BACK FROM half MIA-ING~
got lots to say O.







- family

# Daddy :
Sorry to make dad so upset so many times in these few years, handling 2 teenage girls weren't easy, especially me cos i was so stubborn. In the past i'd always been rebelling all that, skipped aikido to play basketball ; stole money to buy game cards ; addicted to MAPLESTORY & AUDITION so much that i neglected family affairs ; and mani more (uncountable).
But he was always forgiving and all.
From young i've never been understand why he stopped us from doing this, or doing that. Everything i done was wrong in his perspective, i used to hate it, hate them and regretfully hated daddy. BUT thats the past, now that i understand from his point of view, i feel stupid and a tiniest dumbest of myself.

when i was real small like pri school, i was kinda afraid to talk to daddy.
cos me and jiejie used to quarrel over tiniest matters which agitated him.. and daddy umm, overturn the shelves to be brief

lower secondary period was even dumber, i hated talking to daddy.
rebellious stage ma, cant help it. that was the period of time i start falling over aany cute guys and mostly the cute guys i met was because of basketball? Den when daddy wasn't really supportive of us going to basketball all the time (we used to go from morning to evening, thnks to jiejie and derald.), said we skipped aikido and reli, we kinda treated our home like hotel. zz. sorry dad. that time was 花痴 period, cant help it. i still thot that dad was denying me of my social life LOL. too immature in the past.

then sec 2 - 3, it came to maple, ugh that utter rubbish game. i spent 80% of my life infront of the comp and 90% of that playing maple, the other 10% creditable goes to audition. happily i shall let you guys know that 0.001% goes to research work! brilliant isnt it.

presently, i hate myself for not cherishing daddy for the role he plays in my life and the things he done for us.
it is always when i nearly lost him when i starting to 开俏.
so for those who are still rebelling to their parents, go and die -.-

# Mummy :
i'd always taken mummy for granted, its like the things she done i found it naggy and useless to some extent. most of the time i never give her the respect she deserves until when my mood feels like it. i tried, seriously to treasure mummy and the things she do for me.

morning:
standard cup'o milo and packed breakfast on the table. warm and waiting for me to take to school. sometimes, which is most of the time, i never give them a second look. my schedule was always too rush for me to even waste a single minute idleing.
the rest of the day:
unsuccessfully trying to keep the house in order, thanks to me the house was never tidy for more than 10hours.
dinner and usual.
i swear she've done more than she shoud, i never contribute anything seriously.
zz i'm having difficulty expressing out, too guilty for words.

# jiejie :
YOU ARHS. ALWAYS PISS ME OFF! just kidding. maybe for a teeny teeny bit (:
wad can i say lehs,
1. without jie i'll probably end up like one of those ahbeng ahlian gangs hanging around the playground like homeless strays probably.
2. i'll definately be still rebelling if jie hadn't been guiding me all these years.
3. she may be acadamicly retard :x but she's definately ZAI in the society. who needs those books anyway :x.
4. she's my second mum (: always naggy naggy nag~ yakkity yak yak~
5. probably the first and onli one i can talk to when im in childishly deep shyt.

我愛姐姐 no matter how much she piss me off. this is love (:

still remember when we were kids we were always thinking of 离家出走-ing. it seems so easy to run away last time, pack the lagguage like we're going to genting, den open the door and leave. how dumb -.- last time never tink bout money all that. harhaharhar.

} wushu outing / pinic (: - 12 june'08










- scene 1 ! seaside posse~













"HELLO GERALD WHERE ARE YOU!"











group pic (: ps my camera not good.












scene 2!
wushu pinic for boonhong, gerald, gaoning, khoonhwa and me!
testing camera lol












"should we build the castle this way?..."











finally! gah the sun in my eye -.-












2nd posse~












pearly whites!












gerald said it looks like a robot
















yay! STOMP












water works haha! sun in my eye again, so sway













scissors paper stone!














stone vs paper! haha















projectile of mario jump =.=













testing 1-2-3-4-5~












sand fling!




























































oi! haven grow up arhs












khoon hwa at the cam!













my cute juniors~ AND YES MINE! wahahahha.

I LOOK STUPID IN THE PHOTOS but oh well at least i dun photo shop to make it look decent
-end of post.- will blog more later. or daddy will get naggy naggy.
next post on gans and girlfrens! (:

edited
photos are sure to mess up cos my blog html got prob.

-girlfrens

# yijun billie gaoning:
always there for me (:
60% the girls said to me was always bout "dun play maple arhs" or "cannot play audition horh" lols. unfortunately it doesnt reli work on me though. that was last year thnkfully.
and they were always how shall i put it, frustrated/pissed/agonized ... when i never do my homework. haha, always become the "out"-standing student.
Many fun times with them, mani memories, cos they were the ones who really acknowledge me in school during sec2. i was having an identity crisis in school then, finally the stupid troubles blew over and they were there. seriously. i'll be 100% lost if they weren't with me in school. outside school when we go out siao-ing/shopping/crapping/playing they never make me feel left out either.
sometimes i think i was pulling the group's high-ness down cos i always don't talk much and prefered to walk behind, but they'll always try ways and means to make me talk and all. bottom line LOVE YOU GIRLS !

#barbara:
one of my closer friends in school, one with thick accent and always hypering over nuts. :P
although our clique of frens doesn't seem to click, like i'm not reli that fond of venice they group BUT! i dunno how but i guess it was thanks to weetong we came together horhs.
next year wont be able to smash birthday cake on her face liaos hoho.

#YINWAI :
havent seen her for 4 years? but i miss the time we hang around all the time can. i miss yin x904193741832102831. i wish she can come back singapore, it'll be super super fun larhs #%$#!# :(
guess we both changed alot since then, back den i had like wad -.- centre parting hair and my hair was super qiao! u had like b utt long hair but u chop them off to shoulder length.. oh man oh well. :/

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thats all for now, don't feel like doing gans though, will be more solomn.
on a lighter note.

Quiz
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tagged the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by YinWai...

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- What The Hell? *piak*

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- rish TaiTai (:

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
-in a hotel like the Fullerton Hotel!! Ooo

#4 What will you do with a billion dollars?
-Give to my parents, leave 1M for jie and me each (:

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
- shuai!, can wear tanktops, and faithful -abit impossible

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-no time -_-

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-Backstab wahahahha~ NAH. depends on how much i like him.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- idiotic people coming to be my gans just to get closer to me. ****

#11 What cheers you up the fastest?
-my sister, see her clown face can laugh lerhs. (:

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
-RICH TAITAI $.$

#13 Who is currently the most important people to you?
- one people? ack i'll have to say my sister.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Jiejie, joker + clown :D

#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- so sway arhs the situation?! no poor man! i'll take rich and neither single nor married.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
- listening to jay chou's song :)

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
- nop. some borders are not meant to be crossed.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- yin : i have only one heart to love. i can't love two people at the same time.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
-describe my girlfrens, they're perfect.

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} Hokkaido fair (:! yums, i onli managed to take these pics.











} gothic clothes!
i'm so pissed i'm not born in japan can $#^#$














super chio, who can help me find~ i'm willing to buy for $150.

ciaos~