ZZ STUPID LIFE.

i noe maybe 1 week when i re-read tis post i will feel silly dumb and maybe childish. but den since blog is for me to thrash out everything so here goes.

LIFE SUCKS. EVERYTHING IS SO STRESSFUL. SAY TODAY. I ARDY LATE TO RECORD ON THE EARLY BIRD BOOK LIAOS. TML I NID WAKE UP EVEN EARILER DEN TODAY. DEN NOW. 11.11 I HAVE YET TO EAT, YET TO BATH. I'M FEELING DAM STICKY NOW FROM DE PE I HAD TODAY, AND NOT TO MENTION STINKY. DE FEELING IS TERRIBLE LOR. LIKE U HAVEN GOT ANYTHING DONE AND U HAVE SCHEDULES TO BE DONE TML. AND WHY I COULDNT DO ALL DAT JUST NOW? COS I NID CHAT WITH WY AND DIDI. DIDI, SO CHILDISH ONLINE JIU ''MY HEAD PAIN'' LIKE HALO AM I HIS JIE OR DOCTOR?! DEN I JIU SIAN DIAO, DEN LATA HE SAID THRU HIS NICK, EVERYONE HATES ME. LIKE HALO?! ISIT MY FAULT THAT PPL DOWAN TOK TO HIM? I DUN HATE HIM BUT I DUN DENY I HATE TOKING TO HIM. I MEAN. HU WANS A GUY HU ONLINES OR SMS STR8 TELLS U ''MY HEAD STOMACH LEG HAND PAIN?'' ALMOST EVERYDAY LOR NOT THE FIRST TIME OK. IS ALOT TIMES LIAOS. DEN WY. I CHAT WITH DIDI ARDY IS STRETCHING ALL MY NERVES AND PATIENCE LIAOS. WY STILL GO CI JI ME DERE ''U DOWAN TELL ME WAD TIME UR SCH END TML COS U DOWAN SEE UGLY GUY'' MY NERVE BREAK LIAOS DEN I START CAPPING EVERYONE. I FEEL LIKE THRASHING EVERYTHING TO THEM LOR. BUT DEN FINALLY I TURN TO BLOG DEN START TYPING EVERYTHING OUT.NOT TO MENTION DE HOMEWORK TO BE DONE. BOOKS HAVEN PACK AND EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE PILING ON TOP OF ANOTHER. SOMEMORE I STILL WORRYING ABOUT KOR. STUDIES. MY CLIQUE OF FRENS. AND HOW TO SETTLE MY LIFE. EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO BE SNOWBALLING AND MY NERVES JUST SEEMS TO BE BREAKING OFF ONE BY ONE. THINGS YET TO BE COMPLETED AND YET I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME. EVEN MY DINNER FROM 2 HOURS AGO TIL NOW HAVEN EVEN BEEN TOUCHED THANKS TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE BEEN CHATTING WITH THEM FOR 2HOURS. I NVR REPLY NIA JIU DERE JI LI GUA JIAO.

how i dam wish to be selfish and start putting myself first den others