat her dinner.

Hais, it seems so yesterday that Jie, Peiru jiejie and me were brought out my mummy & ahying auntie for a walk and eats. Now I've became an auntie...

But I can tell you my nephew is charming! (although he ruined my appetite la) He's the first child I ever held in my arms can :3 I never ever dare to do that cos I'm afraid of dropping him or accidentally touching some places AND I dont like drool. Why do babies have to come along with drool?!

Jie's blanket tio some of Jayden's drool Cos he came running over to me when I was sitting on Jie's bed LOL. And he has the 2 horns, or swirls in the hair, so like his mummy!

Saw his milk bottle, there were little bits of greenish bits floating around the milk. Peiru jiejie said it was some veggie or cereal thingy. What an assult! Cos if the baby doesnt like to eat veggie (like me), he wont have much choice anyway cos he'll probably be drinking it up along with the milk. Lucky mummy didnt do that to me mans.

This information may shock you abit : I was stuck with my milk bottle til I was primary 3 LOL. Imagine that! I probably be still holding onto it if it wasnt that the milkbottle kept rolling under the bed and made me felt that it was dirty..

LALALA I didnt say that omg. I just admitted something embarassing LOL

Blogshopping

2009-03-10T03:14:00.002+08:00

It's so cool to have a sister who opens blogshop. Although I'm suppose to be helping her.. Just call me the sleeping director hoho.

Joutique's success is all Jie's credit. Oh maybe the name is my credit! I thought of it de lorhs!

Back to why it's so cool! Check out my order form!

Order-form
Name : your mei
Address : same as yours
Contact Number : -
Email Address : -
Spree Name : JJS
. . .
Payment method : Next week get allowance den pay you :D
Collection by : post
Postage : none, just pop them in my room.

This order form is imagined by me though, maybe Jie wont entertain it lol. Then I'll have to entertain myself by sending myself an email from Joutique.

There are like 10 sprees open! So fun can like just look see look see. Just too many mature clothes, and very few I was interested in. Dont know why lorhs, ask me wear kua zhang can. Ask me wear normal I just cant do it. Found it super hard to keep a open mind while shopping. Bo bian also must go support support.

Hope Jie can faster get her advance diploma and open a shop have her own brand label. That'll be the day man. I shall cont be sleeping director LOL.

- - -
TODAY my parents tried to suffocate me in my room

First, which is like normal daily routine, my mum came into my room and try to whack my aircon back to shape cos it's making too much noise. If all fails(which is quite rare), she would switch off my air con, then my door leave my door to allow ventilation. So today is the rare day and she switched off my aircon when I'm still 10% awake.

Next, my dad cames into my room as always and leaves, CLOSING THE DOOR BEHIND HIM DUE TO HABIT!

My room door never closes quietly one, so I woke up when I heard the door slam. Fully awake and realise that my aircon is like switched off and no door or window is open. Piang! Laid on the bed for like 10mins or so debating whether or not to on back my aircon (lazy!) , cos if I on-ed it back I'll probably just go back to sleep. But if i didnt on it i'll probably cont debating until suffocate.

Oh and when I finally bth-ed the no-ventilation and went to on the aircon the freaking alarm clock rang.

Time for work.

WTF! Feel like killing people. So not my day.

Work at TM today, had a auntie who quite got on my nerve. And a future school mate! Chun kiat I guess, calls himself CK. Finished quite early like 2 hours before scheduled.

Met kor, ate at LJS with Jie and him.. Gelare at E!hub! Cos it's tuesday again. Gelare's sucky waffle is at half-price. Watched Push, very nice the movie! Except that there's a lady name Kira in the movie. *frowns And that we missed the introduction of the show. Anyway the story plot is damn good! Many plotting around..

Then home, and kor went Aikido. yupps thats all!

Lousy english & vague details! So sorry im super hungry now and i want to eat! hah!

Random ; Random ; Random

2009-03-08T00:33:00.006+08:00

This, is motherfcuking painful can! okay i know I dont have a big ass rack like hers but can imagine the pain one lor! Horrifying!! Her tits must be made of iron..

NO i did NOT surf youtube for porns or breasts, I just hopped there from some random posts in Nuffnang. *roll eyes

Horrors aside,

Jie has finally blogged a decent post!! Very shocking LOL. She told me yesterday that she wanted to blog. Made me laugh from CS to MRT nonstop, cant even explain to her properly. Her recent posts were all like of 5 sentences. And she always procastinate about blogging. Saying she wanted to post but did not. The most hilarious one was when she said that she had something funny to post about but her next post was about the going-to-open new mall in Tampines.

Kuakua!

Anyway! THE WORLD'S BEST SISTER HAS BLOGGED! She even came over to my room specially just now to report to me that she has posted! LOL Although we live under the same roof and all, I'd always visited her blog hoping to be the first to comment mah. She dont give me the chance though. Blogging so rarely and little each time. Make me at a lost at what to comment sial!

Trying to blog without having to worry about offending people is impossible. You cant please everybody. So sad. But think it another way. You cant offend everybody!

Had a whole chunk of rubbish just now, but stupid blogger didnt save my draft so all the chunk is gone! So sad! My blog bug has like half running away liao.

Just signed up for Nuffnang ads. Personally I think it's fucking lame. The whole point of it is to get people to click on the ads to earn money. (In general cos I never read the website in detail). But there are so many blogs having the same Nuffnang ads everywhere, almost every blog has it. Who would like be so kind enough to click on every single one of them in every single blog? It's almost meaningless lohs. They didnt even state their fees can. But i shall just post it up since it seems like a good tracking device.

Oh and when I was filling the form I put Christianity as my religion! Shocking? Ok I shall admit. I've already accept Christ and yada yada~ But on the surface just let me be stubborn and continue to torment other christians on stupid questions like "If God is omnipotent, would he be able to create a rock so heavy that he himself cannot carry?" The answer is pretty simple.

"First, he create the rock that is impossible for him to carry at that present moment. Then he train himself til he got six packs and get stronger til he can carry the rock la!"

Bodohs! Think til so far. LOL I got that answer from watching naruto shippuden around EP 20+ . Dont slap me. :x

Now that I got your attention here, you can oh-so-kindly just move your cursor to the left and press! Thank you If no ads nvm

Moving on

Speaking of Christians, There's this fucking fat loser who had self-proclaimed that he's Jesus Christ. Florida somemore. Pastor Rony showed us the video on the last service since he was on the topic of the 7 trumpets thing thing.

He boldly proclaim himself as Jesus Christ and yet he cant walk on water. wth? I bet he'll drown. so fat! _l_ why this kinda people exist? He's lavished with all the branded stuffs somemore lorhs! Does jesus need all those branded nonsense? i dont think so cans! He was humble! roar! degrading!!

