heh hehs! my room smells like IKEA!! ikea everything! wardrobe, table, stool , boxes & mirror however my room is still in a big mess. hope everything went well for my GFs in JC. i think they very busy can, so busy til didnt even reply my sms on monday. shall try smsing them later to ask how's their week in school.

it was Joelyn's birthday like, 2 days ago. oldie yay can call her oldie liao! hohohoho~ im so happy manzxzxz!! same age! *point point whenever i speak or think of my this god family i feel damn guilty. i never wished or remember any of their birthdays for all the past years. not even once, didnt even ask can. yet every year god-dad will give us ang paos for our birthdays and sometimes presents. how paiseh now that i think of it. yet almost the 6 years in primary school, all december holidays we were out holidaying and it was always planned around my birthdays. (the ultimate reason why my birthday cakes are always log cakes though) and i had never tried to communicate well with them either. so can, they used to call me "Joey jiejie" i miss those times. but now they dont. :( cant believe i treated my so-call gans(not including dennis kor) better then i treat my real god family. arghs bang wall. i know the respect is all gone between us, but im trying to earn it back. at least if it all fails at least i tried.

Daddy's mentallity is rubbing of me like father like daughter abit abit. bai nianing this year was not fun at all. i feel fake, i saw fake smiles in almost all the houses i went to and i had to mirrored all the fake smiles. thanks to all the boredoom i have finally catagorize most of my so call relatives.
1. Relatives i see a few times a year
2. Relatives i see ONCE a year
3. Relatives i dont see at all
stupid right. i only enjoyed visiting God family, Aunt Jane & Aunt Ying's houses. the rest were like standard tape recorded "oh hello! xing nian kuai le" *fake smile *sit down on the couch and start eating whatever is on the table kinda silent show. none of the GRP2 ppl got my age correct. then after 1 or 2 hours of these its ang pao time *give angpao *another fake smile. zzz seriously i really dont care for these angpaos. so fake!

working in NTUC is.. stupid. hope my debit card finally come so i can use paypal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!im gonna change my wardrobe back to normal. no more jap. :3