repeating the fcuking simple rule in my blog for the fcuking last time.
leave a dumb tag. at least i noe hu read. give some freaking respect can.

got back some exam papers today
english - 44/100
emaths - 66/100
amaths - 27/100
econs - 53/100

tyco all lols. but sian failed english might have to retain, and im ready for it, one year more seems good to me ^^
yea worrying now, mr ho said they had meeting le more or less those who are retaining have been confirmed. and he's staring at me. oh god i reli feel like crying that time. but den, see yijun more pressure-lized den me by her family, i guessed she had it worse off den me although her results were better den mine. yea so i had to put a i-dun-reli-care face for the rest of the day. come home oso i couldnt reli tell anyway, or rather there is no one for me to tell that i am gonna retain other den jie and kor. didi dar dennis kor all them i didnt tell, dennis kor in army ma den didi bwg dar audi de ma can onli tell him i english failed den he try tell me wont so suay retain de bah lols. werent reli anyone hu can take it off me. its like something stuck in u and u cant get it out up or down its just -.- stuck . duno why sometimes the closer u are to the person u feel u have to tell it out but u dowan her or him to worry or wad so i ended up not telling the truth. or i felt its unneccesary to tell him the truth as it doesnt concern him at all. z duno wad i tinking. mixed feelings now but one thing for sure im feeling miserable.

no use worry le bah exam ardy take le most onli i retain hor :D

den come back. now it becomes that if i play audition den dar no online i oso dun feel like playing -.- oh man. last time no liddat de. damn lols. wish can go back to last time though. ahhh.

conferenced with kor and jie just now. jie was middleman ^^ cos i felt like yelling to the phone. anyways things are yet to be solved. yet to uncover. i still duno wads going on and i felt tired to carry on. kor and mei relationship why have to make til liddat. maybe im wrong last time is too close to kor. but den the line i drawn is there and although i toed it a few times lin the past and nowadays i hardy got close to that line doesnt mean i change or wad. reli. fav kor yes but needless be that close either. can understand kor wan protect me all that but i have hands have limbs i still can protect myself to a certain extent still.i dun deny wy and wt that thing im was in the wrong first but how we ended u oso noe. no relationship will not meet obstacles this u or anyone else will noe. sure that will be things that make a bgr off course and feelings fade. is natural, is just how strong it can withstand to hold it back, sadly the past relationship failed to do so. and pls dun freaking say im despo or wad cos if i am, i wont so guai wear shirt and skirt out le lor.
everyone got their standards and urs is way over mine. say liao just now sometimes or most of the time u reli dun understand me enuff bah. u onli look on the surface of things and u never understand things from my position my perspective.
sry if i made it seem to say 'disown' so easily but that sentence u said at queenstown or queensway was reli. close to breaking point.
anyways i duno, just cant communicate well with kor recently. and otherwise his msg cant get thru to me. hard to hard ma. both tink both rite.

z jiefu if u see this i tink u'll be able to see wad trouble u're heading to. when one lacks understanding

replies.
joe.
whr got i spent like half de day in coolie hunt dao 1m nia lols. better claw ba. my now this claw wa underaverage de lols.

yinwai.
u sure -.= cant tell wor. but u changed in ur appearance!!!! yesh yesh yesh!! much chioer!! but i dun deny u're still sotong =P

yanting.
haha iya stand outside ur school so long nth do ma lols. somemore didi dowan go in ur school say got smell -.- haha chio bah.

didi.
lalala shuai lor. is shuai ppl den take leh! all those in my blog de are shuai those dat i have yet to take oso shuai~ excuse me suagu not for u to say is for me =P =.= ai zai xi yuan qian. love before the century? =.= z! send u la but u online first.