Clearly satanic!! 666 wth! Pissed off with all those no-brains following him like blinded. He's clearly satanic! Fat arse! wrapped up in his fatty twisted tissues, his brains must be all fats! yes he's fat and stop asking me why i'm highlighting him fat. He's just fat! fatty bonbon! Firstly claiming to be jesus christ now anti-christ. Subtlely meaning the second coming of Christ. FUCK! second cuming of satan! Wish he drowns soon!

Blehs. Okay i lost my blog bug ardy :( Feel like blogging about people i loath hoho. But its kinda insulting cos hate is an obession and I'M NOT OBSESSED WITH THEM! roar! So no I shall not blog about it til i can take better control of my grudges haha! Or i will just blog lah wth who cares anyway. Tml

Stupid blogger! I had a whole good page of insults for that fatty bonbon can! all gone! pissed!!!!

Ranting, like always

2009-03-06T18:39:00.009+08:00

I'm feeling lazy again..

wish I could remember what happened this week but my memory is failing me as usual. Shall just write some crap along the way luhs. And I if remember I shall repost it with the correct dates.

-reposted-
- - -
This is what had sparked up my long post of rantings.

While we were at Far east, Jie was thinking about attaching extensions. Of course, i secretly wish she went ahead with it. I even voiced that out aloud. Cos she she had extensions, it'll mean a whole new overdo for me.

I'll be able to get extensions and probably push the limits further for dye-ing my hair. But jie will probably get scolded real badly by dad. Being the older sibling sucks big time :x

Anyway jie didnt get extensions, she decided to ask mum first. Afterall mummy allow means most probably 99% daddy will allow too.

Conclusion, mummy didnt give us the Go-Ahead. I was damn pissed off that time. Not really cause im desperate for extensions but i cant believe that there are this narrow minded parents living. At least to the extend of my small knowledge of the world la.

Parents who dont allow coloured contacts, because he thinks that putting on coloured contacts would somehow miraculously give you the ability to see things. If that is so true, these coloured contact lenses would be a big hit with ghost-busters and god-know-who-else insteads of normal beings who wishes to look different from the other 6989827419274 singaporeans out there. (I wanted red contact lenses so dont accuse me of trying to act ang moh.)These very same parents are not superstitious. Very ironic.

I mean i respect their advice that not touching all those supernatural stuffs are better. I never join my friends for haunted house outings although I was tempted to. I never join all those weird summoning kinda groups. But i think i can safely draw a line with those and that of wearing coloured contact lenses right? where are all their basis to these? none! I just abide all of it just cause they are my parents. (along with some complaining and unsuccessful whining).

Parents who dont allow dyed hair simply cos. Just realised why. Daddy claims that the chemical from dye will harm my head. And I dont see why when i'm 21 maybe I'll have a stronger head that can withstand the chemicals? I highly doubt so. Might as well stop shampoo and whilst I'm at that I can stop using the water available from my house and go down to Bedok reservoir for a bath. (ok i'm being stupid here.) Have yet probe into the issue of extensions. But they'll probably give me the same freaking reason as they do all the time.

"when you're 21 and old enough to think for yourself, you can do whatever you want."

But by then I'll be OLD. OLD GODDAMNNIT.

Will I be able to fool around like i do now, NO.
Will I be able to enter bunk as old as I will be then, NO I probably dont even have the time for audition.

I'll be freaking busy in university or working. why on earth would I want to put on red contact lenses then?! To scare my boss out of his daylights so I can be boss? weak humor.

21 and old enough to think for myself, means I wont have the excuse of being a immature teenager who can fool around.

I'll be wear red lenses then (finally), and people who walks past me will go like, OMG SHE'S A FREAKING 21 ADULT AND STILL ACT LIKE A TEENAGER?! BHB!

I cant dye white-blonde / pink hair and have the luxury to hang around at bunk with audition-ers asking me.

Guy : Hey Dollfie, im at bunk too see, but I see a punk girl playing your character. So you're a girl or guy?

Me : girl, I just like playing guy characters can?

*after an hour of flirting*

Guy : How old are you?

Me : 21

Guy : OMFG YOU'RE SO OLD! still play audition!

*then proceeds to make a hasty exit while muttering something about old girls should be ban in bunk*

And oh, I cant continue wearing GLP clothes, although i dont have the financial capabilty to continue now but thats NOT the point.

*grits teeth and curse infintely

There are things you can do while in your teens, but there are limited things you can do when you reach 21.
for me, what i think is that there are things that you can do only when you're still a teenager. When i reach 21 i'll probably i have to take up a job or something. Not part-time lah bodoh full-time. How will it look on my resume if i have red eyes and blonde/pink hair. Not a good impression i must say.

Furthermore i'm a extremeist, much thanks to my dad since he was one too :D
The limits of being mature is freaking saddening for me lorhs! The things i consider fun, the things i consider far out, I wont be able to do them to the full extent.

Like GLP, another step i could take from this is cosplay. Which im freaking unable to, financially and how on earth can i cosplay without proper hair. i cant dye, and i hate wigs (too bad). so conclusion I had to drop cosplay, and im dropping GLP now.

BUT my dad dont seem to be allowing me to fully enjoy being a teenager until Im 21. And note this. my birthday is on 23 december. It'll be 1 week to the next year, and hooray im 22 after that 1 week. I feel damn old with all this counting. zz!

Imagine!

When im married and have a kid, maybe when my kid reaches his or her teens life they bound to be curious about their parents past de lah. I mean parents were young once surely they will be curious de mah!

My teenager kid : mummy, how was your teenager life like? Did you do anything interesting then?

Me : hmm, I got a fascination for japanese stuff then and was very interested in GLP fashion. I even wore waloli to my grad nite. Want to see the pics?

My teenager kid : ee, mummy never wear make-up of dye hair one?

Me : no, your grandpa didnt encourage mummy to wear make up then, and dye hair was a NO in his book.

*grits teeth to prevent vulagarities from escaping my mouth.

My teenager kid : huh.. then your teenage life must be very boring lorhs. no excitement one.

Me : ya lah! %$^&$#&$

I guess in years to come many kids would be saying the same thing about their parents. But a typical brainwashed singaporean would probably not answer as i did. rather they would be saying

TBS teenager kid : huh.. then your teenage life must be very boring lorhs. no excitement one.

TBS : no.. mummy's teenage life was very enriching! I learnt many things! ... Want me to tell you about Faraday's law? or ..

wth.

To end my hallucation conversation

My teenager kid : But daddy said when he first met mummy mummy got dye hair?

Me : yah that was after my teenage years mah, your grandpa want ppl 21 liao den can dye hair. If not why you think mummy is jobless? Lucky mummy find dao daddy this kind of rich guy!

No sense no logic, Not really. I have no idea why this post turn out to be so long lol. Seems that i crapped alot. Alot of incoherent stuffs. But there are still things that are not nonsense okay! And im hoping that i'll be able to dye hair soon. And maybe i will just do it lah. kp!

