Um something is wrong with my blogger again. So irritating what's wrong with this thing. wanted to upload pics de. Guess I cant now.

today is quite an impt day for Daddy. Wish I could tell GFs, but as much as I like to deny it. We have definately drifted apart. As in, under all the humongous load of workshyt, we never have time to meet and timings were never cordinated. What makes me even more sadded is we cant even celebrate Bong's birthday. Maybe I can make this clear uh, for my birthday, 23rd for family/kor, if there is a possible decent time GFs comes next on the actual day. Poly peeps the day before or after. Yea.

My humongous workpile is like, if ever possible, shrunk by an inch :D finito with econs presentation and report. Next will be EWS's, then comes exam. Nowadays I dont have time to do anything else. OKOK I admit I was at facebook. Stoning abit, chat abit. No blogging. So you can see~ No posts~ I forgot to include twitter in. I'm actually using twitter alot now. Since it's directly linked to my fb status. (Jun babe please make a fb acc)

Sorry to family. I never attend church for like 826489123y481 weeks already, partly cos the favourite part of the bible is preached finish and I aint interested. And another is I had projects in and out, last sunday I actually slept through the evening. So it's a no go also. Then I couldnt go for alot of family outings, cos of meeting meeting meetings. POM was actually the worst cos I had to sacrifice my weekends, for a week. iya, jiu shi alot of projects.

For econs, I acutally ton for 3 nights, 2 hours of sleep in between. And now im down with fever. Haha maybe tml I cant even get through the screening and asked to go back home. Econs was, well let's just put it that at least we werent the worst group. Eng chee is so weird can, so diff when he's in a meeting and out of meeting. Siao one. Scary somemore. I screwed up the presentation :2

Sorry to Kor, I feel we have distanced quite alot since all my uncompleted work rained on me, like we used to go out so often in a week and now it's like a fortnight once. At least nowadays there is aikido. Not like we can talk much uh haha, teaching styles changed. If it kept to last time's style I could prob have alot of chance to talk in class hahahaha! Yea hope to make it up to you kor! Holidays. Bo bian. Still have kbox to go! So sorry nowadays so busy that I cant even catch up with anyone. It's so hard, and after kor enrol into school it'll probably be even worse. Duno what's wrong with me LOL. I can fb but I cant chat abit more. Tsk I'm a terrible sister.


Poly is so scary. It's work after work after work after work after work after work and after more work and you can imagine the list goes on. I'm so worn out, drained. I jsut wish time to stop where it is. Give me a break, give me some space to breathe. The struggle for excellent work here is like. Suffocating me? I'm getting Bs recently, and I know pretty well it's not gonna bring me to uni. But I still want to play. I still want to fool around, like a normal teenager. Dad is so right. You can play like your friends but you dont know when you're still fooling around at home they're mugging their butts off. Something in that context uh.

Hais, really need to mug, but where to find the time? Fridays and tuesdays are down. Ugh thinking of this makes my head whirl. Exams are less than a month away. So nervous. My body is already failing, I actually cramped 3 times while shopping just now. I have never cramp in my foot before and now it's thrice in a go. Something is awfully wrong and I dont wish to know what went wrong.

Fb quizzes are so unaccu, I might die early instead of living to 100+ (piff~ who wants to live that long anyway. Wrinkles bah!)

GFs, I miss you babes like heck. One day is prob not enough to update you guys on everything. prob need 2 weeks? But I know myself well, my mind goes blank when I see you guys and all I can think of is how happy I am to see you guys again whenever I meet up with you all. Although it doesnt show on my face haha. Instinct is to hide my emotions with a solemn expression.

Ok I suck in expressing myself.

Moving on. Alot of people know I shi lian ardy haha! My dan lian. Yea it failed. I'm giving up. So sian uh hahah! Jenice knows best, most and everything. Im glad there is someone I can confess and open up with, not the rest cant, just they are not facing the same prob. uh. Yea mum's the word. Of cos my dearest 2 siblings know of my problem also. <3 I feel stupid that.. it's not GF's who I can talk to. Not that Im there for them uh. I FEEL TERRIBLE. But there is nothing cos, we're on differnt FMs now and.. Just cant communicate you know. tsk.

Im just going to thank God that my class has alot of nice people, especially my table of people. Yea, and some others. Just hoep there is more bonding bah. (:

Feeling really awful now. Gonna finish up tutorial and sleep. Umm. Thnks jun babe, I will cut down on vulgars and be more femalish :P but will that be me?

P/S : Hi Adzizul.
P/P/S : I rarely say this, love family.
P/P/P/S : Even more rare, love kor.
P/P/P/P/S : Not too rare, love GFs.
P/P/P/P/P/S : Words cant express my feelings now.
P/P/P/P/P/P/S : I just noticed my previous html didnt include Eunice's link, so ps! And my twitter is gone GRRRR!
P/P/P/P/P/P/S : I could start a new para with all this sentences LOL