gans will never take over my family. lesson learnt from jerome.family can forgive and forget, they wont expect anything from you. wad mistakes i made, my faults, my shorts, they will accept and forgive. infact they have to, wad other choices are there? ._. thats family. gans? certainly uncomparable to family yea? there is no nid for family to say i love you, or hugs and muacks and all that, deep down we just noe, "i love you" even when its not thought out loud. occcasionally smack on the cheek just says it all, or daily actions, wad the heck is the use of saying that 3 words. family, u can quarrel like mad with them, but bottom line one will still forgive and suan le with them, live happily ever after. gans, try quarreling with them and u get disowned, like who cares? gans get new ones onli ma. and will u believe its after quitting maplestory let me sort out my tots on these things? maple sucks. people use the words so commonly as though they are eating breakfast, lunch and dinner. so.. , who you really love and care for? it just loses its special meaning thats all. "loves" from those people i will never accept, it sounds just so darn superficial.
its time when one stops maturing physical and learn to mature their minds. stupid feelings like jealousy and wanting to have mani "frens" ought to stop. the more "frens" i get the more sure i am to noe hu are my real frens. for wad get the trouble of getting so mani "frens", lata all back stab there wont even be enough room on my back for them to stab lerhs.
} blogs. didnt get to school again today, fever continued. darn! must go lerhs tml. and print out jie de score sheet. o man...... trying to earn den now. so fking hard. nid 300k of it. stupid battle pt keep failling. gonna drain all npc soon. to kor in tiong something something de hotel and idiot at de gym take care o.
} sot sot fan of (: ; sasuke ; hitsugaya toushirou ; archie comics ; jay chou ; jolin tsai