Oh and for those people who are about to run off printing my few-weeks old post about extensions and slap it into my face. Extensions now have a different method of attaching, which is like braiding and not medieval-old clipping!

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2009-03-04T19:22:00.003+08:00

Shopping with Jie 2 days before, at orchard. Gelare & Ajisan again, been pampering ourselves alot mans since the NTUC pay came. Far-east after that. Saw Jane, Kimhock, DJ and their friend there. First look I thot DJ was HJ sial, so just thnk god jie turned into the shop 1 sec before I saw DJ. So sorry! must have seem rude. I only recognise him by his *draws a horizontal line across fringe*, inside joke.

Walked abit more, didnt find the dress I wanted :( sad!

Jie was more enthu about shopping than i was. Surprising. I intro-ed the Enter-Shop-Must-Try rule, she abide. I ended not trying anything. *roll eyes BUT before that she was hesitant about everything. Which pisses me off la DUH.

Its hard to go shopping with someone who is uncertain of themselves, especially when they have a god-damn figure that ardy pisses you to no end, yet they think that its not enough. I would love to kill the person who made my sister to be such a no-confident ninny!

-Ranting continue on the 6th march post.

Has everyone's footing been quiet lately or my senses dulled? i could hear my sister's steps from 2 rooms away in the past. Now i couldnt hear her at all until i see her at my door and that nearly always give me a jumpstart & a heart attack. z! maybe i slept too much hehe, i'm becoming like pig!

Stocktake

2009-03-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

Jurong Point Harris which is located at Boon Lay...

Damnnit!

I live in Tampines and thats a good long hour plus ride from here to Boon Lay. Had to wake up at an unearthly time of 6AM. And jie never wake up on time, had nag at her like a 70 year old. Reached Harris on time though, stoned around waiting for Vanessa to reach. Stoned abit more waiting for briefing.

Got Julie for partner, the first half of work she was so focus, pulling out the books faster than I could scan them. Gradually our focus loosen and we both were falling asleep. By my 5th shelf I was just holding out the scanner (she positioned the book convieniently for me although she didnt have to, I was too lazy to move the scanner LOL ) repeating monotonenessly after her..

Julie : one
Me : one..
Julie : seven
Me : seven..
Julie : two
Me : two..

You get the general idea. Kinda stupid actually, I just repeated after her to double check. My attention span is short la okay! what can you expect from someone who has a average waking up time of 2PM! Thank godness Julie is a patient person.

Next stocktaking is at TM! happies dont have to wake up so early!! Have no idea why im smiling like i won a million bucks, but still. Waking up late is bliss mans! When school starts i wont have that privilege anymore :(

Medical checkup

2009-03-02T00:05:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8AM, I know. Its amazing! Out of house by 10.15 and reached Bedok at 10.30. wth I never knew the bus ride was so short! Stoned at Macs waiting for Liying. And she finally came~ like after 11.

I hate the weather, sorching hot! *roll eyes

Walked to SATA uttuman (weird name) clinic. So many people! like seriously many. Saw Jen & Gerald. Took a queue number 168! 40+ more to go, somemore the poly students registration NO AIRCON can! I was practically melting.. waited at the aircon-ed public room. Gerald told me I had to wait long..

Somemore poly students were required to take a urine test, and there were toilets specially catered for poly students ah, I could well imagine the guys giggling themselves silly over the test. I went in the girls toilet. WET CAN! Like honestly wet everywhere, nowhere to stand. And I dont really want to imagine what made it wet. *shudders

Liying then brought me to eat chicken rice at some way ulu place. I thought I knew Bedok well, apparently I was proven wrong.

Went back to SATA, my turn was ardy over, like it was 176 ardy. Cut queue :x Liying couldnt stay with me ardy cos she had work..And she kinda wasted her time waiting with me ah. Thank you liying !!

I was so lucky mans, the comp hung on me, the lady couldnt print my papers. She asked me to do the test first.
Then, some pig named Jie, was not even reaching yet even though she was suppose to pei me. Made me so pissed off cos SATA was at some ulu place and I have no idea how to direct her.

So when I was doing my physical test. I had one arm in the Blood pressure test thingy, and the other hand holding the phone and half-shouting to jie the directions. GUESS WHAT! I'm labeled high blood pressure of 92. Damnit! I got so pissed off that my blood pressure actually flew. *roll eyes
The nurse took my BP 3 times, then at the third time she was like "aiyah! BP high leh, dont want to help you take already 3 times already *laughs"
Freaking unlucky!! Cos they had just change shift on my turn and were all confused. They didnt return my papers, they tested me with the wrong colour blind test.
Took X-ray, so kuku. Had to wear some purple robes and strip the top. And we had to hug the machine!! The nurses were very funny, but disorganized ah, last consultation and I was free to go!

Went with Jie to Bugis, spent damn alot of moolahs can.... Ate Pastamania, brought remover and some ELF eye colour. I'm gonna try putting on fake eyelashes, play lah! I have yet want to become a bimbo. Went to find Liying at Legend, 3 shops can! :o Her sister can say succcessful le mans.

Bus-ed to Pasir Ris, went to Bong's house to take back discs cos Jie insisted that she miss the show badly and want to watch it. Should have seen her face when she got back the disc, and how it plummated when I told her GaoNing still wants to borrow the disc. HAHAHAHA.

Frantic

2009-03-01T13:12:00.007+08:00

Damnit!

I have only 9 more days to settle all my adminstration papers. And there are so many! All the forms are making me go crazy!! Still have to go for medical check up somemore. :(

Why cant they have a more specific instructions. Sure they have a step by step guide and whatsoever, then they go on and on about registration dateline, schedule of application period etc etc. Im so gonna bloody assume that they's all the same.

They dont even properly mention what's the eligibilty for the Tuition grant, (im a poor person lorhs) completely retard!!!!

Despite all I said, I understand what I need to do. Afterall, they are the retard ones not me. But I need to get my Singpass first. oh man! go queue with all the oldies again. The last time i went to queue, for 30mins I stood there, with all the oldies all around yakking & gossiping & trying to top each other by debating whose knowledge on the CPF schemes were better. *roll eyes. Oh and when I reach the counter they told me I had to queue another one to get my singpass. zzz. Im so stuck without my singpass. Lucky i live in Tampines and the CPF building is only a stone throw away. But im still lazy to go down. Maybe tml when I go with liying for Medical checkup.. Cant ask jie to go with me lol, she'll faint if she see me getting the shots. HAHAHAHAHA.

:(

I shall go play audition! Almost never fails to make me happy

Why cant Pasir Ris be named like Sir Paris, it'll be so much easier to type.

The baby panda is a hearthrob mans! 0.10 :D

Hell has no fury like a woman scorned

2009-02-27T02:06:00.007+08:00

Jie is trying preach god's word to kor! debating about the B.C & A.D so kuku! she's so noisy!! Keep wanna eat potato french fry :( and she's making a mess of my room. guess she couldnt sleep cause.. hmm.

Had a very fun debating session just now, although its kinda pointless. The debate got nowhere. Mundane!!

Training at popular was.. we both were late, among with 2 other guys. so funny. Played with the 2K PDA scanners, the instructors were nice. But kept forgetting everyone's name. Dominique or what his long name is, I think he rmbs me from the book fest! By face only though.

Apologies to Eileen aka nerddy. :( sorry! & some ITE people who might have saw my debate conversation. I dont belittle ITE people, there are great people there, it was just a moment-of-spur thing where i sounded as if I kan swae them. I dont! seriously.

Other than that, there's nothing for me to apologize for!

Nothing much nothing much~ Im gonna create a new blog http://rantingsground.blogspot.com/ BUT is restricted to only PEOPLE WHO HAVE A god-DAMN SENSE OF HUMOR. Boohoo~ you'll see posts like this.

Speaking of that, I've just went to play the long time no play game "WHO HAS THE BIGGEST BRAIN!" Muahaha

I got a big brain! And you the rest have microscopic ones!!
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Tada~ Macdonald later.

"If God is Omnipotent, would he be able to create a rock so heavy that he wouldnt be able to carry?"
Where's Nicholas huh! i wan ask you this! And maybe Pastor Rony too (:

@#%@^$#@?!

2009-02-25T02:33:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY INTERNET CONNECTION. It bloody goes on and off as it please, without caring that I am literally dying infront of the comp without my audition. So yupp! Bang my keyboard 6578 times, yell to the stupid linksys 7823times and cursed 675459 times. No avail. I actually slept my way through the whole day. Dinner was actually at 10.30 for the POH family today I'm amazed mans! I actually slept when the weather was so hot! Although it was raining.

As the result! i cant sleep now. And i have training tomorrow at jurong.. sian-ness!
Im guessing that i cant afford to sleep at this time, i'll probably wake up at 2 or something. Training actually starts at 2. What an unearthly time is that! :( Dont go on prattling about what sleep early yada yada cause i have enough of that preach at home.

Bless jie and mum though, after a good talk yesterday, they both had came into my room reminding me to sleep early. I did can! i tried AND attempted but its a no good! i took jie's advice

"You just off your comp and lie on the bed. Even if you flop around you'll eventually go to sleep de"

ya right, I literally flopped around my bed from 2 to 5 like some dead fish. CANT SLEEP CANS! i might as well played audi til i feel sleepy..

The bang yell curse part is a whole extravagant illusion. (:

why on earth is there a crow sound hidden in the song mans? starting to get on my nerves lol. ruined a nice song!!

Rantings (:

2009-02-24T13:36:00.005+08:00

I dont care who the fcuk i'll offend. Cos simply ya, i dont give a damn.

"MAke-up is not a bad things for girls.Yeah it will spoil your complextion if you applied it everyday.But if you got taking care of your face, your complextion won't get BUANG!!

MAke-up for a girl is an IMPORTANT tools.it able to make a ger looks more pretty.All gers do put on make-up, only those TOOT GER, butch, UGLY GER that duno how to doll herself up and wont put on make-up. "

No editing or whatsoever, original context taken from a self-proclaimed NERDDY.
*coughs
Nerds are like smart people right? like dilton or who. Nerds are always toots, but Toot people are not nesseccary always smart. If there are smart people who are not toots they wont be called/ or self proclaimed nerd right, they'll probably be the social butterflies.
That nerddy is slapping herself in her face, saying "oh I put on make-up but I'm ugly" And oh, she dont sound smart to me either. So I shall guess that the self-proclaimed Nerddy is a cover-up for her dumbness.
*roll eyes
I hate those people who says things like, girls who dont put make up are ugly. To hell with them, ~~mostly~~ all bimbos. On the other extreme, people who says Natural is good~ blah blah (which sadly includes my father). (so sad i cant say to hell with people like them too) Girls need make up to some extent.

But I find it freaking troublesome can, cos I'm not those kind of people who will bring bags out of house(lazy :x and because I tend to forget things) so touch up is almost impossible. And make ups wil run can! I have such a habit of rubbing my eyes when I'm bored, or un-consciously stroke my eyebrows. Cant imagine how many times I would have to run to the toilet to rub off everything.

Furthermore, girls with make up mostly get so conscious over their face and everything, they get bimbo-tic! somemore putting on make up I wont be able to run or go under the rain anymore :( and that would be very sad.

Maybe after entering poly or so, my view about this will change. This is so gonna depend on if my class have shuai people hahs!

Back on the day.

Was supposed to go out shopping today with jie, but didnt. sucks, ruins mood man. Instead we went to ITE with jie's friends to collect certificates. Saw huiyu there too. Ended up at Orchard anyway, with jie's friend. Dont enjoy the company much though, tense.
And the BWITCH (i invented the word myself! Its Bitch and Witch combined!) is like there.. Dont like h**. horseface. bleahs.
Phoebe was there also, she's so funny I always smile when I see her. Most of the time anyway.

Ate Gelare waffle at PS not very nice though, BUO's waffle is nicer! But Gelare's ice cream is nice!! sticky ice cream is hearts! haha

AND I FOUND Juicy Couture!! happies The stupid LV shop actually closes the entrance at 8.30, so we didnt get a chance to go in. Its so stupid like plain english stupid. They're so.. snob. Like a miniscale note at their window stating to prevent too many people entering and clogging up their precious store, the shop entrance will be closed from 8.30 and probably close like 9 or so.

Dont get people who tell me, "I dont think you should enter the store when you're wearing like that". My sis told me that like just now. Once when outing, my GFs wanted to enter Burberrys at Paragon. But were hesitant cos i-dunno their dressing? For heavens, they were wearing better than me! i was wearing my work clothes. I entered the shop, whilst my GFs ran like miles away. Is that common? why they hell would people care about how they dress while entering a branded store. Or maybe we need a branded bag just to even enter Paragon or Takashimaya. ohkay given maybe others see us as, poor people~ cant afford to buy anything or whatsoever. But who the hell will know, I dont have the word "POOR" stamped on my forehead do I?

*runs to check mirror*

Nope I dont *sighs in relief. Rich people dont wear normal clothes like me? Down-to-earth people will cans, the rest all bimbos! Then again I think its because I dont give much damn about those branded stuffs thats why I dont feel embarassed. So much to learn manzxzxz..

Monday blues

2009-02-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

have anyone brought Teens?
if not, i shall warn u guys not to buy manzxz. This month's issue is terrible!

Horrors of all horrors, On page 19, 20, 21 of the mag, there is this pic of Dawn Yang (whom i hate very very very very very very very very very very ... ... x624279278237 much) boos~ horrifying! a ubber fat ugly whore(not to mention plastic) right there, at least a 6 photos. yucks! i braved myself to snip off the 3 pages but alas! i couldnt snip off her plastic face so.. ya.

No sense LOL. bottom line i loathe dawn yang.

Sakae with jie just now. stuffed to the max! no hotake somemore, waste money!(jie's money)

Randomness

2009-02-22T00:49:00.004+08:00

Very long overdued photos.

christmas.

jie & phoebe, ard CNY time.

Retardness, up to you to decide which photo this caption is for.

Simply cant resist. "jie being retarded as always"

I seems to be using retard alot these days. It just sounds funny.
Got my NYP enrolment package but i dont freaking understand it mans. so complicated. The notebook fair i saw was ridiculous! it dont even have the lappy i want. Dont even have NEC lappy. piss off mans!!
Nothing to blog today. sadly. since im in such a bloody sacarstic mood now.

Oh remembered some.

Today, when i was bathing, my neighbour's phone kept ringing off the hook. WHICH IS SO FREAKING IRRITATING! do they have phones all over the house? cos the way my neighbour's house was structured their kitchen was the nearest to us. who fcuking hell keep their phone in the kitchen. anyway i kept on cursing til the phone stopped ringing. thankgod.

Why are mermaids named mermaids and the guys called mermans? why not merservants? huh huh? why?
its insulting to females!

Today's service was quite nice. About the significance of the Cross. Pastor Rony Tan's son, Pacer Tan held the service. He reminds me of winston man, keep walking around the stage while giving speech. Bet he gave the camera man a hard time! Wondered if Pacer was a devoted christian but also an ah beng with spike hair would his father allowed him to be a pastor? Omg i wished man. Pacer is like the youngest pastor i ever saw(?) Too bad he got a total guai kia look. :( are there any rich ah bengs around? sadly i dont think so. even if there is they're probably all sucked dry by lan shops le.

This is simply (YOW), what happened to the first Harry potter EP where.
wait. let me dig out my Happy Potter books. ugh! no good mans its buried by all my Archies.
anyway in the first EP there was something like a dangerous plant hating warmth and light, Hermione says "i cant find any wood!" to make a fire kinda thing. And Ron bellows something like "YOUR ARE A WITCH!" followed by "No wood, honestly" iyah whatever shyt kay. wait til i find the stupid book.

oh wait, someone would have to lend me a shovel.

anyway why the heck are they using Bunsen burners?! *horrified. and the cauldrons are so small!!
The pic is from Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince movie, i predict its gonna suck. And i will have alot to complain about. *roll eyes. July July.

Dont fucking test my tolerence. Just because I keep my mouth shut from mocking along with the rest of the people doesnt mean i cant be insultful. (if there is ever such a word)
ughs whatever, im gonna play audition ardy.

To jun GF :D
counted! and wth thats no secret manzxzx! i know you miss me LOL. hahs poor JC people :p must balance ah dont over stress! tell that to GN too or you too gonna become yea!

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2009-02-21T03:30:00.003+08:00

Its saturday! but my mind is still stuck at friday. *laugh.
its 3.30 afterall. still friday to me. anyway. bleach & naruto out again! so zz must wait every week. was desperately looking for newly uploaded manga. some hentai website so qian bian la. they dare put their title as the newly EP manga name. fall into some of them. lots of stuffs
*cough anway. feel like killing them. so irritating can! its like trying to uncover gold and finding dung. bleahs.

debit card arrived! yays :D happy happy. now i can use paypal. hoho.

later later~ comments later also so sorry

edited
just came back from dinner with family went to some ubi place. private building(?) there's a 3G lounge inside too. forgot the name le. didnt caught the mood quite well. sang 2x 千里之外 cause the first time they played a fei yu qing onli mtv. i simply cant stare at a old man singing mans! (sorry fei yu qing, you're not as handsome as Jay Chou) 带我走 by rainie is very nice! im gonna jio people to go Kbox ardy

the next family outing will be planned by me! we shall go Escape! *nods in agreement

Today is not a good day. :( i felt so blur and careless.
Debit card needs to be activated, i rushed down in the morning/afternoon to open mailbox to get my card. Then went down with mummy to find a ATM to activate it.

First time, didnt bring letter along, so didnt know what to do with the debit card & ATM. furthermore i didnt bring my phone along. so. cursed myself and went back home from TM to bring letter down.

Second time, didnt feel like walking down to the mall, climb the overhead bridge at bus stop to reach ATM. this time, didnt bring along my ATM card. i didnt realise i need to have my ATM card along with my debit. curse myself again for not bringing phone and went back home again.

Third time, didnt bring phone again. crossed the park, climbed the bridge again, to realise that i had 2 ATM card and i only brought one. i completely forgotten that i had 2 ATM card. curse myself again for acting like a sotong. but thankfully i brought the right ATM card.

zz ah i activated my card in the end. daddy laughed at me for being so careless. laughed even more when mummy came back from the night market. cos she paid for a Bonsai and forgotten to bring her bonsai home. kuku family *shakes head.

is it really impossible to earn money through internet marketing?

:(

2009-02-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

editing blogskin again. jie has changed URL. i shall link her! heh hehs.
not much.. cept tml going out to eat sakae with leric kor :D his treat! hahs! im broke. but seriously im so sick of japanese sushi lorhs! new year dunno eat 6435645643 time le.

oh and i've imported my post from my other blog. so happy! hahahaha. the earlier post were all shyt lame kinda writing. yupps. kinda shows how my style and writing change over the years. gonna cont renovating :D
can see how busy i am?! like i dont even have the time to go photobucket to put up rabbit pics. yupp veri busy..

Its wednesday.. again

2009-02-18T12:17:00.001+08:00

time passed so fast. again. as usual. oh wait, maybe fly is not the word. Jet maybe.
one year ago, i'll be still in school, wednesday is P.E day(?) pardon me if wrong. anyways. its just so fast. i miss school so much. but high school is over, it wont come back. i regret playing truant so much, i regret wasting my youth sleeping in class, i regret not playing the role of a student i should have been.

Enough of regrets, it'll turn super boring!

Many people see me getting 20 for my L1R5 as.. how should i put it. death penalty maybe. yupp, 20 is a very high score for my class, it certainly is not what my friends expect of me. at least thats what jun's expectation of me was. my goal was 9points. but i got 20. a whole 2x plus 2 more. still, i could have went JC if i insisted, maybe not MJC lah, but still, i proved my teacher wrong (: she said i would not be able to get a score to get in JC. overall, for a student who skipped so many classes in senior year, a student who in the past couldnt stand being in a school for more than 8 hours, who rushed home immediately just to change out of her mudane school U to go out for fun and all. i think 20 suits me fine. At least i got into a course i want. thats good enough for me. Banking & finance Its the best i deserve.

Why TP dont have banking & finance!! *grumbles or i'm sure to get in TP. :(

Now the only problem is my wardrobe i only have 1 decent normal outfit. zzz. went to TBC today to apply for stocktaking job, at popular. the pay will only come at May. man how am i gonna survive z! i need $ for lappy too! anyone have lobang? other than NTUC..

*snores

2009-02-16T02:40:00.002+08:00

im so tired! been attempting to rip shred copy html codes and piecing them back to make a blogskin. so kuku cans! this is the best for my lvl ardy so no comments! then again i dont care what you gonna say anyway. oh and i've lost the original creator's webbie LOL nvm the creator shall be me! i did alot of work cans.

omg im so lazy to update. shall do it later. itching to go audi :D
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just came back from changi airport went there with mummy and jiejie, daddy fetched us there before going for work. im so lazy to dress up these days. but managed to crawl into my most b/w stuffs, i even brought shinsou out today
nothing much, so sians twice there within 7days. T2 first, so empty!
stopped at killiney's for coffee, eggs and toast. i wanted kaya toast, but somehow the words that came out from my mouth was.. "koyak toast" bodoh! walked abit, sky train-ed to T2, stopped at Wang's for Laksa. felt like glutton but i was so hungry! carsick easily these few days.
walked abit more, jie saw Gucci shop in the departure hall lol. debated our chances of getting in there.. presently very slim though. Mummy wants to go Hokkaido, jie wants to go Italy, Harujuku for me! 10k! i shall try my best to earn it.
went to NTUC -__- jie wants to buy kiwi for random reasons, mummy was looking at some ornaments but accidentally broke one of the parrot ornaments. so kuku! but it was funny now that i think of it. i iddnt want to follow mummy into the oraments section cos im afraid shinsou will knock the fragile things off if i turn suddenly. (shinsou is my bunny bag), i even told mum. but ended up... so irony!

ate at the foodcourt. okok! i know.. eat again lol.

shopped abit at minitoons and nearby shops. then there was this colouring thingy outside the watch shop. so fun can! make masterpieces :D even mummy played/entertained us abit. i even made her sign her "masterpiece"

"Be kind to your children, they are the ones choosing your nursing home" - not applied to Poh family.

Sumanai otousan

2009-02-15T23:54:00.010+08:00

Tertiary Students can enjoy travel concession privileges with the Tertiary Concession card through the use of monthly concession passes such as the Bus Concession Pass, the Train Concession Pass and the Hybrid Concession Pass

Adult fares will be deducted from the Tertiary Student Concession card if it is
Not encoded with an BCP/HCP when used on buses
Encoded with an BCP/HCP but used on Express, Night, Sentosa and CSS services
Not encoded with an TCP/HCP when used on the MRT and LRT
Encoded with an TCP/HCP but used for the fifth MRT/LRT ride onwards
The Concession card can also be topped-up with a minimum travel value for use on the buses and trains should you decide not to purchase a concession pass. Normal adult fares will be deducted.
so basically its no diff from carrying a normal ezlink right. wtf-tarts! its only good if applied with concession? fcuktarts!

I didnt get my phone, complications. think its better this way, since I have til March to decide which phone I really want. there's not much eye catching phone around lehs. somemore phones are evolving into touch screen which totally piss me off. I would have loved F480 if its from Nokia!! Im over dependent on nokia's software. other software will kill my poor brain. I shall take my time. unwittedly hurt daddy today, stupid sacarstic comments that escaped through my teeth before I knew it. I wasnt looking forward to get the new phone, so it kinda rub off him and he knew. no one's fault though. just that Nokia's deisgn team sucks badly in comparison to samsung's. yupp. when we didnt get the phone cause the queue was too long and it was obvious we would be late for church if I insisted on waiting, it wasnt disappointment that filled me. i felt more irritation cos i had to rush earlier to go queue first and all, waited an hour just to find out that because of church i had to miss the queue.
and also i spent hours convincing myself that F480 is THE phone i want, hours of surfing through websites and forum for other phones. though I must say this F480 is the best candidate of all. i still love my Nokia 6280 best
didnt attend church, didnt feel like joining parents cos i was pissed, and jie was attending the children class, sparklight (so befit her age) shopped at the neighbouring outlets. Retail therepy-ed myself, brought magazines, comic and an adventure book. shopped at the furniture shop, thot of buying a bookcase. went back to church in time for parents to come out.

Jie was being ---------- today lorhs. *irritants* attending church weekly and never knew that there a a KFC outlet nearby, I felt like boxing her face. parents and me went there nearby for dinner. jie called me
Jie : 我好了, where you all?
Me : we're at the kopitiam near KFC.
Jie : KFC? where got KFC?!
*heated arguement* finally ended when she knew the place as the "kopitiam got pancake one".
5mins later, called me again.
Jie : ehhs i just come out of church, where's that KFC huh?
Me : are you trying to act stupid?

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do you know how stupid cheeno people can be? the only thing good about them is that they make good jokes.
as you guys should know, jie opens her own Blogshop and if you dont know you should DIE. she's in contact with these cheeno people, asking for rates and everything.
These Cheeno people, with 0 knowledge of english, tried to communicate with direct translated english-chinese-english. meaning they just copy paste word for word from the translation itself.

Cheeno : "yes, we do supply to alien countries"

fishcakes right! its so ridiculous its hysteric! i must have dropped dead laughing when jie told me about this. she was asking if the supplier do transactions with singaporeans not. stupid reply.

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zz uncle had a big fight with his cheeno-dont-know-what , not wife. maybe GF? whichever lah i dont like her orgin and her big butt anyway. my uncle ditched his ex-wife(?) for this china fcuktart lorhs. although i had never been able to communicate with the ex wife who speaks hokkien, no comments lah but. zz china people. eew. i know this is not a topic me(kids) should poke into BUT I DONT LIKE HER! anyway because of the fight, uncle is planning to move to our house again.. my room somemore... they love to fight verbally man, threatening to move over every few weeks.

or maybe my parents bribe my uncle to do it, just to make sure that my room is clean up every once in awhile.. very likely! *nods to myself in pure self entertainment
i shall not pack! i'll leave it as a pig sty so when uncle comes over he'll be begging to take the living room instead of mine *evil laugh

anyway the last 2 times my uncle wants to move over, he didnt anyway cos somehow the woman gave in or something. whatever larhs! im sick of entertaining that two. once i was in a midst in moving our comps into our bedroom to clear the study room for uncle to come over. waste my youth. he didnt even move over. called an hour later saying "everything is fine~"

Happy Valentine!

2009-02-14T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hearts Hearts (:

i just realise, the place i got my red hair extensions uses CHINA PEOPLE HAIR! (hair from china). same meaning right? so ya! its so disgusting! im gonna isolate my red hair extension mans! yucks! im super bias against cheeno ppl lorhs. bth them. singapore dont seem like singapore anymore. even the kopitiams all full of cheenos. *rants on and on. why do people spend hundreds of moolah to put on a whole head of extensions anyway, (mine is just a small bunch of highlight so no count no count!). can you like imagine a romantic scene when your stead runs his hand down your hair and gets his hair tangled to all your extensions, so embarassing! it'll be super hillarious when 2 people scurries down to a salon to untangle all of it. or better yet, to run his hand down your hair and receive a handful of hair.

spent V day with jie and kor we were late (again) as usual. from 12 push to 1 then arrive at 1.50, all thanks to jie. got chocolate from kor and a Vday cookie loli for jie. met-up at swensens, saw people who i dont want to see and didnt see erzi. anyway i think all of us were full. only ordered coit tower, jie ordered salad and kor sticky chewy chocolate sundae. hahs. walked night market abit.. nothing to see though. back to pizza hut to get the Vday pizza for daddy and mummy that bit of plan was a little ruin though. no qi fen haha!
watch abit of show. then kor left. went to changi airport to have dinner. both jie and me eyed on a cute guy working there LOL. same taste. B.U.O and back home.
I HATE CHINA PEOPLE. we took bus home from the airport and this kuku china guy was the bus captain. he dont even know his job well can. kp me. $#&$#&#!? hate them. zZzzz held up the whole bus can.

gonna get new phone soon :D F480? i dont have any perference anyway.. bleach 345 is out!! now i can happily die in peace. NOT. i still want to see the fight heh hehs human rmb~

written on the 15, dated on 14.

bleach

2009-02-13T15:59:00.006+08:00

cute right?! i think yijun will love this lol.
xiaxue is a awesome entertainer! - "if you whine and/or act cute and still dont get what you want, cry"

anyway i cant wait for bleach 345 to be out man!! isnt it like time for the manga to come out ardy? *annoyed! i wanna see the manga for myself :( not spoilers.. arghs! i cant stand the anticipation at all!! i waited since.. since i woke up ohkays! thats 2pm and i've been waiting for 4 freaking hours ardy!!!
bth see spoilers. Ulquiorra release is a bat! hahaha not in any of my imagination. im kinda imagining him liking Inoue. his name is so hard to spell anyway, had to copy paste.

"I suppose once Ichi-nii releases the nine tailed demon fox within him, he'll use his gomu-gomu no 5th gear final attack while on Bankai with his hollow mask on... that should beat Jack Bauer once and for all" "Ulquiorra goes batman!"
and no i dont understand jap characters, and i dont have that horrible looking green table like that in my room either AND my phone camera images are in much worst quality than that. forgot where i got that from though. maybe adc-distro, or bleach7 or bleachforums or i duno la. whichever. shall attempt to finish packing my room today. i cant believe it lorhs, i try packing up and end up messing up my room even more. there's hardly space to walk around.
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i still cant wait to see the manga!!!!! *whine to pikachu. zz its pissing me off. i could grapple forever about this. cant even pack the room as i was suppose to today. waiting for the manga the whole day. i cant leave my comp for 5mins not itching about it. even audition cant satisfy my itch! came out after 15mins to check for updates, F5-ing at every possible manga release web.

im living in a pig sty! literally. yet it clutters with things i dont want. i want more stuffs! humans are NEVER satisfy one lorhs! and im human so its normal! cant wait to see my GFs, liying and jess. must plan outing ardy. with godfamily & dad secondary school friends children. i want to go out! out of singapore too!

*happily imagining at Harajuku where i can continue resume my GD title*

i want to go genting too :( although im too old to play most of the games now. i wanna play the spinning teacups. use to VS with godfamily for the fastest spin. anyway the last time i played was.. Pri4 and i rmb that i spun so fast that i knock my head hard on the handle love their motion master too,

Malaca also! the slides and pool there were wonderful! super tall long slides that puts wild wild wet to shame. bet jie forgot that place ardy. daddy brought us there in celebration to mummy's birthday and his new car the hotel rooms are of 2 storey! super long curtains :D and a tv that is miraculously able to tune into CartoonNetwork spiral staircase. i could still remember the bathroom was grand and perfect, (toilet seat was warm) all but a stupid long-legged spider that was whacked to death by daddy.

enough of dreaming. didnt go for jog again today :/ ughs.. duno what to do now. anyway the song is so hearts hearts

today is FRIDAY the 13th, which jie so kindly reminded me -__-" THATS SO WHY BLEACH345 IS NOT OUT YET! ROARS!! unlucky arse.. *grumbles. anyone who got more unlucky than me must have been in no condition to go out tml for valentine day *evil crackles. guys who decides to ask girls to go out today in the last min will suffer horrible replies! LOL

bleah

2009-02-12T14:16:00.004+08:00

wonder when will guys learn that decent girls dont like come-ons. decent girls means not sluts, despos, ahlians and people that got fcuked and ditched(of course). Thankfully i've not falled to any of that standard. anyway. guys who tries hitting on me before knowing me first are ALL BLACKLISTED AND CROSSED OUT OF MY BOOK. you people know who you are and i reckon i got a pretty good list. or u dont even know me well enough to know my blog. it so irritating lorhs! singapore lack decent guys :( or guys with brains. either way lahs.

oh. maybe its because the people i hang around with previously were those kinda people so.. doesnt include my gfs though since i didnt quite hang around with them that well. anyway is internet people lahs. bad people
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swimming yesterday was fun! hug the slides. lol, and the jacuzzi. jie got the worst tan line among us haha. charcoal black chaoda! no cute guys though. nothing to see then lunch at Ramen-ten. not nice one can. i prefer ajisan.
miss alot of people. GFs, pop peeps and abalone lesbians!

NTUC not

2009-02-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

im outta NTUC (: although sadly i picked up very fast. some **** policy in NTU C states that sisters cannot work in the same department of the same store. so kuku! seems that the person who interviewed us did not realize that we were sisters and allowed us to work for 3 days before she was enlightened. zzz. out of job again~ abit sad, but abit happy la cos there the cashier there no shuai ge :x nothing to see. somemore i ran out of clothes to wear for work LOL. everyday giordano tee thats like my onli normal tee in my entire wardrobe. the rest doesnt fit working.

man! why cant god create money trees, or occasionally drop some money from the sky. (in thousand bills of course) i need money :( never enough. i wanna buy a camera, printer, lappy, DSlite, Wii, a new wardrobe, ......... . hoping i wont get scam in the coming days. cant say much here. stupid debit card has NOT arrive! jie's card came this afternoon and mine is still somewhere else...

last day of work jie and me attend was the day we tendered our resignation. kinda lame actually since we only worked 3 days. saw 2 Ngee Ann guys standing in the office too. first thought was like, applying for job huh? too bad im resigning LOL. although 1 is bangala.. but think again the bangala boi was in short pants. cant be of age to apply for work right. turned out that they were caught for stealing blah blah blah. the other boi's father came with a small girl and slap his son right in the face cans! even the spects flew out lorhs. so pain!! then #%^$#^$#^%$%##%?!, sounded to me as if the father was thinking why his son was so stupid to get caught red handed. lucky daddy is not those kinda dad or else 3 years ago i would be spotting a baboon face..

swimming tml hehes!

i am feeling IKEA-ish

2009-02-07T03:26:00.003+08:00

heh hehs! my room smells like IKEA!! ikea everything! wardrobe, table, stool , boxes & mirror however my room is still in a big mess. hope everything went well for my GFs in JC. i think they very busy can, so busy til didnt even reply my sms on monday. shall try smsing them later to ask how's their week in school.

it was Joelyn's birthday like, 2 days ago. oldie yay can call her oldie liao! hohohoho~ im so happy manzxzxz!! same age! *point point whenever i speak or think of my this god family i feel damn guilty. i never wished or remember any of their birthdays for all the past years. not even once, didnt even ask can. yet every year god-dad will give us ang paos for our birthdays and sometimes presents. how paiseh now that i think of it. yet almost the 6 years in primary school, all december holidays we were out holidaying and it was always planned around my birthdays. (the ultimate reason why my birthday cakes are always log cakes though) and i had never tried to communicate well with them either. so can, they used to call me "Joey jiejie" i miss those times. but now they dont. :( cant believe i treated my so-call gans(not including dennis kor) better then i treat my real god family. arghs bang wall. i know the respect is all gone between us, but im trying to earn it back. at least if it all fails at least i tried.

Daddy's mentallity is rubbing of me like father like daughter abit abit. bai nianing this year was not fun at all. i feel fake, i saw fake smiles in almost all the houses i went to and i had to mirrored all the fake smiles. thanks to all the boredoom i have finally catagorize most of my so call relatives.
1. Relatives i see a few times a year
2. Relatives i see ONCE a year
3. Relatives i dont see at all
stupid right. i only enjoyed visiting God family, Aunt Jane & Aunt Ying's houses. the rest were like standard tape recorded "oh hello! xing nian kuai le" *fake smile *sit down on the couch and start eating whatever is on the table kinda silent show. none of the GRP2 ppl got my age correct. then after 1 or 2 hours of these its ang pao time *give angpao *another fake smile. zzz seriously i really dont care for these angpaos. so fake!

working in NTUC is.. stupid. hope my debit card finally come so i can use paypal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!im gonna change my wardrobe back to normal. no more jap. :3

Bored ; あきあき; 闷

2009-02-02T18:36:00.003+08:00

I AM BORED! bored stiff!!!!

im so bored staying at home, i miss school so much & my pocket is gaping a super big hole right now. there is no one to go out with now... not that i have the money to go out. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. i still want to go out! i want to go out and shop, go out and jog, go out and bunk, go watch "the wedding of the year". BUT Ms menses had to chose this time to pop into my house today to visit me. and to top it off, she brought CRAMP along. aisi-eh.
even audition cant satisfy my boredness lorhs, playing audi just now. sudden cramp hai wo miss CFM. malu can! 70k lehs! fly away

starting work on friday ,
hope to get my debit card by 2 weeks,
buying my furnitures soon!

gerald: oh man! i'll be taking 72 :D:D

PS-su

2009-02-01T03:12:00.002+08:00

ps: i got to nanyang poly! happies (: but now i'm schoolmates with Joel LOL.

Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T15:13:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year~ belated.

i seriously cant be arse to blog, even more arse to put up pics cos it lags like anyways this is gonna be words galore.

24th
mummy took off to go church with all of us. its a big day for jie Baptist! now she could reli use her christian name Jorina. no diff actually since i always "jiejie" here and there. went to celebrate abit after the session.
116 people had claimed the Lord to be their saviour and blah blah blah at LightHouse!! quite something to shout about.
went to Bedok to buy cny stuffs. saw Iqbal junior there and Roy at sheng song. didnt see Jaclyn though

CNY
no excitement in the air lehs! all worn out during work. i wore my waloli, which is a kimono, short and lolita style. and one insufferable arse actually wondered aloud if im from china like WTF, greatest insult of ALL insults. (ps: china people in TMS are great) went to daddy's family side relatives before heading to aunt jane's house. AhBoi korkor invited us to play his Wii. haha so fun! initially i didnt dare to play, afraid of humilating myself. so jie and him played some bunny game. had us in stitches, so funny. especially the cinema game. korkor won of cos. the one time he persuaded me to try playing i whacked jie hard on her knee. so malu-ating!! but i kept winning after that. i actually persuaded daddy to play the cinema game . funnies.
Duagu's house next, and nothing much. gambling blah blah.
2nd day, bathed and waited for God family to visit! played blackjack with Joel, Joelyn and Joven! won abit :x forgot to return them money. den taiti, and they explored our rooms. then crowd abit at jie's comp. time passed so fast! soon they had to leave for their DuaYi's house. we went to Aunt ying's house. ate there and watched JayChou & evans almighty(?) veri funny when he part the soup in the small diner. uncle suggested singing Karaoke so.. went to Kbox next at hougang plaza~ cousin paid the bill lorhs! gold credit card with a bill of 200++ . stupid kbox. but it was fun~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
home for mahjiong!! i lost of cos, to daddy and mummy. by alot can! roars.

and thats all! muahaha i think i got.. alot of ang paos! and alot of money!! yay yay!! but i haven seen kor for a long long time. and my gfs, and the pop peeps!!

i got my pay check from the abalone thingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muacks! 245 moolahs!

2009-01-25T16:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year eve :D

im ubber lazy to blog so sorry. playing audition xD created another boi account MrDollfie (:
and thnks jie for helping me to have confidence to chance 6~

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anyways~ outing with GFs on thursday!! hearts hearts

Malaysia

2009-01-20T13:26:00.004+08:00

Malaysia~! like last week or last LAST week. couldnt rmb. borrowed god'father's car and jie drove it. her skills are exceptional ardy, considering its her second time on the road. i was able to sleep peacefully at the back.

just blog to complain about the "gothic/lolita/punk" clothes in malaysia. TMD! like and not like can. its like imitate but dont look like any GLP stuff can! i got so pissed off. these m'sia designers are pathetic! they can put lace and crosses on a same outfit. its a total insult can! regret not taking the pics man! laces are like wholely for lolita sweet ass looking, and crosses and upside-down crosses are for punk. mixing it up is like. duno what crap-shyt they churn up la!!

ohkays thats all :D lols.